yahoo wiF Jia..

Yahoo btw Jia & me..

Mico : did u receive NTU alumni mail ? with personalize sticker?
jfsee : I didn't receive
Mico : y i always receive NTu alumni mail
jfsee : I also receive but this time not yet
jfsee : tonight cannot go tot Msia radio station...sigh. server down
Mico : heee.. no need lah listen to mp3
jfsee : i listen to 98.7
jfsee : radio keep changing song and can know recent song
Mico : nowadays still listen 98.7 ?
jfsee : I like the James Bluntt
jfsee : perfect 10 online
Mico : cos those famous Dj all leave this station liao
jfsee : only 98.7 can go online
jfsee : 98 cannot
Mico : apalah. say i transfer mood swing to u
Mico : now i mood high..
Mico : ghaaa
jfsee : haaaaaaaaaa
jfsee : transfer to me liao ma
Mico : wah lao.. laughter exercise
Mico : fainted..
jfsee : hihihi
jfsee : sigh, tomorrow got to go back office do the boring stuff
Mico : nowadays u n yuping very close huh
Mico : u today never go office?
jfsee : got la
jfsee : no la, her bf ask her do more exercise
Mico : hoo..
Mico : the bf still in us?
jfsee : yes
jfsee : she said if married she might not want to have dinner
jfsee : troublesome
jfsee : so u joke no need to go dinner anymore, else rugi...haaa
Mico : why if married dun want dinner?
jfsee : aiya, USA not heng big banquet ma
jfsee : and she don't like trouble
Mico : ohhh..
Mico : woah.. how will it b if marry to that far
Mico : n if ur husband busy with work. not time accompany u.. n ur frens n family all far away ?
Mico : sure miserable..
jfsee : get new friend lo
jfsee : or like bee gek, learn knitting
jfsee : now she is expert
Mico : i will go crazy
jfsee : knit so many shirt
Mico : will u feel lonely easily ?
jfsee : and she will knit one for claudia
jfsee : i think yes
Mico : i also
Mico : when my sis not at home.. i feel so lonely one
Mico : hate that feeling
Mico : but i dun have patience in knitting.. later do 1/2 way AGAIN
jfsee : when no choice u will knit...hihihi
Mico : sobb
jfsee : well, I depend on mood, sometimes suddenly i will feel lonely and sad
jfsee : but not too often
Mico : depression ?
jfsee : as I can enjoy watching TV too
Mico : yeah i will get that once in awhile.. not ofetn lah
jfsee : just laugh
Mico : like suddenly soooo lonely
jfsee : yeah
jfsee : may be we do have slight depression tendency
jfsee : but we control well
jfsee : so no worry
Mico : chan.. maybe one day will commit suicide
jfsee : everyone has depression tendency
jfsee : no la, it's normal
jfsee : only those sick which can control themselves need treatment
Mico : never know mah..
jfsee : well, when u consistently feel unhappy for may be one or 2 week, then u may worry then
jfsee : well, in taiwan
Mico : mm.. now haven like that
jfsee : there is one famous psychiatrist
jfsee : a lot of celebrities treated by him
jfsee : suddenly commited suicide
jfsee : see doc also can have depression
Mico : life is so unpredictable
jfsee : sometimes yes
jfsee : I think if future i have kid
jfsee : i will let them enjoy more thing, less confinement but of course must in good manner
jfsee : else life is short
jfsee : must learn more thing like skating, skiing, dancing
jfsee : whatever whatever
Mico : when u are a mother. u sure will thk .. dangerous lah.. this la that la
jfsee : not like my mum, everythign cannot...haaaa
Mico : actually my mum nver restrict me leh
Mico : but she will nag i still do what i want
jfsee : yeah nag
jfsee : nag whole day
jfsee : then u will give up yourself
Mico : yeah we always say.. berita pukul 7
Mico : now i miss my mum.. sobbbbbbbbbbb
Mico :
jfsee : haaa
jfsee : u are emotional these day
Mico : yeahhh lorrr
jfsee : must meet bf more often la.
jfsee : then u will feel better
Mico : wanna die liaoo
jfsee : may be u keep thinking and get emotional
Mico : he busy some more.. lagi depress
jfsee : well both have to compromise
Mico : one thing i admires him
Mico : he no temper one..
Mico : im the only one always grumble this n that..
jfsee : it's common
jfsee : one positive one negative3
jfsee : only then can make good couple ma
jfsee : that's actually good, when u angry u tend to lose your mind, then if he fight back, u get more angry, so he use right strategy
jfsee : after u cool down then u can reason better then only he voice out
Mico : true also.. now i feel guilty pulak
jfsee : then u will treasure him more
jfsee : next year is good year to get marry
jfsee : Almost 11, time to get prepare and go to bed...hihihi, else tomorrow no energy to continue the boring day
jfsee : night3
Mico : k
Mico : nite

loVe hIm still.....

mm..he said i made him sad...i made him feel like he din carry out his duty well as boyfriend..cos i still feel lonely..he wish he can spend more time with me.. but his work commitment does not allow him to..

Im not blaming him lah.. just that sometimes not in the mood.. n when think of it.. why he never think of taking me to somewhere new.. do something different.. i feel sian lor..

he said im becoming more n more demanding..i told him.. im not.. cos comparing to many gers.. im not demanding.. n i dun rely on him for everything..he knew that..

well.. after all we still love each other v much..must learn to be more comprimising ? k i will learn to b a good gf..more considerate; more understanding; less temper; less nonsence .. but then if everything too plain also will be boring wat..

so hard to find a balance for everything.. dun care lah.. so long we enjoy each other's company can liao..

why am i changing so fast..mood swing ? must be..

DancinG Class ?!?

Tot of picking up something..i have few new hobbies in mind..

In-Line Skating
- seems fun but i scared of falling.. painful..

Salsa dancing
- I dun have talent in dancing.. dun have the moves..

Tennis
- am picking up.. need lots of practises to be abel to play well..


....must see have kaki or not..see company has skating class or not.. if have can consider.. salsa also.....

so sian with current life now.. not much activities..so must do something to liven it up.. ARRRRRRRRRRRGgggggggggggggggggggggg.. so boring...

SunDAy...

today no work.. no OT but can stay home..raining some more.. nice to sleep but still i wake up around 8 am..

Nothing to do today.. frens no activity.. tot of goin jogging.. but leg a bit pain.. walk too much..

things i plan to do today..
(1) apply mask..so long never do this..
(2) watch tv..
(3) clean my room..

then see if have enrgy .. go gym for a jog.. burn fats. heee..

Happy Sunday..

No tiMe foR anyThinG...

Sometimes feel so sian cos it's like when he is so busy with his work n forever no time for other things.. once a week go out..n no idea where to go. what to do.. walk n walk.. tiring...started to feel sian on this pat-tor thing...

Anyway.. he also no time to plan for anything.. no trips ( canot go anywhere cos not married ).. no outing ( cos work tired, dun want to do anything too tiring..).. forever watch movie.. eat n walk aimlessly....This has been like this since we know each other.. he is ok with it as he thinks company that matters.. but i started to feel so unsure...Is this wat i want ? where will this lead us to ? we dun have plans...well... no time for that i guess....

I know i cant blame him for that.. cos it's the job commitment.. but still i think maybe it's good if we can both take some time off to think it over.. wat we want out of this relationships.. i dun want to forever to just have a saturday boyfriend.. cos other time .. most of the time.. im still on my own.. so wat's the point of being taken care of just one day of the week.. maybe im looking for someone who can take care of me full time ? better ?

not sure if im being complicated...maybe im looking for different directions in life ? not sure wat it is though.. just in a very confuse stage....n feel so lonely.. dunno why...just lonely...emotionally..

I guess.. this is sign im goin crazy liao.. yeah .. must be.. k k.. must take some time off to cool down a bit.. clear my head.. think too much..beating abt the bush..

Feel like taking some time for a short trip.. holidays.. maybe follow frens go Bali..see how bad things there.. when come back will appreciate things around me..

This Week Food input...

Let me record what i've been eating.. i think the calories shoot to the ceiling.. phewww..

Mon-Tampines
(1) Claypot HorFun
(2) 3/4 yang Zhou fried rice
(3) 1 glass of sugar cane

Tues-Tampines
(1) Taiwan Siao Xi Lin Mee Sua - 1 bowl
(2) New York Pizza - one triangle long pizza + fried chicken wing + ice lemon juice
(3) Han's toast
(4) after meeting abt 4pm, vendor brought us to coffeebean ( 1 tiramisu + 3/4 cheese cake + caramel apple ice coffee)

Wed -Eastwood
(1) Hong Kong Street chinese restaurant
(2) desert - apple shrudel + 2 durian puff + latte + 1 choclate coated cream puff

Thus -Bedok
(1) roast pork rice
(2) chui ge
(3) yong tau fu
(4) ice kacang + hai di ye

Friday- Tampines Safra Sakura Buffet
(1) eat till u drop
(2) 5pm vendor bought drinks

i exercise on wednesday..Body combat.. only awhile.. HL n i tired.. so we leave..today.. i jogged for nearly 4km.. perspires a lot.. tmw will go gym again.. sunday too.. just to burn away the fats i've input for the past 5 days..

Really work n enjoy food.. now i know few places for makaning good one

(1) Safre Sakura buffet - very good jap buffet n fusion dishes..have standard
(2) Eastwood Hong Kong Street Chinese food
(3) Ronaldo Apple Shrudel
(4) Macpherson Turtle soup
(5) Bedok ice kacang, roast pork rice , fried kuay tiao
(6) jack's place steak ( i only eat salmon steak )
(7) Han's teh si + wheat toast with ham & egg
(8) Taiwan siao xi ling' mi sua
(9) Upper East Coast Road "Tian jin" crabs


live to eat now..

GGGrrrr...

I dunno if anyone has the same experience as me..i HATE my brother in law..
really a torture to stay in the same roof with him..wat's more my sis always go back home to melak n left me home alone with this ass hole..

Why i dun like him
(1) Cos his eyes always on my chest level.. can u believe it ? he suppose to be like my brother but he is still RUDE enough to do this ..Am i too sensitive ? Im not sure.. but i caught him few times.. eyes on my chest.. ASSHOLE !! i told my sis n mum abt this..my sis warn him before n yet i still caught him doing that.. his habit ? But u dun do this to ur sis in law right ? i cant accept this !!

(2) cos he is a super lousy husband to my sis.. he never take care of her financially.. he never support my sis.. he only think of his own family.. send money home.. n yet.. his wife.. he doesn't think it is his responsibility to take care of.. luckily my sis is capable else i guess my sis will be really in deep shit..

(3) Cos he is such a lazy bump.. whenever he is not working.. he will be lying/sitting whole at the sofa.. n watch TV.. watch till midnight.. even he needs to work early but still he do that..so when he is at home.. i no chance to watch my favourite program.. so i will always stay in my room n online..i felt so "xing gu".. HATE this feeling..

