GoIn LonDOn in 2012..

London will be the Hosting country for 2012 Olympic.. cool cool..Bravoooo !!!


Always been my dream to go to London...but till now i haven got the chance..sob sob..

My 6th Aunty n family live in London..she studied there n married there n run a restaurant there...

I almost went over to London to study after my O levels.. but my mum disagreed as she said if i go over, i'll be on my own n may be bullied by my aunty whom we heard from my other aunties.. she is very firce n always ask them to help her in her restaurant..so if i go there.. n help in her restaurant. how can i concentrate on studies.. that was wat my mum worried abt..

So in the end i din get to go n stay back in Melaka to study A levels.. I cried n blamed my parents for that.. cos i wanted so much to go else where to study especially can have chance to study in London..

anyway.. i guess many things in life are fated. So, if u r not fated to get something or not fated to go some where.. so u wont get it or wont get to go..

If you r fated to get something.. if dun want also u will get it..that's just life..

sigh.. anyway..im doing fine staying in S'pore..at least im graduated overseas too.. not very far .. just across the ocean..not that big ocean though..

Already in the mid of year 2005.. sigh.. looking back.. what have i achieved? what have i done that im proud of ? but if i ponder too much.. i'll get so demoralise..im still searching for that something that i want/can do.. i still think i haven done a lot..maybe i should adjust my life style...but i dunno how...

Scary to think that.. im actually goin to b 30 soon.. sob sob.. what have i done all these years ???? why am i still where i am ??? why im still cant achieve lots of my dreamssss.. when will i be reaching the level that i can be financially strong to buy anything i want.. go travel whenever i wish.. buy big houses...? why some people just dun have to put in too much effort n can get wat they want??

FATE !!!...