LasT weEk BloG..

Haven update blog for a week.. cos busy n tired..

busy chasing korean series "Da Chang Jin" .. i finished 24 Vcds(1 box) in a week.. 2 more boxes to go.. phewww.. i dun fancy chasing episodes.. but this is exception... cos nice to watch.. the actress very pretty.. so graceful..

then i've been lacking of sleeps since last sunday Power shutdown.. worked for 15 hours from 8am till 11pm.. so tiring.. next morning still working.. then thursday went wine appreciation.. drink different type of red wine.. n learn quite a bit from them on how to know wat wine is good wine.. i drank quite a fair bit.. n felt a bit giddy when i stand up.. but still sober... wonder how much alchohol will make me drunk.. heee.. but no need to know cos the hang over will never be a pleasant experience.. N.. i have rashes on the next day.. expected.. lousy body..

finish the power shutdown.. now im like dunno wat else to do..that day.. CC n ger ger had an argument.. long story..lazy to type here.. anyway.. that monkey CC really not gentlemen.... shouted harshly at ger ger for such a small matter.. n challenge her to report to boss..

boss somehow hinted to me that sometimes work.. will face such problem.. just open ur heart to such comments .. anyway.. i guess he is not interested to defend ger ger? well.. it is not me who was being shouted at.. so i wont fight hard for her.. cos i must protect my stand also.. better dun "kepo".. i guess thomas really not happy.. especiallu boss choose to ignore than to talk abt it..

sigh.....people in own teams already have problem.. wat else inter-teams?? complicated..

DUN CARE lah...

im goin home to melaka this friday.. yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. happy happy.. bought a few gifts for my cutey nephews.. cant wait to see n spend time with them..

i think less likely i will update blog.. until im back from my long weekends.. lallallalaa....

Chiffon cake Recipe from my Aunt..

Chiffon Cake

Ingredients:
8 large eggs at room temperature (if previously in fridge, allow them to "warm up")
7 oz castor sugar
7 oz self-raising flour, well-sifted
6 fluid oz orange juice (if orange cake) or coconut milk* (if coconut cake)
4 fluid oz corn oil or sunflower oil
1 tsp cream of tartar (from any supermarket)
pinch of salt, sifted in with the flour

Method:

1. Before you start, set up the middle shelf in the oven and set the oven to
150C. Preheated oven is critical!
2. Separate eggs into yolks and whites.
3. Egg yolks:
Use a large metal spoon and break up the yolks. Stir in all the sugar.
Mix well. Add flour in small quantities, alternating with the orange
juice/coconut milk. Add the oil last.Mix well.
4. Egg whites (use largest pudding bowl or deep salad bowl you have!):
Whisk using electric whisk. Start on level 1. After about 2 mins,increase
to level 2. After 3 mins, add the cream of tartar.
Continue whisking on level 3 for about 5 more minutes, until the white is
quite dry and stiff.
5. The most important bit:
combining the 2 mixture together: get this wrong and-no cake!
You have to mix the yolks into the whites (NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND)
so this is what you do:
The yolk mixture should be quite runny.
Spoon a few spoonfuls at a time into the white mixture.
Then use a large metal spoon to fold the yolks into the white.
Continue until all the yolk mixture has been incorporated.
Ensure both yolk and white are well mixed but
DO NOT OVERDO IT!

You should now end up with a huge fluffy bowl of light yellow cake mixture.

6. Pour this mixture into the tube tin. It should be about two-thirds full.
7. Pop into oven, middle shelf. Bake for 1 hour and 10 mins.
DO NOT, WHATEVER YOU DO, OPEN THE OVEN DOOR!
8. After about 15mins, the cake would rise very quickly. Quite often,it rises
beyond the edge of the tin but
DO NOT PANIC - it settles down a bit in the second half of the baking time.
9. When cooked, take out of oven and turn tin upside down to cool the cake.
Leave for several hours until totally cooled.

*To make coconut milk, mix coconut powder with tepid water (just follow
instructions on pack) or use good quality tinned coconut milk.

EaRLy mOrnInG neWs..