(4) Cos he is using my sis.. my mum n i felt this way.. cos by staying with my sis.. he is always being taken care of.. he will have place to stay.. he will have car to drive.. he dun have to support her..

(5) Cos he never say "I Love You" to my sis before.. this show he did not appreciate or cherish my sis..

It's not that we look down on him.. but he just never show us we should respect him.. my sis is hesitated to split with him cos he is her first bf and now husband..sentimental u see.. if im in her shoes.. i'll long ago kick him away..

really a torture have to bear with such a jerk in my home...ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRgggg... my mum understands me.. but she also cant help much.. cos both her daughters.. she cant b asking my sis to kick the husband out..

dunno lah.. see how long i can tahan.. or i'll go crazy...

Hope the man in my life will cherish me.. love me.. take care of me.. protect me..

DarLing's BirThday...

Today his birthday..second year we've been together for each other's b'day..but hor today he needs to report work as early as 7am.. cos school exam..so ke lian..

next time have children.. try not to give birth during exam period..else so ke lian.. cannot enjoy..

We never meet today cos he work till late and i also lazy to meet after work.. so tiring..so only wishing him happy birthday via SMS

Let's grow old together..huzzzz..


p/s: Gotten some b'day gift for u...give u when we meet.. muakss..

JokeS to CheEr me Up..

maybe been busy with work.. always got to prepare lots of statistics.. meetings.. blahh.. so a but tired.. then my col cheer me up with these jokes..good.. make me laugh n make us all smile while guessing..

Guess Q1

One day, Doraemon met Hello Kitty on the street and being polite, Doraemon say "Hello Kitty", but Hello Kitty did not reply. WHY ?


Answer: cos Hello Kitty Does not have a mouth..

Guess Q2
After Incident (1) above, Hello Kitty sticthed a mouth and one day hello Kitty met Doraemon on the street, so being polite Hello kitty say hello to Doraemon but Doraemon did not reply. WHY ?


Answer: Cos Doraemon does not have ears

Guess Q3
One thing Panda wish to change for generations but cant. What is the thing ?

Answer: To be able to take a colour picture.

Guess Q4:
Why Smurf always so unhappy ?

Answer: cos he is always in blues..

heeeeeee.........cute hor..one of my col din know "siao ding dang" is Doraemon.. n they dunno what is "smurf". generation gap !!

But at least we laugh a bit.. heeee..

Roast Chicken Recipe... fron AUnty Jackie

Recipes..
This is the roast chicken i used to like it so much when staying with my aunt during University days..

Roast chicken:
1 medium size chix about 1 1/2 kilos
1 heap teaspoon salt, pepper and 5 spice powder ( all mixed together)
1 teasp black soya sauce ( thick type)

Method:
After the chix is cleaned, leave to drip dry.
Rub black soya sauce all over chix, leave to drip dry again.
When almost dry, rub the mixed spices and leave for about 1 hr. If not enough time, 30 mins will do also. Put more spices in the inside of chix.
Heat oven at 200 C until the oven light goes off. This means oven is ready at the right temperature. Put chicken on a rack in a pan with the breast side facing up. ( if you don't have the special chix stand that I used) Roast for 20 mins. Then turn chix with the back facing up for another 20 mins. If chix is big, about 2 kilos, then roast for about 10 mins... total of 50 mins. To test if chix is cooked, pierce the chix between the body and the thigh with a skewer or a small sharp knife and if ready, a clear liquid will flow out; if bloody, then it's still not properly cooked. Cook for another 5 to 10 mins.

birdNesTing...

hoo.. i've been spending n spending n spending..mad liao..

Bought nearly $400 of skin care product..cos want to mei mei.. haaa..
Then, tempted by col's recommendation.. bought birdnest.. always wanted to buy this type of birdnest.. but cos it's not cheap so always buy those in small can.. very little amount of birdnest.. mostly rock sugar..



The birdnest content very high.. one day one scoop.. cannot keep more than 14 days cos no preservative..



Dunno true or not if eat long term will be mei mei..

Siggh.. maybe cos approaching 30. i start to pay more attention on these products.. beauty... skincare..

woman.. we just have too much to spend/buy... why men never need to buy so much ? so unfair.. but why woman wanna spend on this ?? for who to see ?? man's fault !!

BuzY @ Work..

Next month. actually 2 weeks (10/10) there will b a regional meeting in s'pore.. so boss very concern on how we should present ourself to those VIPs..

i've been busy doing and changing the slides again n again.. we took photos of our monitoring showroom.. the data centres.. update the layout..add this n that..i guess stil have changes.. today said wanna have another set of slides to show our facilities specifications.. blahh.. so add in more.. eyes so tired...

no chance for me to practise on what i've learnt from course..sob sob..

then.. boss assigned me to be the project manager for power upgrade in TC.. so hard to make people provide info.. have to chase n chase n chase.. siann.. i think i should well-equipped myself with the essential info else feel so lousy..with the experience in preparing the slides.. i have a better idea of our whole data centre layout n machines location..

sunday gonna go back to work again.. pheww.. 3 sundays in a row.. $ is good but tiring..

hope after the VIPs visit.. i can have proper time to sit with HA to work on the system.. this is wat i want..anyway boss already said will get me involved in this.. so just the matter of time..

work work work..but happy @ work lah.. not so bad...lallala..

FruiT juiCe..

my mum been so on with her healthy life style practises.. she goes exercise (yoga+body balance+pilates) every morning.. mostly elderly attend.. then drink vegetable juice daily.. the vege juice she made is of 5 greens
(1) green apple
(2) bitter gourd
(3) cucumber
(4) Capsicum
(5) celery

sometimes add in carrot too but not daily.

i've been drinkng this every mornign when mum around last week. so she keep reminding me to ownself prepare the juice. cos good for health..

but since i dun have time to do this in the morning.. so i can only prepare after work.. my sis also very on..

sometimes i add a bit of orange & tomatoes.. i never eat capsicum, bitter gourd & celery raw..cant stand the smell.. but when blender,, i can drink.. good.. wonder if i continue drinking like this will i b super healthy ? complexion mei mei ? haaa

courSe..

First time i attend course.. lunch is provided n u get to choose anything u wanna eat..and can even tabao cakes for 3pm break.. so cool..

all participants r from different banks.. feel so high level.. cos all talk bank language.. payroll...swift...K+.. market data.. security..auditing.. blahhh

all classmates r guys.. the instructor n myself r the only ladies.. feel so out of place..anyway. we manage to have some chatting time during break time n quite comfortable with those people..

there is this Bahrain guy from one of the bank in Bahrain.. he has been travelling all over just for this course.. n he seem very keen to make fren with me.. keep asking me to go Bahrain.. haaa.. maybe Asian lady is "new" to him.. this is first time he came to s'pore..

anyway.. i thk i will try to keep contact with those people. in case next time i wanna chang job.. i will have more contacts. heeee

today my x-col called said she resigned.. n as expected(exactly wat happened to me the last time) our stupid manager try to persuade her to stay.. well.. we all know his style.. i told her to decide.. cos if she already made up her mind.. then should not let the manager's word shaken her decision.. wish her all the best though.

tmw one more day on course.. then work again.. boss seem to have lots of workfor me already.. phewww..he very dependant on me.. even write minutes must ask me check before send out.. im on course lehhh... beh tahan..

my new shoes..

Today we lunch in.. ta bao back n eat.. then take the whole of 1 hour go shopping.. heee.. n bought our new shoes.. Jen got hers n i got mine..both from Charles & keith





three colours to choose.. pink, white n black.. well.. i guess black is best choice.. goes with my skin colour.. look fairer..

tmw start wearing.. lalala... now thking whether to get a bag.. haaa.. im really have too many things to buy ....hope i print money..

My shoes collection...

i need a new pair of shoes..my mum always said i have many shoes.. but i always tell her.. not all nice to wear.. some bought already wear few times.. n i ended up always wearing the same few ones..

today after a short nap very fresh n feel like taking pictures.. so took pics of the shoes ... (my sis keep saying im crazy cos of all the things to take..im taking shoes pics.. )

URS-bought cos i broke my shoes..so choose the nearest shoes shop to buy..love the bright colours..always been my favourite..old shoes now


URS-Bought this cos want something like slipper n can wear to work..seldom wear cos when walk it gives loud flip flap sound.. like aunty


URS-One of my favourite.. but the colour is very dull


I Cant recall where i bought this n not knowing the brand ..wear only when go interview cos black n covered..look formal when im wearing long pants


a bit like Vincci.. bought in one of the shops in Melaka ..bought cos like the white colour ..


Bought this cos it seems comfy but hor.. always have blister cos the strap very rough..


Vinci-very casual.. n bought during promotion.. vely cheap.. < rm 20


Vincci-Used to b my favourite. but need to throw away liao cos the sole started to give way


Vincci-My favourite.. the colour n design..perfect


bought this during cny.. maybe cos the colour.. haven wear it till now.. cos too pink


Bought this cos it looks so graceful.. like those ballet dancer.. but i have blister from it..now left untouched in shoes rack


Bought this in Bangkok few years back.. now only wear to ntuc in the morning.. heee


Love this shoes.. very comfy


like the design but not so comfy.. goin to throw cos the sole give way too


Sports shoes ( Nike & Brooks)
The only 2 sport shoes i wear to gym n running.. tot of getting a new one..



Charles & Keith-My new love.. favourite shoes to work



come to think of it.. i dun have much shoes .. so im think it's quite reasonable that i get a new pair.. lalallallaa..

WorKing mY waY towarDs...

Day one i joined this company..i find this is not the place i want... then i start to observe everyone's role..i find that there is no specialise role.. only one role attract me.. SWIFT Admin..

now.. im working towards this direction.. n lucky enough.. with my boss support.. i finally get to go for this course next week.. confirmed the attendance.. phewww.. finally..

so i shall really make sure i know this system which will be very helpful in my career in bank.. never know i can switch from IT (unix..servers..database..) to a bank system.. n the best is i dun have to pay a cent.. ghaaaa... what a wonderful world...

well.. like my boss said.. remember letter "T" but letter "T" with short tail.. which means take the shortest time to climb to the highest and then spend the rest of the time enjoying the result..

well.. i guess.. i dun mind taking a bit longer.. like the normal "T" to climb.. and enjoy the equal result ..

hope for the best.. i will be doing the system rotuing rules admin after my course.. lalallallaa.. i felt like the luckiest person in the world.. what have i done that i deserve this ?!? that make me wanna work harder for it.. motivation !!!..

Always presevre what u deserve to have..cos we dun get chances all the time.. n when u have it grab it...this applies to life..i hope i have grab all those come to me.. ghaaaa.. greedy..

AppLE iPod Nano...

hot gadget for the month.. now u almost cant get the 4G ipod nano in shops..out of stock .. if u want it.. make a pre-order and they will put u in waiting list.. phew.. so HoT ???



