OffiCe PoliTiCs.. OpeN My EYesss

i really really experience what is 'office politics' now..
fighting behind each others back.. shooting emails.. talk sarcarticly..whenever have chance .. any other team making mistakes.. the manager will LAUGH n start to add salt to the wound.. smiling..

sigh.. when the department head 'fighting' people underneath them will become enemies too.. really victim....

Today.. went to a new product briefing.. can see the head of few department.. talking also like smile in front.. but fight with sword behind.. teng teng teng..

another ridiculous thing my boss did..
he is eating biscuits.. thos with cream in bwt..he eat the side without the cream.. the creamy side he gave it to his "dog".. cos he said he dun want to eat sweet stuff.. OH MY GOD.. what he thinks his 'dog' is ??
BUT the worst is he also gave it to me.. say.. eat lah.. dun scare.. eat already can from temp become perm.. really cant believe what i heard.. really have such people !!!!!!!!!!!!

In the evening, a col bought swiss roll.. he eat a bit.. then gave the rest to his 'dog'.. so the dog eat all the 'left-over' ..mgr said nvm.. he work very hard so can afford to eat all sweet stuff !!!.. nothing to say abt him.. really..


sigh.... anyway..this is really eye-opening..wat a place to work.. n people here can live very well if they have god relationship with their bosses.. u need not be capable.. this is the living examples in this company.. sighhh.. must be clever to polish shoes.. then can go a long wayyy..

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Ganglion cysts

actually i've had this lump on the back of my wrist since i was in U.. but it is not painfull.. will dissapeare after awhile.. and after awhile it comes back.. so it's on n off kind of thing.. not painful.. so i din pay any attention to it..

Recently.. this lump came back..n it stays much much longer.. dissapears .. n comes back.. now still have it.. not painful..din know what it is.. until JL send me the link below:

http://www.bethisraelny.org/services/orthopedics/ganglio.html

Ohhhhh.........so this is it.. a Ganglion cysts .. luckily not cancerous..the cause of getting it is not known.. so if feel pain then must see doc.. i thk maybe i'll leave it first unless not comfortable..

Body getting older.. starts to have many many funny things coming.. sighh...TMW GO GYM WORK OUT !!!.. EXERCISE EXERCISE .!!

SundaY...

Another Free sunday... no more lesson on sundays.. so good.. been going for sundays class for 1 year plus... now suddenly sunday is like an extra off day for me.. so good... sleep till 10 am.. then wake up slowly.. take breakfast.. watch sunday tv programs that i usually wont get to watch.. heee.. what a luxury.. can even take a short nap.. how i love sunday..

anyway.. today i still need to figure out some work flow.. so draft out some plans in the morning.. will onyl on my pc in the evening..cos must relax mind first.. stress when come to work..

my sis came back from Melaka and show me the photos taken from home.. they celebrated mum's birthday.. sob sob.. i din join.. they din tell me !!!!!!!!!!.. bad sister !!.. chen chen is getting bigger.. very strong boy.. looks much bigger than i can remember during cny.. cutey cutey.. i guess i will go home soon too..heee..

Sue is starting her new job tmw.. happy for her.. and she said she is nervous.. i think all of us will have this feeling when goin to a new environment. cos we dunno what is there waiting for us.. and what they expect from us.. can we handle?? will we like the place? will we like the colleagues? will we....???.. sigh.. i've been through that 1 month back.. now im fine with the work place.. try to do as much as i can to IMPRESS the boss.. haaaa.. at the same time try to balance my life with my work.. cos i notice that i start to bring work to do at home.. DAILY.. even on sunday.. cos i cant really thk properly in work place.. maybe cos no proper seat.. all sharing the tables.. how nice if i can the individual cubicles like my old work place.. so comfortable..

well.. we never get everything we want... have a bit of here n there.. good enough lah..so fast.. this weekend im getting my second pay .. hooo.. time fliessss...