3 unread sms in my handphone this morning..one from my darling saying good night.. one from my x-col telling me her father passed away around 2+ in the morning.. one from my melaka fren telling me her baby ger was born safely yest night..

sigh... bad n good news at the same time..one gone.. one coming to this world..

then afternoon.. my melaka fren said jenny also pregnant liao.. so now we have 2 people pregnant at the same time.. Bee Bee and Jenny..

baby boom liao in melaka.. ghaaaa...

today very sian... boss only come to office in the afternoon...morning quite idle..bored.. lazy to do work..

yong just started pat tor.. seems like he very hardworking in calling her gf.. most of the time he is on phone.. with his gf.. mm...now he has lots to talk to ger liao ? last time he used to complaint dunno wat to say to ger.. cant find topics.. haaa.. told him.. he will find "the one".. hopefully he n this ger's relationship work out.. cos he always said he is a failure in relationship..

JF so bored i think that she update her blog quite regularly during office hour.. haaa...

bored.. bored... bored...

olD frenzzz..

That day received an email from a primary school fren.. hwe lost touch for years.. the last time i head abt him studying in US..then no more newss.. all the sudden he emailed after almost forgotten abt him..

he is my primary pal.. used to be a well-known "ham sap gong" in our class.. all the gers beh tahan him.... but somehow.. few of us r good frens.. i remembered him, me, ong lee yan, miao san.. and who else.. too long.. i cant recall..always hang out together...then miao san shifted to johor.. we lost touch also.. she used to be a very pretty ger..very popular among boysss..used to envy her..

then not long after he shifted to KL.. left us too.. but we still keep in touch.. he used to call me pretty often from KL.. n my mum even tot he is my bf at that time.. ghaaaa..but i still think he is sissy leh... fair fair.. red lips.. the image still remain like this. maybe now he is more macho lioa ?

he now worked in air asia as some technical services engineer.. mm.. sounds not bad..i guess he will call me when he is in s'pore cos he said he always come to s'pore not sure for his work or wat..

quite looking fwd to meet him.. cos im trying to imagine how he look like now.. after like 16 years never meet..heeee

Mr KeN..

i told u.. this guy got soft spot for me.. for years liao.. i told him to forget me.. but he just cant.. wat to do.. ghaaaa.. im telling JF to copy n paste pur conversation in msn

Click here to view your entire conversation history with this contact

Ken said:MSNing with ur bf ah?
Lee-Huei said:no la
Lee-Huei said:he seldom online
Lee-Huei said:i do my work check list
Ken said:so wat's ur career path now
Lee-Huei said:become analyst
Lee-Huei said:n perm staff
Ken said:ur's contract ah?
Lee-Huei said:yeah lah..
Ken says:then u better dun MSN or yahoo
Ken says:kekek
Lee-Huei says:ghaaaa...
Lee-Huei :better behave huh
Ken says:wat time u knock off 2morw?
Lee-Huei says:6pm lor..
Lee-Huei says:but i doubt can leave on time
Lee-Huei says:cos meeting at 4pm..i can predict the meeting to end at near 6pm
Lee-Huei says:then need to prepare minutes.. check list of the schedule... will b late liao
Lee-Huei says:we have power shutdown this weekend.. major one..
Lee-Huei says:affected asia pacifc branch
Ken says:power shutdown wat it gotta do with u?
Lee-Huei says:operations leh..we ensure the operations is going smoothly
Lee-Huei says: data centre is our responsibility
Lee-Huei :says:why u ask ? u wanan date me ?
Ken says:yar lor.
Ken says:want to steal u over
Ken says:not bad ah... so just in charge of co-ordination
Ken says:no need take care of server lar
Lee-Huei says:no need steal cos im not being stolen.. im just fallen to someone else
Ken says:good lar
Lee-Huei says:of course
Ken says:found someone to fall back on
Lee-Huei says:u will too
Ken says:envy ur bf.
Ken says:kekee
Lee-Huei says:recently my col just pat tor.. he said he will never find anyone.. and then within few months there he found
Lee-Huei says:why envy him.. u tell him lah.. haaaa
Ken says:cannot....
Ken says:i see him i will kill him
Lee-Huei says:heee.e. then he knows how lucky he is.. ahem

Mr. Ken always say ..if only im not attached.. but we r frens lah.. nothing more than that.. i always tell him Giselle is a better choise..as she has soft spot for him.. n she no bf.. but he said no chemistry.. anyway.. im not pulling string anymore lah.. cos very tiring one.. depends on fate mostly..