Im eager to get one myself.. but after some thoughts.. mm.. nehh.. forget it.. i dun need one anyway.. i rather sleep than listen to the repeated songs on my journey to work..n i may go deaf if listen too much cos i tend to tune the volume to very high..cos i love the feeling of just me n the music.. n no one else besides.. when u on the music loud n close ur eyes.. woah.. beSt of the world..

but easily deaf that way.. haaa..

iPod Mini will not be manufactured as it is superceded by ipod nano now....

cool stuff in town now...maybe i'll wait for ipod piko ?!? heee..

AppLE StrUDeL.. Yumm

First day back to work after 3 days course...n already lots of things to follow up.. n lotssss of emails..flooded

after checking emails.. read only important mails.. n do some of the work.. then boss said go makan..

We went down to Eastwood (Upper East Coast Rd) eat the Hong hong Street chinese food.. then desert at Ronaldo.. phew.w. the best Apple strudel we foun in s'pore so far...



Very nice.. n crispy..n it melts in ur mouth... the crispy skin of the strudel n the apple just melt once u put into ur mouth.. really shiok..



a bit x.. but if u r into desert.. this is really worth trying.. still feeling the strudel in my mouth.. yum...

P@ss DriVINg tHeOrY..

dun really have time to study properly.. always sleep on the book.. cos really really find it sooo boring..

this morning i already told Yong.. im goin to fail the test.. cos no confident at all. then i will have to go retake the test myself..cos i think he sure pass.. cos he sounds so confident..

then..afternoon.. i have conference..suppose to leave at 5pm as the test is 630 and have to be there by 615..n the test location is so far away from our office.. so no choice.. after the conference at 520.. rush back to office.. n together wif Yong we took a cab down to the test centre..

The cab fees alone already $17.70.. so to calculate.. the test is $6 ( cheaper than the cab fee) ...pheww..

so took the test.. luckily mine is considered easy.. so i finished in less than 20 mins.. double checked already.. so decided to submit.. immediately result is out on the screen.. "PASSED".. phewwwww.. wat a relief..

Unexpectedly.. Yong still doing his test.. waited abt 20 minutes.. he came out n said he failed.. i tot he is joking.. never know he really fail.. he said his very tricky..

well.. i guess he is unlucky lor..

Before the exam boss jokingly said .. to pass must burn the book n drink it.. so to play along wif his joke.. i send him an sms..

" Proven that no need to drink burnt book to pass exam"

and he replied " U r diligent is all i know ".. haaaa...see me so up..

happy...pass test.. smooth smooth.. can convert whenever i feel like it.. can sleep well tonight.. still have lots of work to do tmw onwards..

ohhh.. btw.. boss said i can claim my phone bill.. ghaaaaaaaaaa... can make more phone calls?? heee.. of course no lah.. i wont abuse my benefits.. come to think of it.. i may get more phone calls from office ?? bad sign...


May Buddha bless us all...

M@@N-CakEs...

tired of eating the normal traditional mooncakes.. this year i tried ice cream mooncake..very nice.. but if u r looking for the feel of the traditional mooncake.. then this may not be ur choice..

The ice cream mooncake simply taste like ice cream.. with pastry skin..nice nice.. i love it..i bought the durian n chocolate alomod flavour..my mum like it too.. yum yum..



The durian flavour



The chocolate almond



A different flavour of mooncake for a different mooncake festival this year.. why different ? mmm...not sure.. happier ? should be..

StifF neck..

really suffering.. been having stiff neck for nearly 2 weeks now..right side..at first i tot i din sleep properly.. so din really pay attention.. usually will go away i a day or two.. but never know drag all the way till now..

i tried to shift my pillow to the position that i think is comfortable.. still the stiffness remains...

i think my posture is not right when using the mouse in office.. try to sit straight now.. but still never help.. see doc.. they give cream n some muscle relaxer pills.. still not helping much..

my sis said im goin got get stroke.. i think she may b right..

but hor.. i exercise .. why still get stiff neck ? so unlucky.. cant lift my head when try to use the mouth wash in the morning.. pain....Arrrgggggg torturing..

yesterday JL help me rub those chinese medicine oil.. this morning seems better not pain .. but after my marathon.. came home. feel the pain again..

so evening i rub again.. n after nap.. seems ok again.. i guess tmw will feel pain again ? on n off.. so kek sim..

nvm, mum coming tmw she can help me .... HATE STIFF NECK...

MarAthOn iNg....

Been eating vegetables n fruits for few nights.. to detox.. feel healthier..

yesterday went jogging with Irene at ECP..she been complaining abt her job her life.. n she almost drown from her diving trip.. that made her decided to quit her stressful job n open up her own company so that she can do it on her own time.. own way..

well.. this is her life.. if she thinks this is a better way for her.. it's up to her...as fren and outsider..i just wish her luck and extend my help if she needs it..

sunday will go to the marathon with LS .. ger ger will tag along.. better else bored... will try to run as far as i can..LS ask if wanan join Standard chartered run.. i told him .. must see if i can run this sunday or not.. else forget it..


today we bought LS swenson ice crea, mooncake.. looks nice.. wanna buy when my mum comes next week.. miss her already..

weekend will be over very soon.. so must enjoy to the fullest...

NeW handPHONE ?

company is going to have SINGTEL roadshow with Corporate plan.. classic plan only $14 per month.. now im paying $22 per month.. originally is $28, deduct $6 for loyalty discount after more than 3 years..

But my current SINGTEL contract only 16 months (last upgraded in May 2004).. to get a new phone/new contract and enjoy the offer with the phone, i need to be on the contract for 21 months.. so in my case.. if i want to convert to corporate plan.. i have to top up $100 extra for the handphone set.. WAHH.. bo hua leehhh..

so i calculated..

option (1)

dun buy first, wait for another 5 months then get the corporate plan

BUT.. i really really wanted to chg a phone.. at least a phone with camera..n i like the Samsung phone in offer..

option (2)

convert my current Singtel line to corporate plan.. meaning i will have to top up $100 for the phone.. the samsung phone is $48 so in total.. i have to pay $148


option (3)

get a new singtel line.. so that i can buy the phone with $48 and pay extra $14 for the phone bill for the next 5 months.. which calculated to be $118 altogether

so if i die die want to buy.. option (3) is better ?? arggggggggg.. how how ? want to buy or not ? having extra line a bit wasted lehhh...

The samsung phone im eying..



SGH_E330C


still dilemma...

ANotHer WoRkiNg weEk to Go..

weekend over again.. fast isn't it.. next mon till wed boss on leave.. hoo.. happy happy..can do my things with my own time w/o unexpected disturbance..jeff must be VERY happy.. no disturbance for him too..

been bored to death with the driving theory..super boring.. i hates those road signs.. really boring.. no wonder i just cant drive even have my license since 16 or 17..

Trying to pass the conversion test n that's it.. keep it in the drawer.. hope i dun have to drive.. but maybe when im old n retired.. like my mum. i may need to take care of myself.. so i may need to pick up driving again.. so still useful..

why in life we need so many tests? exams? boring... zzzzzzzzzzz.....

W.E.E.K end liao...

whole week i din get to exercise.. today wanted to go yoga.. brought all my stuff.. n then last minute.. boss said he will be on leave next mon till wed.. so happy deep in.. but .. he said send him this n that.. woah lah.. so i have to stay late liao lor..

so quickly consolidate all the statistics then send to him, no time to do the graph lah.. already 7pm.. n those contractor making so much noise installing the plasma .. cannot concentrate at all..

so decide to go home.. tell boss im leaving for the day.. he is ok with him.. luckily..

so come home.. still i have so much outstanding things to do.. arggggggg.. tired..eyes very tired but contended ..

next next week shall haev a tele-conference with London side.. woah.. cool.. first time do such conference with London.. so must also prepare b4 we have the conference..

k k.. better get back to my work.. still have things to do.. i find myself not organise.. bit of here n there.. must come out with my own work schedule..
then my driving theory test is next next wed.. dying.. cos i haven got the time to revise.. chan chan chan..cannot fail..else waste time, money n energy..

.........................tmw must go exercise..promise to myself..

n IT's F.R.I.D.A.Y tmw.. lallalla

How time flies this week..just monday.. n tmw is friday.. cool.. love this week.. and i have been eating too much AGAIN..

Mon: Fish & Chips
Tues: FIsh & Chips
Wed: Turtle Soup
Thu: N.Y.D.C

I hope tmw i can eat normally.. first time i tried turtle soup.. my boss recommendation.. it tasted normally.. like normal chinese heb soup.. but after about 3 to 4 hours .. i have 2 big pimples pop up.. n i feel warm inside..how heaty this soup is.. my mum said it is good to clean blood.. but i guess my body needs time to adjust to this..

so i start to have headache in the evening.. tot of going gym after work.. but headache.. so no choice.. go home n sleeepp.. drink lots of water n sleep through the night

luckily im ok this morning.. phewww.. tot will be sick..really heaty stuff..anyway.. a bit cruel to eat turtle.. i ate its meat.. n some slippery stuff.. my boss said this is the BEST part from beneath the shell.. a bit like cuttle fish but much softer..

MUST go exercise tmw or weekend.. else will be Tua Pui Po very soon...!!! healthy life style.. healthy life style..

WhY Do wE neEd MonDaY...

simply cant thk right on monday.. just like something not there.. missing of something.. cant work on monday...100% not on working mood...

today CC on urgent leave.. so i have to do lots of service requests..then boss dunno why.. bring us to Fish & Co for lunch.. so good.. people monday bluess.. he monday also so On..

then after lunch.. he went meeting.. luckily have requests to do else really sleep...then after boss came back from meeting.. ask me to do some stuff.. then he starts again.. said he wanan groom me lah.. wanna turn me perm.. will increase salary to me.. blahhhhh... he always say all these but hor until now im still contract.. talk n no action.. anyway.. dun care too much.. so long as i have my salary n i get to learn some useful thing im ok with the current situation..


then Tom n Jen came for their shift.. again.. lots of gossips .. sometimes i thk.. why people must have so much to gossips abt their own cols.. how they wanna 'revenge' to the col that somehow said things that hurt their feelings n so on.. if everyday also keep wanting to revenge then we will get older faster n not happy.. no motivation to come to work..

i rather dun care too much.. come to work happily m smile to everyone.. n even just talk some rubbish also happy.. sometimes i jst thk.. no need to be too serious abt many things.. can overlook.. then overlook..

still very bluesss.. guess im gonna have an early night today.. sleep through monday n tuesday will be better.. i Hope..

GonE fiShinG..

sat we chanced upon this restaurant when we were on our way back from little Guilin hiking.. suh said she read abt this restaurant in the newspaper abt the owner who invested on this restaurant out of interest..cool place i must say.. very different and with all the scribbles on the wall it allows dinersto leave some words n memories behind..

here r some pics taken in the restaurant..thos drawings r by our dear Jia.. not bad at all.. g



closer look...