BukiT tiMaH-inG

Did not exercise for the past 5 weekdays.. so decided to do some exercise this weekend..decided to go BUKIT TIMAH.. heeee...last week MacRichie.. this week bukit timah..very on..

we din go early.. went there after lunch..we had chicken rice.. forgotten the name of the shop.. JL said this is the famous chicken rice during his parents day..not too bad actually..during lunch it was raining..but timing was good.. cos after we finished.. rain stopped.. so off we went to concur the summit of Bk Timah..

quite easy at the beginning.. less than 5 minutes walk, there will be a resting hut..but when we started the super steep slope.. we both out-of-breath..JL still ok.. i'm like old-lady.. so tiring.. imagine if i climb Kinabalu like this.. phewwww...

anyway.. we reached the summit in less than 10 mins.. nothing much there to see...no nice scenary.. both sweat n smelly.. n we went Orchard after that..

Bought 3 bright colour t-shirts, dark pink, pink & green. Finally i bought green shirt, i wanted to buy for so long.. cos i always see people wear.. look nice..so decided to buy..always see ah Yong & Tom wearing bright colour shirts to work.. make me also want to add some colour in my wardrobe..

tired day but fun cos spend time with JL & visited bk. Timah.. n bought my colourful shirts.. fulfilling day.. heeee..

MacRichiE TrEe ToP wALk

Yesterday.. need to pass the cold wear to suh.. so i decided to join them to the tree top walk.. got up at 7am.. and meet them at bb nearly 8am.. rush like mad..met jia, suh, n Kenny.. then take bus 852 to Macrichie and join ML, EE & CH.. too bad the other CH din come.. else.. we have "show" to see.. heee.. we r suspecting ML + the other CH have thing.. heee.. just from the way she talk to him via phone.. so soft.. n gentle.. n smile smile smile.. ahem.. n the other CH so helpful to her.. n they almost on phone everyday ?? he even visited her home n had her mum's cooking.. woahh.. that's fast.. heeeee..

We r like chatching up each other's.. talk n talk.. luckily the joruney not too tough.. mostly down slope.. heee.. but we walked for 3 hours altogether.. the tree top walk was not bad at all.. quite scary.. especially when it is shaking..heee..
too bad JL not here.. anyway.. we may come next week.. heee.. but not so early.. make it later... can sleep moreeee...









so this thursday JF they all gonna go n take the challenge of climbing KK .. wish them luck.. im looking fwd to their juicy news.. abt ML+the other CH of their sunrise storiessss.. abt Kenny + "we shall see who".. heeeee.... and of course the beutiful pictures of KK..


when will i go ?? sob sob... nvm there is always next time..

WorKinG LiFe..

another week ending.. Tmw FRIDAY .. Yipeeee..how im looking fwd to this day....so what have i done this week ??? must always revise my work.. else i'll end up like doing nothing..

(1) submit power point slides
(2) relabel the weekly tapes
(3) attend meetings with boss and draw the flow he requested.. felt like
secretary .. really..
(4) meeting vendor tmw..
(5) tmw got to start relabel the monthly tapes.. stupid team lead ask to do..
felt like labour..dirty jobs..
(6) thking of the signboard for servers.. main door and pantry.. found out no colour
printer.. so how to beutify ??? $%#%$#$$
(7) tot of goin paper less.. no checklist for operators.. but this need a hell lot
of work.. programming...so must thk properly.. col said must write proposal for
bosss to show him how effective this is..
.... other than that.. im just cont to beutify my flow charts.. so now im damn good at drawing flow chart... phewwww


2 more weeks then will have money flowing in my account.. heee.. quicker quicker.. cant wait also.. only motivation now..

JF was saying that she is bored with her job.. wanna get a job that will have chance to move about.. go overseas n stuff.. sigh.. when really get this type of job also tired.. anyway.. we worked for less than 5 years already so sick of our job and working life.. imagine those who worked for 30 years.. salute salute them... no wonder low morale.. no motivation.. sighh...

i guess.. now.. other than work. i need to see other side of my life.. maybe i should start to thk seriously abt when should i get married and when should i have kids.. but when talk abt this.. remind me of today's newspaper..