ToRtuR-inG..menTALLy.

this is the real story happened in the network team..how the monster manager torture this network guy mentally over the years..

last few weeks, there was a network slow problem, which apparently impacted many critical applications.. and this is how we got to know abt this network guy being mentally tortured by his manager..

The manager immediately walked into our French boss's room and asked him to fire this network guy.. and this network guy also being called or he himself went to this french boss's room to explained that the problem was not fully his fault.. it was more to infrastructure failure..

so.. one day, my boss happened to be at their building.. and met this network guy drinking coffee at pantry.. so talked to him regarding this incident.. this network guy poured his heart out to my boss.. said he has been working in this company for more than 3 years and almost every month he received email from his manager telling him.. "this is ur last month".. probably means he needs to perform.. else off he go.. so the manager is trying to see him making major mistakes so that he can have excuse to ask him go.. people been saying that the manager always shout at this network guy..

he is at his mid 30s and single..with the network experience.. i wonder why he still wanna stay and being bullied like this ???

this weekend we will have a major power shutdown, so my team needs network team to do some coordination for the network as network is the most crucial part.. if network cant be up.. the whole bank will be in deep shit !!.. and when we assign this task to the team.. the manager sent email to this poor network guy which goes something like this..

" im giving u chance to prove that u r worth staying back... u better make sure u done a proper coordination..if this simple task u cant do.. i cant see how i can assign u with any in the future.."

the email was sent to this network guy and the whole of network team.. HOW EMBARASSING..

then this network guy .. i thk he must have been very frustrated & cant think straight..he replied to the manager, the whole of network team, my manager as well as my whole team..

" im currently too exhausted. Kindly assign this task to other more capable team member to carry out."

WOAH...when we received.. already we waiting anxiously for the manager's reply.. cos he now completely "NO FACE".. cos we all know now..how he treat his own team member.. so harsh..

then he replied.. as expected.. not that harsh (as he needs to maintain his image) ..

" u r not the only one exhausted. all other team members r. u r the luckiest.
Im assigning this task to u. make sure you carry out without fail and other team members will assist u. will hear from u on ur plan this friday"

We were talking abt this during lunch with my boss n JL..we all see that the manager is hoping the network guy to fail.. and he assign this task to him on purpose.. anyway.. my boss is kind enough to say.. we shall assist him whenever we can.

OF course.. cos my boss also dun like the manager.. haaaaa..

so.. this internal politics.. is making other team members laughing them off..so unfortunate to have a boss that dun side u..dun support u.. wat's more .. trying all ways n means to get rid of u.. sigh..

my DarLinG....

sms has always been the channel for us to communicate with one another.. we cant meet everyday.. cos we work till evening.. tired.. and cant b staying outside too late as the next day still need to work.. so we sms a lot..

lots of sms i received from him but i cant keep all in my phone as the storage is limited..so i deleted or housekeep from time to time..he did the same.. but almost all his sms received in his handphone that he kept are from me..

today he showed me those sms that he has to delete that he wrote it down on a note book.. with the message, time and date.. woahhh... so sweeett...

all the sudden.. i realised how much i meant to him..how much he cherish me..
that is one reason why im attractted to him.. cos he shows how much he care..

im smilling all the way when he showed me those smses he wrote down.. n when i read those sms i sent to him.. i almost forgotten those are from me.. haaa.. he keep saying i look so "xing fu" after i see them.. heeee...of course lah.. who wont..
please? no wat .. heeeee...