SunDay.. n WorkING..

really sian to work on sunday.. esp when there isn't any interesting people around.. no handsome cols.. no nice story to hear.. boring..

so i learn to do migration with Jeff..general steps..he still do a lot of checking which he said for safeguard.. anyway i do my own stuff.. till abt 630pm.. later than weekday.. carry laptop to work. so heavy ..stupid compaq..

gotten the photos taken from yest gathering at suh's place.. nice condo.. 600k.. phewww.. when then i can own one.. tkk lah..

share some photos taken while we did our hiking at little Guilin..

WeEkend AgaIn.. HapPy..

woah.. this week is very long.. like never ending.. not very tired but just seems to be extra longer than normal week.. dunno why..

Let's see.. wat have i done..Yong not around so i've done quite a lot of db restoration, then do boss's assignmnet.. statistic lah.. doc lah.. templates lah..minutes lah..went to visit col's wife.. she's been hospitalised for 3 weeks.. skin problem.. infection or something that now there r 3 deep holes on her leg.. really painful n sad to see..

recently, company has lots of internal courses for us to attend, Boss send the email to me first.. what an honour. so i choose what i want to go. He then email to others, said give me priority.. mm. wonder why he so good..he mentioned that he thinks im always doing "right" thing.. eg, on our tuesday jogging, i went to look for him ..haaa..

n our ECP bbq Tom decided to invite him, it's in Nov.. he said we clever cos Nov is his b'day.. actually we din plan to do it on Nov but cos sept n oct others cant so we no choice choose Nov.. coincident only..anyway, he is very happy cos previous years he is never been invited.

cool, seems like my presence give them some colour.. one flower among the leaves n thorns ? haaaa.. anyway.. i felt pampered by them sometimes.. nice feeling but MUST always tell and remind myself.. im not there to play n have fun only.. im working.. i must not degrade myself.. Must take this opportunity to pick up n learn more things to value add myself.. cos i may not stay here forever ? never know.. so better always well-equipped myself with some brainy stuff.. dun want to be empty vessals....


Tmw weekend. but only 1 day.. sunday go back to work.. migration.. only Jeff around.. so i must take this opportunity to learn.. cos i find that i can only learn when one of them not around.. else usual day they will do it all..

tmw will go Suh's place.. hopefully we will have fun..enjoy life to the fullest!!!

jogGing WitH b@sS..

today went jogging with my boss n Irene.. what a joke..

First of all, Irene said meet at 7pm at ECP. we (boss & i) left office at 6:05 and reached ECP at abt 630pm. called Irene, she said she cant leave yet.. will be late.. expected cos everytime she said meet at certain time.. she SURE to be late.. ok lor.. my boss n i went mcD to have some drinks n fries.. waited till 7:30pm.. she called said came already at carpark.. we went to change then looked for her..

She said she at carpark near fort road.. before McD turned right.. so we walked to the carpark after turned right.. din see her.. my boss already started to complain said this woman cant b trusted.. said she should park near McD where we were waiting for her..sigh...for me is ok lor.. to look for it.. bue he seemed not happy with it.. made me so difficult..

then found her.. then we started jogging, she went blading.. i cant catch up cos too tired.. must walk a bit jog a bit.. she bladed,can go faster.. n he can run.. wah lao..salute him, at 53 he is darn solid...the build n stamina.. impressed !!

then they were ahead of me..when i reached bedok jetty i saw irene.. then i cornered in to catch up with her.. she said my boss jogged ahead.. n she din tell him she din follow after him...

i was worried.. cos i know my boss is someone who will be panicked if he found out he is alone in a place he is not familiar.. so i jogged ahead to look for him.. i jogged all the way up.. im not sure where i were.. but i din see him..

so i guessed maybe he went back to car park..so i jogged back.. what a relief to see him there.. n this time round, Irene was no where to be found.. AGAIN, my boss made noise, said irene irresponsible cant jst leave people like that.. he was worried for us cos he came back to the carpark almost 1 hour ago n we din bring handphones, he said he almost went to the police to look for us.. deep down i was .. OMG, next time dun bring uncle out.. cos he is too fatherly.. we r ok on our own and this is not first time we r here to jog.. please... but of course i din tell him that.. i told him cos we used to this. jog then come back at destination..

then ok lor.. irene finally came back.. with drinks for herself.. later she told me she had dinner while waiting for us.. sigh.. i really nothing to say..

Anyway, i guess the jogging is good but the jogging with two different people like this a bit stressful.. cos i felt like in the middle .. the cheese in bwt the toast.. hard to say anything on any side..

k lah.. time to go o o.. very awake after the jog.. tot of bringing my sis to jog this sat morning.. get fresh air..

MeEtinG hiM..

mm.. yesterday night received sms from my fren.. the one i din meet since primary school..suddenly we keep in touch..then he said he is coming over for seminar till sat.. so we decided to meet up..

Wonder why deep down im a bit nervous..he called me last night.. n he still sounded the same as wat i remembered talking to him more than 10 years back..

i guess im sooo curious how he look like now.. he used to be quite "leng cai" when he was 13 or so.. haaa..now dunno still the sameor not.. later i drool when see him.. hooo..well.. quite excited cos we used to be quite good frens last time, maybe tmw when i meet him we have nothing to say anymore.. anyway just meet up since he is spore and he initiate to meet...

now im thking.. wta should i wear .. am putting so much weight recently.. Arrrr... why this time...

UpdatEs....

mm.. lazy to update blog recently..been working since wed (after my holidays) till now.. even weekends..

KL trip was ok. haze.. we din go to sunway lagoon..just hang out at shopping centre.. din buy a lot too.. cos many things can be seen in s'pore n the price much difference..IKEA is very big.. the car park size itself can be the IKEA of s'pore.. cool

then, my 2 year-old nephew got flu.. for 3 weeks..see doc, eat medicine and later found out there is something inside his nose.. a watch battery.. OMG..he stuffed the small battery into his nose.. and it got stuck inside.. that was the cause of the flu..cant get it out, ended up sending him to child specialist, he managed to get it out and found that the battery already rusty.. heart so pain to even think of it.. small boy n this happened.. luckily no infection or anything.. after few visits to the specialist, now he is ok. luckily the rust din leave any side effects..

so scary .. home accident like this really happens a lot especially with children.. pheww.. n of course my sis in law kena scolded by my brother.. the mother or the wife always the one responsibled for such incidents on their children.


boss came back from HK.. sian.. been so happy n relax with him away.. but then he get our french boss to sign for my course.. lalallaa. at least i can value add myself ..if i leave this bank i can go other bank.. looking positive...

currently.. am trying to shed the extra pounds away.. "nu li" "nu li"....but still im feeling lazy to move.. butt getting wider.. later one seat cant fit liao....

WednEsday... FevEr..

i really really felt like i have fever. cos so warm inside ..my face will blush by itself.. cos the heat inside the body like flush up to the head..but when i measure my body temperature, it is only 36.XX.. not sick leh..

then this morning, went for company NKF health screen, all normal, urine test passed, no high blood, no high cholesterol, BMI within range, all ok. super healthy. execpt body fat extra 1.1%, the man said for woman is ok one, cos different time of the month, our body fat changes ?? dunno also.. anyway, i've put on 4.5kg since i joined BNP.. i joined almost 5 montsh now. so each month 1 kg. by the end of the whole 1 year.. i'll be "Da Fei Po".. cos will add 12 kg altogether !!!!

NO NO NO.. cannot let this happen.. gotta shed those extra pounds away.. must start to eat healthily n exerciseeeeee... chan i feel not healthy when get fat.. chan chan..

then afternoon, my migrain still remained.. still feel warm warm.. go see doc..she crazy.. i headache.. but she check arm.. use the small hammer to knock my knee.. check my eye ball.. check my throat... i asked why she check all these? she said normal checking.. gila...

then she said gave me pain killer.. I HAVE HEADACHE.. she give me pain killer for HEADACHE ??? then she also gave me pills for sore throat.. BUT I DUN HAVE SORE THROAT lehhh.. sometimes i wonder wat these doctors study.. anyhow...anyway.. company pay for the medicine fees.. so im not so heartache.. else kek sim..

Today, lunch with Yong.. he seems to be in good mood.. talked abt his gf.. he said he spent 1 to 2 hours with his gf daily.. woahh.. so good..she very hardworking one.. cos the previous ger he after also he can wait for her knock off everyday..

then he said that in his opinion, im boss most favourite staff.. even tom cant compete.. ghaaaaa.. cute comments.. i tell him maybe cos im ger mah.. then boss treat me like his daughter.. this is wat boss mentioned last time.. cos he is 24 years older than me.. we both snake.. "chuaaaa".. haaaa

gonna go home on friday. pray hard i dun fall sick.. else really very xing gu.. n this weekend i cant see my darling.. sob sob.. will miss him terribly..

i already no mood to work now..veryyy siannnn..holidays mood..

MonDaY BluEsssss....

HATE MONDAYSssss... even Miss OnlY N Dream About You also cant help.... boss gave me 2 tasks today

(1) came out with some graphs to show the power source statistic in a period of time
(2) came out with some drawings/tables to show wat PDU feeding to which racks

I stare at those statistics n data n for hours.. i cant come out with anything.. brain basically blank... si beh siannnn...

Then, boss wanna sabo me.. want me to treat lunch cos i got $400 OT..sob.. i worked for it OK.. tot i sit n get the money? stupid boss.. ok lor.. since he said so.. i said ok... then we went down to ah Beng to eat.. he call those vendor technical guys along..8 people altogther.. n ask CC along too cos he was on his way to work.. then call a lot of food.. easily over $100...kek sim

then after makan.. he knew this will b ex.. n said he will pay.. asked if i have enough money.. i told him no leh.. how.. he then said see if any vendor's sales people around.. then can ask them pay.. aiyoo.. my boss sometimes so cheapskate.. beh tahan.. then he came out with $150.. but hor.. the vendor already went to pay before us.... we wanted to treat them ended up they treat us..

boss really cheapskate.. then at night.. he sms me asked if my sis can help him buy siemens phone.. i guess he expect me to pay for it ? si beh "iao kui".. anyway.. give n take lah.. cos he also buy me lunches, food, water bottles.. and also nice to me... so i guess this type of "siao pian yi" .. not too often still bearable lah..

Today.. Yong's face super black.. anyway.. i dun care him liao.. cos he acted up too often.. as if whole company "de chui" him..lazy to entertaint lah..

finish my graph.. found the way to copy as macro link n paste in words.. heee.. another thing learnt.


