For better For Worst

well.. almost one month away from my last post.. lots of things happen of course. but this round, i must say more good thing than bad la.

Mum went for her 6-8 hours operations on 20th August. Doctor said, it was a successful surgery, the tumour was removed, Mum's vision will recover. She still feel very blur on her left eye, but at least she can see image. She can talk after she is out from operation, how amazing is that. Technology really is something. She is out from hospital barely a week and stiches were removed last week. she is nw recuperating at sis's home. She is still weak, but we can see and hear her voice getting stronger each day. What an experience ! lucky thing mum is always fit, thus, she can go through this with less trouble. This make me more determine to exercise and stay healthy as much as i could.

Then, my little cutey missy going to school on 3rd August. she is enjoying herself for the first 3 half days, as her grandpa is with her all along. The forth and fifth days, where she is left all by herself in the childcare, she is not happy anymore, she cried so much, till her voice went coarse..my heart ach so much to see her after she is home to me,(she is sent to her her grandparents place while i get well from H1N1).. i then take over for the rest of the weeks to bring her to scholl each morning, from crying whenever i left to today carry her bag happily and say bye bye to me and walk into her school.. she is really growing up by that little bit.

she can recite her number one to ten.. yes. she really did. that happened when she is abt 21 months old. she can sing happy birthday to you, "liang ji lao hu", "ni wa wa", "twinkle little stars" say quite a number of mandarine after abt 1 month to the childcare. not bad huh !

My little darling is getting used to her teachers and friends. we are going to have school outing next week.

then.. talk abt my new maid. Oh well.. my luck is not that good yet.. i've hired a mad maid. she scream at night when she sleeps.. she dun understand a thing i tell her abt housework, she scared when she washing machine is running, she even rush out of my home and go to ask for help from neighbour when someone call my home.. i really dunno what to say, but to send her back to agent. she is just with us for 1 week plus. gila one. so now, got to wait for next maid. Finger cross, this will last longer la. hate to have maid. but i even hate housework now.

and.. my baby is now 14 weeks old. cant tell whether a boy/girl yet. but i really think this round is much difficult than last time, partly cos i need to look after missy. and so mcuh things happen la. i feel very tired and get flu easily. just had sore throat. sigh. when can i feel better ?? coming to 2nd trimester already. baby be good. let mummy enjoy this pregnancy k

And next thing i have to do is to plan what to do with missy's 2nd birthday. haven even book cake. sigh. we shall celebrate this sat cos in laws going perth soon.

Till then, hopefully more good things to come. oh share market really a good things recently.. heee.. i guess whovere into it will smile.. even laugh.. im smiling too.

Road to recovery

I think im getting better now..no more flu and back to work since wednesday. I was told im the third case in my company actually. the first two are from trader's team.

well..somehow, i feel i can breath more smoothly now compare to short breath for the past week. I keep feeling like my lung cant take in enough air.. i need to breath few times to get in enough air and i feel like i may get ashma like that.. but seems like the condition is recovering now..

oh well..i feel better on the whole..which is good thing. morning sickness still haunting me but lesser not as bad as before.. im now 10 weeks preggy.

Maid is coming this weekend, either today evening or tmw. Missy is coming home tmw morning. i hope my life will be back to normal prety soon. Just hoping..

It feels so good when im able to eat now..still not 100% like last time.. but at least i dun feel hungry that often when there are food in my stomach.

wish me luck.. things will get better..