Muakk...huzzzz for my darling..

woRk on FriDay..

today very busy... 2 days holidays come back got to follow up on many things..n boss today bad mood..misunderstanding btw him n us.. sigh.. anyway.. we sort it out and engaged on the planning for next sunday power failure..

today i've made a damn stupid mistake.. usually before i disseminate email to big managers. i'll send a draft copy to my boss for checking.. after checking i forgot to remove the "draft" in the title.. and sent it all out.. sob sob. my boss not happy abt it.. but i guess it does not do so much damange.. just that the professionalism not there.. sobb.. i thk im too busy with many things at the same time that i overlook the title..MUST b EXTRA CAREFUL next time..

then, i have so much things to follow up.. now head like growing bigger.. but feel contented.. boss ask to come back on weekend since i no work 2 days.. n lots haven finish mah.. then he said can claim OT.. woahh.. so good.. maybe drop by on sunday to catch up with some work.. anyway.. i already done up some at home lah..

today, he asked if i prefer to work on the desktop or laptop.. i said both is fine.. then he said i can have the new laptop we just purchased.. heeee.. compaq... damn heavy.. i wont bring home lah.. just leave it at office can liao..

tonight.. i went out with x -cols.. michael, Ken & Royston.. meijiao cant make it.. so we have our supper.. n coffee.. that's why now at 1:30am i cant sleep.. phewww.. these guys huh.. talk abt cars.. talk abt bike.. take abt roller blading.. talk abt fish.. im almost cant fit into the conversation liao.. guyssss...then three of us swith job from previous company.. and better off.. left michael.. whom got commitment.. cos he bought house liao.. so wont leave the company for the time being..

anyway.. im glad that we have got the job we r looking for.. now i can see the trend is.. looking for easier job with higher salary.. haaaa.. good good..

k lah.. got to try to sleeeepp.. else tmw eyes swollen..

BosS agaIN..

actually im thiking whether i'll receive my boss sms today or not..

12:47
LS: Free lunch than shopping
Me:where have free lunch !! enjoy ur lunch though

13:00
LS: Hw trg? Nx linux <-- im guessing very long wat he meant
Me: Training is ok cos this software not so complicated. y need linux training ?

13:04
LS:Chk and let me know whwre when cost
Me:OK i can get this info cos my previous company have such training for technical staff will let u know


Then i sms yong
Me: Y ur boss ask me to get info for linux training ? do we need this training ?
Yong: Do u think we will ever touch Linux? nay he nothing to sms u izzit? always sms u rubbish
Me: dat is y i ask him y need linux he replied ask me to check for d cost venus n when. i also blur
Yong:he highly bo liao n siao. the 1 always day dreamin is him :-P
Me:i also think so hee..he is in office right ?
Yong:Nope. we still waiting them come back from lunch X-(

i ask yong cos i wanna know if boss in office.. cos i noticed that he only sms me when he is not working.. haaaa..

anyway.. tmw back to work.. n will see him liao.. wont get his sms liao..

Im in FrenCH..

the whole class only 5 people ( 2 french,1 indian, 1 PRC and me m'sian).. all from my company.. 2 from each team and i represent my team.. so 3 teams from 3 different office/building.. haaa.. and the instructor himself is m'sian..

one of the french guy damn good looking.. the eyess.. the smile.. woahh.. but he is not tall n he is married.. his name is Laurant ( pronounce as Lohon in French) my cols used to call him "LOHAN" fish.. haaaa..

Boss sms me at 1:30pm
LS: trging ok ?
Me: OK just started afternoon session will have hands on later:)

After class i went to gym.. and received his sms around 6pm
LS: Shopping?
Me:Gym
LS:Mud pie today?
Me:NO MORE MUDPIE for this week !!!! i will b fat n not healthy @_@ tennis today ?
LS: yes too much input soon tua pui

Then i sms yong ask if boss still in office.. i guess he must have left office.. else less likely he will sms me..n im right.. yong said he left liao.. and tease me later boss is Thomas second.. i told him.. wont lah.. cos boss wont be so bo liao lah.. and he is a 52 years old uncle lehhh... plssssss..