Kenny Changed job.. so secretive abt it.. cos he said on-site peopel bad mouthed him until his frens from the same line heard abt it.. very bad reputation so he decided to not let them know where he worked.. he told me n ask me at least 10 times not to tell others.. cos only few people know.. he can be super auntie sometimes.. so long winded.. wasted my phone billss...

k lah..shall update if have anything interesting.. lallalallaa.. tmw will be a better day.. MONDAY's over.. yipeeee

LasT weEk BloG..

Haven update blog for a week.. cos busy n tired..

busy chasing korean series "Da Chang Jin" .. i finished 24 Vcds(1 box) in a week.. 2 more boxes to go.. phewww.. i dun fancy chasing episodes.. but this is exception... cos nice to watch.. the actress very pretty.. so graceful..

then i've been lacking of sleeps since last sunday Power shutdown.. worked for 15 hours from 8am till 11pm.. so tiring.. next morning still working.. then thursday went wine appreciation.. drink different type of red wine.. n learn quite a bit from them on how to know wat wine is good wine.. i drank quite a fair bit.. n felt a bit giddy when i stand up.. but still sober... wonder how much alchohol will make me drunk.. heee.. but no need to know cos the hang over will never be a pleasant experience.. N.. i have rashes on the next day.. expected.. lousy body..

finish the power shutdown.. now im like dunno wat else to do..that day.. CC n ger ger had an argument.. long story..lazy to type here.. anyway.. that monkey CC really not gentlemen.... shouted harshly at ger ger for such a small matter.. n challenge her to report to boss..

boss somehow hinted to me that sometimes work.. will face such problem.. just open ur heart to such comments .. anyway.. i guess he is not interested to defend ger ger? well.. it is not me who was being shouted at.. so i wont fight hard for her.. cos i must protect my stand also.. better dun "kepo".. i guess thomas really not happy.. especiallu boss choose to ignore than to talk abt it..

sigh.....people in own teams already have problem.. wat else inter-teams?? complicated..

DUN CARE lah...

im goin home to melaka this friday.. yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. happy happy.. bought a few gifts for my cutey nephews.. cant wait to see n spend time with them..

i think less likely i will update blog.. until im back from my long weekends.. lallallalaa....

Chiffon cake Recipe from my Aunt..

Chiffon Cake

Ingredients:
8 large eggs at room temperature (if previously in fridge, allow them to "warm up")
7 oz castor sugar
7 oz self-raising flour, well-sifted
6 fluid oz orange juice (if orange cake) or coconut milk* (if coconut cake)
4 fluid oz corn oil or sunflower oil
1 tsp cream of tartar (from any supermarket)
pinch of salt, sifted in with the flour

Method:

1. Before you start, set up the middle shelf in the oven and set the oven to
150C. Preheated oven is critical!
2. Separate eggs into yolks and whites.
3. Egg yolks:
Use a large metal spoon and break up the yolks. Stir in all the sugar.
Mix well. Add flour in small quantities, alternating with the orange
juice/coconut milk. Add the oil last.Mix well.
4. Egg whites (use largest pudding bowl or deep salad bowl you have!):
Whisk using electric whisk. Start on level 1. After about 2 mins,increase
to level 2. After 3 mins, add the cream of tartar.
Continue whisking on level 3 for about 5 more minutes, until the white is
quite dry and stiff.
5. The most important bit:
combining the 2 mixture together: get this wrong and-no cake!
You have to mix the yolks into the whites (NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND)
so this is what you do:
The yolk mixture should be quite runny.
Spoon a few spoonfuls at a time into the white mixture.
Then use a large metal spoon to fold the yolks into the white.
Continue until all the yolk mixture has been incorporated.
Ensure both yolk and white are well mixed but
DO NOT OVERDO IT!

You should now end up with a huge fluffy bowl of light yellow cake mixture.

6. Pour this mixture into the tube tin. It should be about two-thirds full.
7. Pop into oven, middle shelf. Bake for 1 hour and 10 mins.
DO NOT, WHATEVER YOU DO, OPEN THE OVEN DOOR!
8. After about 15mins, the cake would rise very quickly. Quite often,it rises
beyond the edge of the tin but
DO NOT PANIC - it settles down a bit in the second half of the baking time.
9. When cooked, take out of oven and turn tin upside down to cool the cake.
Leave for several hours until totally cooled.

*To make coconut milk, mix coconut powder with tepid water (just follow
instructions on pack) or use good quality tinned coconut milk.

EaRLy mOrnInG neWs..

3 unread sms in my handphone this morning..one from my darling saying good night.. one from my x-col telling me her father passed away around 2+ in the morning.. one from my melaka fren telling me her baby ger was born safely yest night..

sigh... bad n good news at the same time..one gone.. one coming to this world..

then afternoon.. my melaka fren said jenny also pregnant liao.. so now we have 2 people pregnant at the same time.. Bee Bee and Jenny..

baby boom liao in melaka.. ghaaaa...

today very sian... boss only come to office in the afternoon...morning quite idle..bored.. lazy to do work..

yong just started pat tor.. seems like he very hardworking in calling her gf.. most of the time he is on phone.. with his gf.. mm...now he has lots to talk to ger liao ? last time he used to complaint dunno wat to say to ger.. cant find topics.. haaa.. told him.. he will find "the one".. hopefully he n this ger's relationship work out.. cos he always said he is a failure in relationship..

JF so bored i think that she update her blog quite regularly during office hour.. haaa...

bored.. bored... bored...

olD frenzzz..

That day received an email from a primary school fren.. hwe lost touch for years.. the last time i head abt him studying in US..then no more newss.. all the sudden he emailed after almost forgotten abt him..

he is my primary pal.. used to be a well-known "ham sap gong" in our class.. all the gers beh tahan him.... but somehow.. few of us r good frens.. i remembered him, me, ong lee yan, miao san.. and who else.. too long.. i cant recall..always hang out together...then miao san shifted to johor.. we lost touch also.. she used to be a very pretty ger..very popular among boysss..used to envy her..

then not long after he shifted to KL.. left us too.. but we still keep in touch.. he used to call me pretty often from KL.. n my mum even tot he is my bf at that time.. ghaaaa..but i still think he is sissy leh... fair fair.. red lips.. the image still remain like this. maybe now he is more macho lioa ?

he now worked in air asia as some technical services engineer.. mm.. sounds not bad..i guess he will call me when he is in s'pore cos he said he always come to s'pore not sure for his work or wat..

quite looking fwd to meet him.. cos im trying to imagine how he look like now.. after like 16 years never meet..heeee

Mr KeN..

i told u.. this guy got soft spot for me.. for years liao.. i told him to forget me.. but he just cant.. wat to do.. ghaaaa.. im telling JF to copy n paste pur conversation in msn

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Ken said:MSNing with ur bf ah?
Lee-Huei said:no la
Lee-Huei said:he seldom online
Lee-Huei said:i do my work check list
Ken said:so wat's ur career path now
Lee-Huei said:become analyst
Lee-Huei said:n perm staff
Ken said:ur's contract ah?
Lee-Huei said:yeah lah..
Ken says:then u better dun MSN or yahoo
Ken says:kekek
Lee-Huei says:ghaaaa...
Lee-Huei :better behave huh
Ken says:wat time u knock off 2morw?
Lee-Huei says:6pm lor..
Lee-Huei says:but i doubt can leave on time
Lee-Huei says:cos meeting at 4pm..i can predict the meeting to end at near 6pm
Lee-Huei says:then need to prepare minutes.. check list of the schedule... will b late liao
Lee-Huei says:we have power shutdown this weekend.. major one..
Lee-Huei says:affected asia pacifc branch
Ken says:power shutdown wat it gotta do with u?
Lee-Huei says:operations leh..we ensure the operations is going smoothly
Lee-Huei says: data centre is our responsibility
Lee-Huei :says:why u ask ? u wanan date me ?
Ken says:yar lor.
Ken says:want to steal u over
Ken says:not bad ah... so just in charge of co-ordination
Ken says:no need take care of server lar
Lee-Huei says:no need steal cos im not being stolen.. im just fallen to someone else
Ken says:good lar
Lee-Huei says:of course
Ken says:found someone to fall back on
Lee-Huei says:u will too
Ken says:envy ur bf.
Ken says:kekee
Lee-Huei says:recently my col just pat tor.. he said he will never find anyone.. and then within few months there he found
Lee-Huei says:why envy him.. u tell him lah.. haaaa
Ken says:cannot....
Ken says:i see him i will kill him
Lee-Huei says:heee.e. then he knows how lucky he is.. ahem

Mr. Ken always say ..if only im not attached.. but we r frens lah.. nothing more than that.. i always tell him Giselle is a better choise..as she has soft spot for him.. n she no bf.. but he said no chemistry.. anyway.. im not pulling string anymore lah.. cos very tiring one.. depends on fate mostly..

ToRtuR-inG..menTALLy.

this is the real story happened in the network team..how the monster manager torture this network guy mentally over the years..

last few weeks, there was a network slow problem, which apparently impacted many critical applications.. and this is how we got to know abt this network guy being mentally tortured by his manager..

The manager immediately walked into our French boss's room and asked him to fire this network guy.. and this network guy also being called or he himself went to this french boss's room to explained that the problem was not fully his fault.. it was more to infrastructure failure..

so.. one day, my boss happened to be at their building.. and met this network guy drinking coffee at pantry.. so talked to him regarding this incident.. this network guy poured his heart out to my boss.. said he has been working in this company for more than 3 years and almost every month he received email from his manager telling him.. "this is ur last month".. probably means he needs to perform.. else off he go.. so the manager is trying to see him making major mistakes so that he can have excuse to ask him go.. people been saying that the manager always shout at this network guy..

he is at his mid 30s and single..with the network experience.. i wonder why he still wanna stay and being bullied like this ???

this weekend we will have a major power shutdown, so my team needs network team to do some coordination for the network as network is the most crucial part.. if network cant be up.. the whole bank will be in deep shit !!.. and when we assign this task to the team.. the manager sent email to this poor network guy which goes something like this..

" im giving u chance to prove that u r worth staying back... u better make sure u done a proper coordination..if this simple task u cant do.. i cant see how i can assign u with any in the future.."

the email was sent to this network guy and the whole of network team.. HOW EMBARASSING..

then this network guy .. i thk he must have been very frustrated & cant think straight..he replied to the manager, the whole of network team, my manager as well as my whole team..

" im currently too exhausted. Kindly assign this task to other more capable team member to carry out."

WOAH...when we received.. already we waiting anxiously for the manager's reply.. cos he now completely "NO FACE".. cos we all know now..how he treat his own team member.. so harsh..

then he replied.. as expected.. not that harsh (as he needs to maintain his image) ..

" u r not the only one exhausted. all other team members r. u r the luckiest.
Im assigning this task to u. make sure you carry out without fail and other team members will assist u. will hear from u on ur plan this friday"

We were talking abt this during lunch with my boss n JL..we all see that the manager is hoping the network guy to fail.. and he assign this task to him on purpose.. anyway.. my boss is kind enough to say.. we shall assist him whenever we can.