" have job, no baby... Have baby no job "... VERY TRUE..

when the mgr interviewed for my current position.. he asked me..
"u r not getting married right ? "

i wonder if he will still hire me if i said yes ??
what's more.. if we woman r getting pregnant ?
lesser chances to get a job? or keep a job.??
that's why i thought of teaching... cos then will have all the time to have family planning.. haaaaa.. cos government job ..can have full 3 months maternity leave.. ghuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

anyway.. shall try try try to complete this one year here and see how it goes.. hopefully i'll gain as much as possible for my next job.. whatever it is..

Suddenly.. i tot of holidays already....mm... long time never go places with nice beaches.....dreaming...

frens in BNP

i think one best thing abt joining BNP is i get to know few people which i think is quite fun else the rest all uncles.. married man.. sian..

we took a few photos some time back.. here they r





Yummy yummy.. it's a col's birthday..

n these pics r taken when have dinner with Bk & Adi in Tony Romas..




now then realised, i din take pic with Adi... next time shall take..

miS-UnderStaNdiNg

nothing special is happening except from work...no special functions or jokes..
oh.. except .. one thing ...

It goes like this..Gis wanted to attend some web design classes which i suggested to 'sell' to her for 300 bucks..If she were to sign up these classes alone, it will cost her more than 700 dollars.. since mine is in a package so i anyhow quote lah..

Before i left x-company.. we had lunch with BK.. Bk & Gis both din bring enough money so i lend them..

After some time.. when im about to leave the company...Gis n i were on msn.. i think she was saying that she still owe me money.. i tot she meant the lunch so i told her no need lah.. but she tot i meant the course fees.... she even said will treat me nydc..i was like woahh.. so good ??

actually it's chicken talk to duck..

This Sunday.. she online.. so i told her abt the courses.. courses already transferred to her. she can register for the available classes now.. n ask her if she is goin to transfer the money through atm to me ?

she was shock cos she said she tot i said no need to pay last time!!!
HOOOOOOOOOO.. i then told her....i'm not that stupid right ? $300 wohhh.. $3 maybe lah...what a misunderstanding....

anyway.. she will transfer the money to me.. have yet to receive by now..

sigh.. next time really must clear some things before proceed.. else confuse and many both party not happy..

ApRiL FoOL..

It's been weeks since i last writing in blog.. lazy .. super lazy.. always come home.. online.. do work.. draw flow charts lah.. do documentation lah.. and lazy yo write..

Guess what.. I've survived through.. April already.. and i've got first salary already.. haaa.. Magic.. wonder how i can live through the days..

Anyway... Boss still keep pressing me.. say me U grad..qualified, should b brainy.. so must always thk of ideassss.. new ideasssss... like how to beutify the data centre.. make it look professional.. make it look interesting... how to draw nice flow charts.. to impress his boss.. i feel like designer now

im like changing field.. doing something so different.. sian.. and see some "DOG" follower who always tag along with bosss.. beh tahan.. how this people do it ? despise him really..really eye opening.. to see really have people "polish boss shoes" until like that.. SALUTE

I haven go gym for nearly 2 weeks... so lazy.. wonder why im getting sooo lazy for everything..old liao ? sighhh..need lot of motivation..

Today. spend morning time to do the stupid tapes.. print barcode.. paste barcode.. then send the flow charts to bosss.. expected. he said he wants detail flow.. %$#$.. then spent the other half of the day draw the escalation flow.. they already have still ask me to do.. like different version. stupid monkey.. waste my talent..
boss still ask me to see if can design this n that..said can put some cartoon pictures.. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. professional ??


complaints.. complaints... phewwww... no choice.. cos im human..

neway.. i guess i'll give myself 1 more month.. or maybe 2 more.. then at least i can enjoy the D&D.. haaa.a. if not good.. i shall start looking for other jobs... lallalalala.. well.. there is always hope.. now just try out this new job scope..