Me On COurse..

lalaalallallaalallaa.... 2 days no need to work.. lallalalalalallaa..

but im all alone from my department.. sob.. the rest r from other department whom im not close one.. so bored.. but will try to mix around wif them lah..

anyway.. today vendor treated boss, JF, n myself makan again.. eat too much of sweet stuff.. tmw gonna exercise...exerciseee... exerciseeeeeeeeeeee

this morning saw centipedes again.. in the bathroom..this time a much smaller one.. maybe baby centipedes..spray him.. but he hide very fast.. cant find.. n i need to go to work.. so never bother to look for it.. quickly bath n rush out..phewww.. n i smell a bit like the insect killer..

anyway.. shall write to town council n complaint liao this time.. tell them one day they will find a naked dead body in my house if this is not settled

Dreammmsssss..

How true is our dream ?? Im dun dream a lot..rarely dream actually... haven been dreaming for very long time.. recently.. i start to have quite frequent dreamssss.. some i dun remember when awake.. some im awake b'cos of the dream..

yesterday i dream again.. i dreamt my mum suddenly gone.. left us..i remmebered im so sad.. cannot accept this.. i cant imagine this to be happening..dun dare to thk of it..

The sad feeling overwhlem me.. n i was awake till time to get up to go to work..all the sudden i realise.. i haven seen my mum for weeks..i miss her a lot..

i remembered the last time i look at my mum's face.. she got more wrinkles now..age is catching up.. her hand is getting rougher..lotion cant do muchhelp..
but to me.. my mum is still the most beautiful woman in the whole wide world..

i tot of going home n spend time with her..tot of taking one week off n be with her..but then... still need to work lorrr...

so call home.. ensure that she is ok.. she is going to learn something like yoga.. but i guess not complete yoga.. cos a bit of stretching n some others.. good that she is picking up on this.. she can know more friends..

Now my mum can drive.. ( gotten her license at age 50 +) i admire her for this..and she exercise every morning.. enjoy garderning.. she has green fingers..whetever she plants grow beautifully..even vegetable she plant grow out super hug..she planted lady's fingers and neighbours all amazed at the size it grows.. haaaa..

she did sewing.. stitching..to occupy her time.. since my brothers n family is staying in another place.. so she stays all by herself.. sob sob...how lonely can this b u know.. but no choice.. cos we in s'pore... luckily she starts to know more neighbours...

If were to continue talking abt my mum.. this will never end...shall plan time to go home soon..

SunDaY...iDLe

love sunday... always love sunday.. cos this is usually the only day in a week that i get to idle at home.. do whatever i want to do.. including finish up my work.. clean my table.. sort out my clothes..iron clothess..read story book.. take nap..

recently sundays been busy .. morning yoga.. evening tennis.. today my sis not in s'pore so dun feel like goin yoga on my own.. so will only go tennis in the evening.. so whole of morning n afternoon im freeeee.. heeeee

still have a whole basket of clothes to be iron.. table needs to be tidy up..but nvm can do it slowly.. now trying to finish up my slides.. hopefully can submit to boss tmw.. ghaaaa..

need inspiration to come out with nice presentation slidessssss..

B@ss n Me..

not too sure since when boss n i been getting along quite well.. he seems to get me involved in lots of application supports, activities.. and even sign me up for training..

today.. he sent me an email .. like usual "i c u" in the title.. darn.. im thking.. must be work or something he wants me to help him again.. better not holding up my time.. cos almost 6pm.. im gonna rush for my yoga..

so i went to his office to see what he needs..he is in the midst of writing email to some issue.. n he told me of the problem background and ask for the proper words for the email.. n he said "This is not the reason i ask u to see me.." n i dunno wat he meant.. so after we finish the email.. he took out the plastic bag with NAGLENE water bottle inside and said " i bought this for u"..

i was like.. huh ?? woahh..

i told him.. " Lincoln.. no need lehh.." "I pay u back.."
He said " no no no... "
then i said " A bit small hor.. " cos less than 500ml
he said " too small ar? but can refill ?"
i said " can.. gees.s. thanks Lincoln.. paiseh lehhh "
he said " if u dun like the colour can change.. " it's violet.. nice..
i told him " nice.. no need to change"
he said " i bought for u to use in office.. cannot bring to pat tor k.. heee"
i said " Thank you thank you.."

sweet isn't it ? im still a bit overwhelm.... cos Boss never do this to other staff before..

he has been "eye-ing" at my water bottle for very long.. always take my water bottle n knock knock.. said buy water bottle must buy good brand one cos it's for our health.. but i told him.. im not particular one.. water bottle only mah.. can fill water can liao lor... he disagree.. keep saying must buy better brand ..

maybe that's why he bought me this water bottle..thoughtful of him i must say..a bit touched though..

make me HAVE to work harder ? haaaa.. cannot talk bad at his back.. else feel guilty..

tiRamiSu ReciPe...