OF course.. cos my boss also dun like the manager.. haaaaa..

so.. this internal politics.. is making other team members laughing them off..so unfortunate to have a boss that dun side u..dun support u.. wat's more .. trying all ways n means to get rid of u.. sigh..

my DarLinG....

sms has always been the channel for us to communicate with one another.. we cant meet everyday.. cos we work till evening.. tired.. and cant b staying outside too late as the next day still need to work.. so we sms a lot..

lots of sms i received from him but i cant keep all in my phone as the storage is limited..so i deleted or housekeep from time to time..he did the same.. but almost all his sms received in his handphone that he kept are from me..

today he showed me those sms that he has to delete that he wrote it down on a note book.. with the message, time and date.. woahhh... so sweeett...

all the sudden.. i realised how much i meant to him..how much he cherish me..
that is one reason why im attractted to him.. cos he shows how much he care..

im smilling all the way when he showed me those smses he wrote down.. n when i read those sms i sent to him.. i almost forgotten those are from me.. haaa.. he keep saying i look so "xing fu" after i see them.. heeee...of course lah.. who wont..
please? no wat .. heeeee...

Muakk...huzzzz for my darling..

woRk on FriDay..

today very busy... 2 days holidays come back got to follow up on many things..n boss today bad mood..misunderstanding btw him n us.. sigh.. anyway.. we sort it out and engaged on the planning for next sunday power failure..

today i've made a damn stupid mistake.. usually before i disseminate email to big managers. i'll send a draft copy to my boss for checking.. after checking i forgot to remove the "draft" in the title.. and sent it all out.. sob sob. my boss not happy abt it.. but i guess it does not do so much damange.. just that the professionalism not there.. sobb.. i thk im too busy with many things at the same time that i overlook the title..MUST b EXTRA CAREFUL next time..

then, i have so much things to follow up.. now head like growing bigger.. but feel contented.. boss ask to come back on weekend since i no work 2 days.. n lots haven finish mah.. then he said can claim OT.. woahh.. so good.. maybe drop by on sunday to catch up with some work.. anyway.. i already done up some at home lah..

today, he asked if i prefer to work on the desktop or laptop.. i said both is fine.. then he said i can have the new laptop we just purchased.. heeee.. compaq... damn heavy.. i wont bring home lah.. just leave it at office can liao..

tonight.. i went out with x -cols.. michael, Ken & Royston.. meijiao cant make it.. so we have our supper.. n coffee.. that's why now at 1:30am i cant sleep.. phewww.. these guys huh.. talk abt cars.. talk abt bike.. take abt roller blading.. talk abt fish.. im almost cant fit into the conversation liao.. guyssss...then three of us swith job from previous company.. and better off.. left michael.. whom got commitment.. cos he bought house liao.. so wont leave the company for the time being..

anyway.. im glad that we have got the job we r looking for.. now i can see the trend is.. looking for easier job with higher salary.. haaaa.. good good..

k lah.. got to try to sleeeepp.. else tmw eyes swollen..

BosS agaIN..

actually im thiking whether i'll receive my boss sms today or not..

12:47
LS: Free lunch than shopping
Me:where have free lunch !! enjoy ur lunch though

13:00
LS: Hw trg? Nx linux <-- im guessing very long wat he meant
Me: Training is ok cos this software not so complicated. y need linux training ?

13:04
LS:Chk and let me know whwre when cost
Me:OK i can get this info cos my previous company have such training for technical staff will let u know


Then i sms yong
Me: Y ur boss ask me to get info for linux training ? do we need this training ?
Yong: Do u think we will ever touch Linux? nay he nothing to sms u izzit? always sms u rubbish
Me: dat is y i ask him y need linux he replied ask me to check for d cost venus n when. i also blur
Yong:he highly bo liao n siao. the 1 always day dreamin is him :-P
Me:i also think so hee..he is in office right ?
Yong:Nope. we still waiting them come back from lunch X-(

i ask yong cos i wanna know if boss in office.. cos i noticed that he only sms me when he is not working.. haaaa..

anyway.. tmw back to work.. n will see him liao.. wont get his sms liao..

Im in FrenCH..

the whole class only 5 people ( 2 french,1 indian, 1 PRC and me m'sian).. all from my company.. 2 from each team and i represent my team.. so 3 teams from 3 different office/building.. haaa.. and the instructor himself is m'sian..

one of the french guy damn good looking.. the eyess.. the smile.. woahh.. but he is not tall n he is married.. his name is Laurant ( pronounce as Lohon in French) my cols used to call him "LOHAN" fish.. haaaa..

Boss sms me at 1:30pm
LS: trging ok ?
Me: OK just started afternoon session will have hands on later:)

After class i went to gym.. and received his sms around 6pm
LS: Shopping?
Me:Gym
LS:Mud pie today?
Me:NO MORE MUDPIE for this week !!!! i will b fat n not healthy @_@ tennis today ?
LS: yes too much input soon tua pui

Then i sms yong ask if boss still in office.. i guess he must have left office.. else less likely he will sms me..n im right.. yong said he left liao.. and tease me later boss is Thomas second.. i told him.. wont lah.. cos boss wont be so bo liao lah.. and he is a 52 years old uncle lehhh... plssssss..

Me On COurse..

lalaalallallaalallaa.... 2 days no need to work.. lallalalalalallaa..

but im all alone from my department.. sob.. the rest r from other department whom im not close one.. so bored.. but will try to mix around wif them lah..

anyway.. today vendor treated boss, JF, n myself makan again.. eat too much of sweet stuff.. tmw gonna exercise...exerciseee... exerciseeeeeeeeeeee

this morning saw centipedes again.. in the bathroom..this time a much smaller one.. maybe baby centipedes..spray him.. but he hide very fast.. cant find.. n i need to go to work.. so never bother to look for it.. quickly bath n rush out..phewww.. n i smell a bit like the insect killer..

anyway.. shall write to town council n complaint liao this time.. tell them one day they will find a naked dead body in my house if this is not settled

Dreammmsssss..

How true is our dream ?? Im dun dream a lot..rarely dream actually... haven been dreaming for very long time.. recently.. i start to have quite frequent dreamssss.. some i dun remember when awake.. some im awake b'cos of the dream..

yesterday i dream again.. i dreamt my mum suddenly gone.. left us..i remmebered im so sad.. cannot accept this.. i cant imagine this to be happening..dun dare to thk of it..

The sad feeling overwhlem me.. n i was awake till time to get up to go to work..all the sudden i realise.. i haven seen my mum for weeks..i miss her a lot..

i remembered the last time i look at my mum's face.. she got more wrinkles now..age is catching up.. her hand is getting rougher..lotion cant do muchhelp..
but to me.. my mum is still the most beautiful woman in the whole wide world..

i tot of going home n spend time with her..tot of taking one week off n be with her..but then... still need to work lorrr...

so call home.. ensure that she is ok.. she is going to learn something like yoga.. but i guess not complete yoga.. cos a bit of stretching n some others.. good that she is picking up on this.. she can know more friends..

Now my mum can drive.. ( gotten her license at age 50 +) i admire her for this..and she exercise every morning.. enjoy garderning.. she has green fingers..whetever she plants grow beautifully..even vegetable she plant grow out super hug..she planted lady's fingers and neighbours all amazed at the size it grows.. haaaa..

she did sewing.. stitching..to occupy her time.. since my brothers n family is staying in another place.. so she stays all by herself.. sob sob...how lonely can this b u know.. but no choice.. cos we in s'pore... luckily she starts to know more neighbours...

If were to continue talking abt my mum.. this will never end...shall plan time to go home soon..

SunDaY...iDLe

love sunday... always love sunday.. cos this is usually the only day in a week that i get to idle at home.. do whatever i want to do.. including finish up my work.. clean my table.. sort out my clothes..iron clothess..read story book.. take nap..

recently sundays been busy .. morning yoga.. evening tennis.. today my sis not in s'pore so dun feel like goin yoga on my own.. so will only go tennis in the evening.. so whole of morning n afternoon im freeeee.. heeeee

still have a whole basket of clothes to be iron.. table needs to be tidy up..but nvm can do it slowly.. now trying to finish up my slides.. hopefully can submit to boss tmw.. ghaaaa..

need inspiration to come out with nice presentation slidessssss..

B@ss n Me..

not too sure since when boss n i been getting along quite well.. he seems to get me involved in lots of application supports, activities.. and even sign me up for training..

today.. he sent me an email .. like usual "i c u" in the title.. darn.. im thking.. must be work or something he wants me to help him again.. better not holding up my time.. cos almost 6pm.. im gonna rush for my yoga..

so i went to his office to see what he needs..he is in the midst of writing email to some issue.. n he told me of the problem background and ask for the proper words for the email.. n he said "This is not the reason i ask u to see me.." n i dunno wat he meant.. so after we finish the email.. he took out the plastic bag with NAGLENE water bottle inside and said " i bought this for u"..

i was like.. huh ?? woahh..

i told him.. " Lincoln.. no need lehh.." "I pay u back.."
He said " no no no... "
then i said " A bit small hor.. " cos less than 500ml
he said " too small ar? but can refill ?"
i said " can.. gees.s. thanks Lincoln.. paiseh lehhh "
he said " if u dun like the colour can change.. " it's violet.. nice..
i told him " nice.. no need to change"
he said " i bought for u to use in office.. cannot bring to pat tor k.. heee"
i said " Thank you thank you.."

sweet isn't it ? im still a bit overwhelm.... cos Boss never do this to other staff before..

he has been "eye-ing" at my water bottle for very long.. always take my water bottle n knock knock.. said buy water bottle must buy good brand one cos it's for our health.. but i told him.. im not particular one.. water bottle only mah.. can fill water can liao lor... he disagree.. keep saying must buy better brand ..

maybe that's why he bought me this water bottle..thoughtful of him i must say..a bit touched though..

make me HAVE to work harder ? haaaa.. cannot talk bad at his back.. else feel guilty..

tiRamiSu ReciPe...

Im telling JF that i will try to make cheese cake, no need oven one.. but seems like i lost the recipe.. found the Italian Tiramisu recipe instead..

Here's the recipe ( JF, u may want to keep a copy )

"Italian Tiramisu"

Ingredients
2 tblsps instant coffee powder
1 1/2 cups boiling water
1 1/2 cup sweet marsala wine (available in major supermarket)
1 x 250g packet sponge fingers biscuits
1/2 cup thickened cream
1/3 cup icing sugar
2 cups mascarpone cheese (available in major supermarket)
50g dark chocolate, grated
1x150g punnet raspberries to serve

Makings
Dissolve coffee powder in water in a bowl.Stir in half the wine.Allow to cool. Dip half the sponge finger biscuits, one at a time, into the coffee mixture. Arrange in a single layer on a serving dish.

beat cream and icing sugar mixture in a bowl with a mixer until soft peaks form. Fold in the cheese and remaining marsala wine

Spread half the cream mixture over biscuits in dish. Dip remaining biscuits in remaining coffee mix. Arrange over cream layer in dish.Top with remaining cream;sprinkle with chocolate. Cover and refrigerate for 6 hours or overnight.


serves 6

GoIn LonDOn in 2012..