Im telling JF that i will try to make cheese cake, no need oven one.. but seems like i lost the recipe.. found the Italian Tiramisu recipe instead..

Here's the recipe ( JF, u may want to keep a copy )

"Italian Tiramisu"

Ingredients
2 tblsps instant coffee powder
1 1/2 cups boiling water
1 1/2 cup sweet marsala wine (available in major supermarket)
1 x 250g packet sponge fingers biscuits
1/2 cup thickened cream
1/3 cup icing sugar
2 cups mascarpone cheese (available in major supermarket)
50g dark chocolate, grated
1x150g punnet raspberries to serve

Makings
Dissolve coffee powder in water in a bowl.Stir in half the wine.Allow to cool. Dip half the sponge finger biscuits, one at a time, into the coffee mixture. Arrange in a single layer on a serving dish.

beat cream and icing sugar mixture in a bowl with a mixer until soft peaks form. Fold in the cheese and remaining marsala wine

Spread half the cream mixture over biscuits in dish. Dip remaining biscuits in remaining coffee mix. Arrange over cream layer in dish.Top with remaining cream;sprinkle with chocolate. Cover and refrigerate for 6 hours or overnight.


serves 6

GoIn LonDOn in 2012..

London will be the Hosting country for 2012 Olympic.. cool cool..Bravoooo !!!


Always been my dream to go to London...but till now i haven got the chance..sob sob..

My 6th Aunty n family live in London..she studied there n married there n run a restaurant there...

I almost went over to London to study after my O levels.. but my mum disagreed as she said if i go over, i'll be on my own n may be bullied by my aunty whom we heard from my other aunties.. she is very firce n always ask them to help her in her restaurant..so if i go there.. n help in her restaurant. how can i concentrate on studies.. that was wat my mum worried abt..

So in the end i din get to go n stay back in Melaka to study A levels.. I cried n blamed my parents for that.. cos i wanted so much to go else where to study especially can have chance to study in London..

anyway.. i guess many things in life are fated. So, if u r not fated to get something or not fated to go some where.. so u wont get it or wont get to go..

If you r fated to get something.. if dun want also u will get it..that's just life..

sigh.. anyway..im doing fine staying in S'pore..at least im graduated overseas too.. not very far .. just across the ocean..not that big ocean though..

Already in the mid of year 2005.. sigh.. looking back.. what have i achieved? what have i done that im proud of ? but if i ponder too much.. i'll get so demoralise..im still searching for that something that i want/can do.. i still think i haven done a lot..maybe i should adjust my life style...but i dunno how...

Scary to think that.. im actually goin to b 30 soon.. sob sob.. what have i done all these years ???? why am i still where i am ??? why im still cant achieve lots of my dreamssss.. when will i be reaching the level that i can be financially strong to buy anything i want.. go travel whenever i wish.. buy big houses...? why some people just dun have to put in too much effort n can get wat they want??

FATE !!!...

moTherhoOd..

as im approaching my 30s...frens my age starting to get married one by one.. married frens starting to walk into motherhood..

well.. where i am ? working hard to save money to go Europe.. haaaa.. well..i guess i will be doing wat my frens r doing.. get married n be parents..this seems to be something "RIGHT" to do ..

when young we study..finish study we look for job.. got job already.. look for bf.. got bf already get married.. get married liao have children.. have children liao.. thats' the end of our life to 'enjoy' life .. cos basically we will be working hard for our children's future.. when work n work n work.. we get older n older.. children grow up.. we will be deserted.. n the End.. so ironic..

but this cycle seems to be repeating generations after generations..

nowadays.. first question frens back home in home town is .. "when u getting married ?".. phewww.. stress like that.. some more see them bring children out.. n some have kids of 4 to 5 years old liao.. phewwww..

This bring me some tots.. why frens back home usually married younger ?? dun they need to put more time in their careers?? dun they want to climb higher in work-force ? most of my frens studying in s'pore still single..

maybe expectations is different? back home.. after studying.. they go back to hometown to work.. n then not much activities.. got bf oness.. married lor.. life back home more relax.. so romance can come easily.. maybe.. not too sure though..


BraVo to all my ladies frens..married or not.. stay cheerful n happy..

tenNis CraZe..

today i bought tennis racket.. Wilson Ultimate 1.. old model.. costs me $89.90 and a can of balls .. our boss recommended us to buy ncode model.. pheww $300+.. three of us. Jeff, Yong n i each get ourself cheaper model.. for beginner.. haaaa.. all same price..

Then Irene joined us.. so we had quite a fun game.. at least now our stroke is getting better.. at least not flying all over the place like last time..pheww.. tiring.. we shall have our weekly game next sun again.. Onzzz..

morning i went Yoga n did some treadmills.. so tonight i can see myself sleeping early.. i still have piles of clothes haven iron... ARggg.. tmw then iron lah.. will try to make do with whatever is hanging there.. anyway Monday.. no mood one..

mm.. i dunno wats wrong btw me n my col... he n i been quite ok since i joined .. he very friendly.. always buy food.. always helpful.. sometimes overwhelming.. n he likes attention.. sometimes he will pretend to be sick lah.. to be no mood lah. to be down lah.. just want people to like sayang him or wat.. i guess at first .. since im new. so im playing a long.. listen to whatever craps he said.. n frienly to him..

Then.. he started to call me dear as he said im his dear n the other lady col is his ger ger.. n he said he can sense that im someone he can be intimate.. in the sense he can hug .. he can put hands on shoulder.. while gerger can only b the one talking..already im trying to hint him that sorry lah.. im just ur lady col.. probably fren but not someone u can "INTIMATE" with...btw.. he is married..n he even told me he wanted to divorce lah.. wanted to this n that.. said will i want him if he is single? wah laoo.. gila.. so i told him.. im happily attached n love my bf very very much.. so this will not even come to my consideration.. so at some point he gave up.. not mentioning these anymore.. n said he patch things up with his wife.. then i asked him. so wat happen? now he is fine with his wife? he said cos the wife behave.. never drink.. n he starts to show how lovely they r.. show me their loving pictures.. deep down i feel like vomitting.. REALLY.. cos so bo liao..not that im interested..

one day.. he brought his camera in office.. not many people that time.. only him, me n yong.. he then said we take pictures.. i said ok lor.. only him n me.. he put his hands on my shoulder.. well.. ok lah.. since just to take pics.. after that he is like woahhh.. tell othr cols said .. " U believe that i dare to put my hands on LH's shoulder? " he is like showing off.. n try to show by putting his hands on my shoulder.. of course i tell him off.. i told him i dun do this ok.. this violets my principals... haaa.. he then said but that day u let me worrr.. wah laoo.. feel like slapping him..i already bo song with him at this point of time..


then he starts to call me during office hour.. when not his shift.. he will call me dear.. n ask me call him dear back.. of course i DIN..so irritating. then that day i beh tahan already.. i told him.. " can u do me a favour ? dun call me dear anymore.." he said ok .. then i said " i hope this is not offending.. as i thk im not comfortable being called dear or call u dear as u r my col .." he said "ok"

and for 2 days he din talk to me.. n he din chat in yahoo.. well.. i guess.. if he thinks he is trying to show he is not happy.. be with it.. i dun live by him..i dun get salary from him.. n my happiness not depending on him.. why should i care how he feels? deep down i think he is a bastard.. jerk.. phewww. despise this type of man.. pity his wife REALLY !!!!

i told Yong abt it..i hope my days wont be so tough.. as that jerk is boss's favourites..

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