London will be the Hosting country for 2012 Olympic.. cool cool..Bravoooo !!!


Always been my dream to go to London...but till now i haven got the chance..sob sob..

My 6th Aunty n family live in London..she studied there n married there n run a restaurant there...

I almost went over to London to study after my O levels.. but my mum disagreed as she said if i go over, i'll be on my own n may be bullied by my aunty whom we heard from my other aunties.. she is very firce n always ask them to help her in her restaurant..so if i go there.. n help in her restaurant. how can i concentrate on studies.. that was wat my mum worried abt..

So in the end i din get to go n stay back in Melaka to study A levels.. I cried n blamed my parents for that.. cos i wanted so much to go else where to study especially can have chance to study in London..

anyway.. i guess many things in life are fated. So, if u r not fated to get something or not fated to go some where.. so u wont get it or wont get to go..

If you r fated to get something.. if dun want also u will get it..that's just life..

sigh.. anyway..im doing fine staying in S'pore..at least im graduated overseas too.. not very far .. just across the ocean..not that big ocean though..

Already in the mid of year 2005.. sigh.. looking back.. what have i achieved? what have i done that im proud of ? but if i ponder too much.. i'll get so demoralise..im still searching for that something that i want/can do.. i still think i haven done a lot..maybe i should adjust my life style...but i dunno how...

Scary to think that.. im actually goin to b 30 soon.. sob sob.. what have i done all these years ???? why am i still where i am ??? why im still cant achieve lots of my dreamssss.. when will i be reaching the level that i can be financially strong to buy anything i want.. go travel whenever i wish.. buy big houses...? why some people just dun have to put in too much effort n can get wat they want??

FATE !!!...

moTherhoOd..

as im approaching my 30s...frens my age starting to get married one by one.. married frens starting to walk into motherhood..

well.. where i am ? working hard to save money to go Europe.. haaaa.. well..i guess i will be doing wat my frens r doing.. get married n be parents..this seems to be something "RIGHT" to do ..

when young we study..finish study we look for job.. got job already.. look for bf.. got bf already get married.. get married liao have children.. have children liao.. thats' the end of our life to 'enjoy' life .. cos basically we will be working hard for our children's future.. when work n work n work.. we get older n older.. children grow up.. we will be deserted.. n the End.. so ironic..

but this cycle seems to be repeating generations after generations..

nowadays.. first question frens back home in home town is .. "when u getting married ?".. phewww.. stress like that.. some more see them bring children out.. n some have kids of 4 to 5 years old liao.. phewwww..

This bring me some tots.. why frens back home usually married younger ?? dun they need to put more time in their careers?? dun they want to climb higher in work-force ? most of my frens studying in s'pore still single..

maybe expectations is different? back home.. after studying.. they go back to hometown to work.. n then not much activities.. got bf oness.. married lor.. life back home more relax.. so romance can come easily.. maybe.. not too sure though..


BraVo to all my ladies frens..married or not.. stay cheerful n happy..

tenNis CraZe..

today i bought tennis racket.. Wilson Ultimate 1.. old model.. costs me $89.90 and a can of balls .. our boss recommended us to buy ncode model.. pheww $300+.. three of us. Jeff, Yong n i each get ourself cheaper model.. for beginner.. haaaa.. all same price..

Then Irene joined us.. so we had quite a fun game.. at least now our stroke is getting better.. at least not flying all over the place like last time..pheww.. tiring.. we shall have our weekly game next sun again.. Onzzz..

morning i went Yoga n did some treadmills.. so tonight i can see myself sleeping early.. i still have piles of clothes haven iron... ARggg.. tmw then iron lah.. will try to make do with whatever is hanging there.. anyway Monday.. no mood one..

mm.. i dunno wats wrong btw me n my col... he n i been quite ok since i joined .. he very friendly.. always buy food.. always helpful.. sometimes overwhelming.. n he likes attention.. sometimes he will pretend to be sick lah.. to be no mood lah. to be down lah.. just want people to like sayang him or wat.. i guess at first .. since im new. so im playing a long.. listen to whatever craps he said.. n frienly to him..

Then.. he started to call me dear as he said im his dear n the other lady col is his ger ger.. n he said he can sense that im someone he can be intimate.. in the sense he can hug .. he can put hands on shoulder.. while gerger can only b the one talking..already im trying to hint him that sorry lah.. im just ur lady col.. probably fren but not someone u can "INTIMATE" with...btw.. he is married..n he even told me he wanted to divorce lah.. wanted to this n that.. said will i want him if he is single? wah laoo.. gila.. so i told him.. im happily attached n love my bf very very much.. so this will not even come to my consideration.. so at some point he gave up.. not mentioning these anymore.. n said he patch things up with his wife.. then i asked him. so wat happen? now he is fine with his wife? he said cos the wife behave.. never drink.. n he starts to show how lovely they r.. show me their loving pictures.. deep down i feel like vomitting.. REALLY.. cos so bo liao..not that im interested..

one day.. he brought his camera in office.. not many people that time.. only him, me n yong.. he then said we take pictures.. i said ok lor.. only him n me.. he put his hands on my shoulder.. well.. ok lah.. since just to take pics.. after that he is like woahhh.. tell othr cols said .. " U believe that i dare to put my hands on LH's shoulder? " he is like showing off.. n try to show by putting his hands on my shoulder.. of course i tell him off.. i told him i dun do this ok.. this violets my principals... haaa.. he then said but that day u let me worrr.. wah laoo.. feel like slapping him..i already bo song with him at this point of time..


then he starts to call me during office hour.. when not his shift.. he will call me dear.. n ask me call him dear back.. of course i DIN..so irritating. then that day i beh tahan already.. i told him.. " can u do me a favour ? dun call me dear anymore.." he said ok .. then i said " i hope this is not offending.. as i thk im not comfortable being called dear or call u dear as u r my col .." he said "ok"

and for 2 days he din talk to me.. n he din chat in yahoo.. well.. i guess.. if he thinks he is trying to show he is not happy.. be with it.. i dun live by him..i dun get salary from him.. n my happiness not depending on him.. why should i care how he feels? deep down i think he is a bastard.. jerk.. phewww. despise this type of man.. pity his wife REALLY !!!!

i told Yong abt it..i hope my days wont be so tough.. as that jerk is boss's favourites..

..............

This WeEk..

fast... one week goin to be over again..this is is quite interesting as i have done quite a fair bit of things..i have presented the flow to a bunch of managers.. of course with the assistance of my boss.. and i have learnt to do the change report.. and best of all..boss wrote me the email below:

======================================
Honestly good job done by you even though Yong/Henry not around and you do the follow up.
To me, after 3 months or so, I fine that you learn fast, speak and communicate well with all levels of staff.
True to the heart, I did not make a mistake in selection, even though making an effort to follow up with you on your employment.
Keep it UP. Thanks for the on-going good result and support.

"doing little thing good is toward doing big thing better"

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cool huh...heeee..i take this as encouragement for me to work.. at least feel motivated to work..

boss asked me to write down my contribution so far as he will compile it and ask out big boss to convert me to perm staff.. cool cool..

so.. i shall continue to KANBATE.. for my employment.. haaaa..

NighT saFAri @ GeYLanG..

Today we had tennis game ..thomas, jenna, Yong, Jeffrey and i.. we still crooked.. cant play well.. serving is ok.. but still not good in playing..

Thomas is picking up real fast.. he can serve even this is the first time he ever play tennis.. clap clap..

we had our 2 hours picking balls game.. cos most of the time pick balls..pheww.. anyway.. we r quite serious abt picking up.. so Yong n i will go n buy the racket..
after the game, we went geylang for dinner.. Thomas's suggestion. we had the famous taiwanese "mian sian", then eat tauhua, n "you tiao" n some taiwanese biscuits.. very very nice..no wonder people say food in geylang very nice..

then Thomas brought us all walk across the buildings where many prostitute r doing their business.. sometimes really dunno to pity them or wat.. b'cos of money those young gers have to wear sexily and line up along the road for man to pick.. some will go n pull the guy's hand...so the 2 guys more worried than us.. haaa..

still feel so "geli" cos.. many indian workers n old uncle approach those prostitute.. yeakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk... cannot imagine further..

anyway.. eye opening lah.. as we said this is our night safari Geylang tour.. haaa..

another weekend happily spent..:) i love my life..

B@sS n Me..

i think my boss favour me.. i think it's my sixth sense.. cos he treat me better and always treat me makan..bring me to meetings.. share opinions to me..

maybe cos his favourites--> Thomas is my buddy ? that's why i also become his favourite? haaa.. anyway, as long as he is ok with me im ok with him..

actually, i really find him a very unusual manager.. he always share his experiences.. sometimes he tends to repeat wat he already said .. wat to do 52 years old uncle.. but his motivation and drives really something i admire.. who can be so motivated in work n in life like he is ? i think most people at 52 already tot of retiring.. not so aggresive..quite rare to know someone like this.. so full of hope in life ..


eventhough he has the strange temper.. for 3 months im there.. this is happening twice i think.. n i heard sooo much bad things abt him.. how his staff dislike him.. how secretive he is.. n the way he always ask people to eat his left over.. n stuff... those r true actually.... anyway.. no one will NOT talk bad abt their boss.. so very normal..

However.. i find myself respect this guy..something abt him that make me respect him and loyal to him as his staff..

abt 9 more months to go..i shall continue to enjoy my days here.. a very unusual working experience..:))

WorK...

mm.. i think im beginning to love my job..im learning new things now.. i get to do hands on..get to try on script..get to execute 'change'.. meanwhile im helping boss to do the management staff.. charts, documentaion, draft email, power point.. i feel more useful day by day.. not too busy yet occupied.. heeee.. still can have coffee break and have fun..

Good good.. boss say wanna me to go swift course.. basic course.. mm.. he always say sending me to course but till now haven go any.. chehhh.. anyway, i think he is planning for it..hopefully i get to go.. make myself value added..

crazy abt tennis game..sunday we shall have our tennis day.. heee..

recently, a x-col online in yahoo.. get to chat with her.. find out that she is not balancing her life.. why i said that ? mm.. cos she just gave birth to a boy in feb and now she is back to work life..her baby is left in m'sia with her parents.. i tot she must be goin home very frequently.. since she definitely miss her baby ?
but seems like she is so occupied with her life.. like go to her MLM business thing, go exercise and so on rather than go home n spend time with her baby.. then i asked she wont miss her baby ? she said miss but busy..

haaaa.. maybe it is always easy to say than doing it.. i may think she is not that responsible as a mother.. just in charge of giving birth.. the rest dun care.. but when this is happening to myself..im not sure if i'll b like her ?

anyway..it is always hard to balance work n family.. wonder how our parents do it.. that's why they are forever the BEST !!

GoOD Life...;-)

i think im darn lucky.. cos my job is so relax now..haaa.. excpet for documentation , database restoration, some change and request to do.. basically im enjoying life..

for the whole of last week, almost every lunchim eating for free.. either it's vendor's treat or boss treat or Jeffrey's treat..n we always can have coffee break.

today again vendor's treat.. we had lunch at Jack's place..really pity the vendor.. but they need our deal.. they already got a lot though.. so my boss always find chance to get some free meals.

anyway.. makan is makan.. work still need to do.. after such a heavy lunch.. sleepy like hell.. even at 5pm my boss said.. very full hor..see lah.. eat so much n i have to do more exercise to balance.. sigh.. the consequence of enjoying food ..

im starting to learn how to do more CHANGE (work)..so.. CC not around i get the chance to learn.. good also.. heee.. we have been quite peaceful recently while CC not around.. else he is very noisy !!

Enjoying life....enjoy my work life.. really dunno where to find such job.. haaaa..

SunDaY....

Yesterday gathering had been a mistake for me..shouldn't have gone for it..cos it was bored and not interesting..people is trying to boast so much abt their career.. their whatever whatever..n talked until 3 plus in the morning..

so, i have to cancel badminton game cos cant wake up on time.. sigh..anyway, my sis n i went gym today.. we had our treadmill jogging.. and sauna. feel much better..and we have our chatting abt frens.. interesting to see how my sister share the same opinions as me .. heee.. eventhough we always argue n argue.. haaa

Today JL bought the $80 movies tickets for 10 tickets. nowadays watching movies in cinema is $9.50 per person. so now we only paying $8 per ticket. much more worth it..
we started with Mr & Mrs Smith. Good one.. brad Pitt still drop dead gorgeous.. so good looking.. Angelina Jolins still as sexy ever..man all nose bleed when see her..

Next movie is batman...waiting for my sis's company movie ticket.. $5.50 per ticket if get.. hoo..

another weekend spent.. happily.. :))

TenNis OveR..

4 weeks passed.. fast.. last lesson.. still we cannot play..dissapointing. anyway, company will still book court for us to play for free but we need to get tennis racket.. thk maybe get cheaper one .. anything under 100 bucks..

today went shopping with JL.. and he bought this Pig for me..i wanted him to buy for me actualy.. heee.. cos dun have anything that can remind him when he is not aound mah.. so this one is nicer.. cos can hug n o o with..



cute cute.. browsing around for other pig.. some too small to hug.. this one the size just nice .. hooo.. so now i have garfield, bear and pig pig to sleep with..he is so nice to hug.. soft and cosy..n looks so gentle..muak

later tonight will go out with master Lim they all for ml's farewell dinner..hopefully hanging till too late.. else tmw i sure cant get up on time for badminton game with cols..

pheww..next week i must rest.. else everyday including weekend i get up early.. like no rest..

GOIn bLInD..

It's been months since i wear contact lense.. after the conjunctivitis im very sensitive abt contact lense.. cured already but still feel uncomfortable when wear one...

I still have many daily softlens left over.. yest went exercise, so tot of clearing these stocks.. so i weat one pair.. nothing is wrong until when i try to remove them my right eyes lense broke.. probably cos my nail? but left side can b removed easily.

So i try harder to get it out.. n the lense broke into smaller pieces..chan liao lor.. i cant see any lense inside my eyes but i keep feeling like somthing inside when i blink my eyes..n the portion above my eye ball turn red.. worried that i'll get sore eyes again.. phewww..

today, decided to see doc cos still feel not comfortable..chan chan...
the stupid doc shine torch light to see also cant confirm. he said it could b i rub too hard that injured the eyes.. OR it could b that the lense stick inside the white portion of my eyes.. cos he said he can see a layer n red red.. so he refer me to see eyes specialist to confirm tmw.. sigh.. k lor.. no choice

told my mum.. expected.. get scolding.. sob sob.. she asked me to throw the lense away.. NEVER wear again..sigh.. k lor..

so i apply eye drops now.. hopefully tmw better..:(

NuA @ Home..

Decided to forgo the teaching offer..fax the reject letter to them..n i shall remain in IT for some time..

people ask me why in the first place apply this position. I tot of the following:

point 1: At some point in my life, i felt bottleneck in my career, i cant see
where i will b few years down the road.
point 2: Im eyeing at the stability in Government job.
point 3: I have this little passion for teaching n children.
point 4: Im currently on a contract job, i fear the possibility of have to look for
another job again. dread the process. so im hoping for a permanent job.
point 5: The Application for this position is easy. Online.


Why i reject now ? i tot of the following answers:

point 1: I guess after all im still comfortable in IT world ? at least im
comfortable in my current job now.
point 2: 3 years Bond involved. How if i really hate this job? I'll be miserable.
I've been bonded b4 so i understand how it felt to want to leave but cant
point 3: maybe i'll just teach something else ? instead of goin to formal
institution like this ? like SN they all said, maybe i should teach yoga one day, since i like this form of exercise. Do n teach something i like ?
point 4: I guess life is never so smooth sailing. If i dun get a perm job by next
year, i'll have to go through the job search again. only for the better i hope.
point 5: I din expect to get this offer so easily.< 10 min interview.
Point 6: No one thinks im suitable to be teacher :( even my mum who always wanted me to be teacher said "ARE YOU SURE?" cos all along i dun want to b teacher and suddenly i apply now...the feedback from people around me make me hesitate. Maybe afterall im not the type to be teacher?

So.. life goes on. Another decision made. Hopefully this is right.

Been feeling like this recently:

"like heart have sour feeling
Like thinking whether he miss or not..
Feeling like so miserable.."

heee..nice to know he miss.. love.. deeply.

I guess all women in love will want lots of attention from their guy ? im no exception. I may say nvm but still i hope he make the effort to find out abt how i feel.. that's why man always say dun understand woman.. cos we just want them to guess instead of telling them directly ?!?

Disaster RecoVery..

First time ever im participated in a DR.. so cool.. still system team are the busiest .. operational n network just do small little parts..

i getto try to run some startup script sin some countries.. and learn some file sending scripts..the rest of the time.. me,Tom, Yong.. eat(got buffet), talk.. and see people..and that's the most we do.. haaa.. n get money for that..

anyway.. we stayed till abt 5:30.. after that also feel tired cos too much of talking ? n eating? tom bought lots of tit-bits too.. stuff chocolates n sweet to me.. im gonna be one very fat woman soon !!!

tom been trying to recommend me to system team, haaa.. kind of him. so if i finish my contract .. i may have chance to join database or system team.. that's not a bad idea.

k..been updating pretty frequent lately..free mah.. hooo

MakAnIng..

Four Gers outing..so long never go out just the 4 of us..Suh's treat cos she was promoted recently.. great salary increment.. hoo.. she happy n we happy for her..

we have known each other since 1998 ( NTU first year )

Suh.. always the leader among us. she still is now. maybe cos she speaks louder? higher in volume.. haaa.. but she is the one who is very analytical. that's why she is a planner.she is too carefree to find a bf.. she said she wants to be free, wants to explore more life before she settles down.

JF..always have so much info from people around her..esp her col's private life.. phew.. she knows too much abt sex life.. haaaa.. wants to travel around the world.. now she wants to work in europe or japan.. she also thk having a bf will tie her down.. she said unless she found an expat who is willing to travel with her... she dun really like guy who is too guai.. we concluded guys she like would be like Raymond, TL those type.. who makes her laugh a lot and a bit "huai" type.. heee


ML..always the baby among us, cos she is like never grow up from her physical look.. always so 'natural'.. no make up.. no trendy clothes.. she only interested with people esp guy with high education, high rank, work in big company, all high high profile..i thk she is being too realistic..maybe what she is aftering is not wat im aftering..i'm choosing to be low-profile.. normal life.. so i feel there's a gap btw us.. haaaa..

anyway.. great to still keep in close contact with my these 3 frens..we may be heading to different directions of our life.. but always for the better i guess ..

May we still be frens n still be able to meet up and spend some chit-chat time in coffee bean in the next 5.. 10.. 20 years.

piccy taken.. Ml not included as she doesn't want to be taken

AnoTher WeEk..

Well..this week was a busier week..

mon-wed boss not suppose to be in, but he called back everyday.
Monday he called and asked why i din go tennis last sat..
Tuesday he called, asked ,me to meet with boss to discuss with our follow-ups
Wednesday, really big one.. power failure and he rushed back to office with slippers n hawaiin shorts...

so basically, i still see/hear him everyday..

Thursday.. his face like charcoal whole day.. cos of the power failure incidents.. he needs to report to boss and lots of explaining to do..

Friday.. he din sleep much cos early morning they have some hardware power source installation and he is worried to death..

so.. we worked according to his mood.. if sunny.. we all happier.. if cloudy we all worried too.. so his dog get scolding the most.. everyday stand in his office n let him scold.. ghaaaaa pity him... boss only do that to him n not to others.. so we all tot the problem must be himself not boss..

n this week, i got the offer letter..wonder why now i dun feel like teaching anymore..so i guess most likely i'll reject and reapply when i want to.. give myself a bit more time in IT ? i dunno.. so in dilemma...sigh..hate to make decisions

This sat MUSt go tennis cos boss been telling me more than 3 times .. must go tennis.. wonder y our attendance so important to him..anyway i've paid for it so i'll go.. not b'cos he asked me to..

shall meet up with suh, JF n Ml this sat for lunch.. will consult them abt the offer i got.. hopefully their advise will help me to decide..


sunday shall have DR, got to go back to work..they said not much to do.. just go there eat, watch movie and get money.. heeee

life here is too good to leave..

BoSS on-Leave fOr 3 dAyS.. lalalalalalla...

hooo.. isn't it the best 3 days of the whole week? the whole month actually.. boss on leave.. woah.. so shiok.. finally no one is "watching" me from my back.. no one is checking on wat im doing.. so at ease.. lalalalalallaa..

But.. he still call back today and told me.."you din go tennis on sat ??" wah lao.. he is mad.. he said the coach told him.. he jokingly said this is our individual performance.. slap slap..

who cares.. how we all enjoy his absence.. work peacefully..comfortably.. haaaa..

Sat went tree top walk.. and got lost.. purposely din choose the long path we took the last time i went with suh they all.. tot choosing the normal path will lead us out.. who knows.. make us walk round the gold field and got stuck for so long.. n wasted my $10 cos i have no energy to go tennis after this super-long walk..

my mum & nephew gone home today.. sob sob.. miss them already.. here are some piccy taken while they r here..

(1) dinner at N.Y.D.C


(2) Tree top walk