Work till We die

Today news said gahmen is considering or should say will soon implement, to raise the retirement age to 65.

Oh.. well.. it's expected. LGG & i once said, by the time our turn to retire, it's will be work till you die kinda thing. no more retirement age.. cos the ceiling will be raise on yearly basis.. you see the trend ?

We all thik (my dear cols & myself) gahmen use seniour minister LKY's as a benchmark.. so if he lives on.. the retirement age will continue to be raised.. so we shall hope he quits or *touch wood* you know what i mean..

i wonder how old i will kick the bucket.. my ideal age last time was 65.. but seems like my "kick the bucket" day should be amended to go inline with the retirement age ? so now my ideal age to say good bye to the world is 85..

so i cannot start thinking of retiring now.. cos it'll not be that soon..at least 30 years later.. *S.O.B*

Maternity package -08

Today, finally PM got the chance to telecast his speech on goodies..he got to give way to Olympic Ping Pong.. which Sg lost 0-3 to china. well.. for us, it's basically a game between china team 1 and china team 2. When the gold medals were singing the china national anthems, we were thinking.. the three china -sg representative must be singing inside too ? cos they may not even know how to sing sg national anthem..ironic.. but, it has proven one thing, SG indeed needs and depends on foreign talent in order to achieve certain goals.

However, is it something to be proud of ? silve medal after 48 years.. by a team of chinese born PRs ?.. mm.. my cols said - not proud of it !


What im interested in:
1. Maternity leave - 4 months (not sure if im still entitled)
2. paternity leave - 6 days
3. unpaid 1 week leave (can be taken anytime of the year)
4. baby bonus -more, not sure how much more even for first child
5. early children education development - rebates on fees/enhancement/more centres
6. kindergarden - enhance standards
7. Utility bills rebate

Got to get a copy of newspaper tmw.. now still can read online. 2 weeks free online.

Get-Along wif Mum

Sometimes it's normal that we have some arguments with our mum.. i noticed that when we stay together we always have arguments.. im not sure is it because we both have different way of thinkings or we both as stubborn..

Yesterday, while i was taking nap. mum carried baby into my room. telling me baby not sleeping the whole afternoon. i casually said .."aiya.. you dun kaypoh go and carry the baby, pass to maid lah" immediately she got angry and pass the baby to maid and said "i dun want to take care of the baby !" i was telling her.. "you have backache, already complaining that cannot carry , still you go n carry.."
With that the whole evening ended up silence..

im too lazy to bother.. cos she din bother the baby.. so i have to take over.. where got time to sweet talk mum some more..dun care

this morning, she still angry, not talking to me.. i dun care lah.. ask the maid help to feed baby while i go out to take newspaper..when im back.. she still hiding in bed room.. so sian le.. i ask her " what's wrong with you ?"

She raised her voice with tears.. said i scolded her.. said maid laughed at her.. said im accusing her of fighting to take care of baby.with maid. i was like.. HUH ?? since when i said that ? weird in the sense that she can think of all these which she imagined herself.. and then she got angry and feel sad the whole night..and i think she misundetstood maid cos she dun understand her english. she said maid pretend to be hardworking only when im around.

but, i think all maid like that wat.. wat she expect me to do ? fire the maid and get new one ?

she said she wanna go home.. im angry too.. so words slipped out of my mouth.. "ok lah.. u want to go home, you can go home, but wait till rain stop" cos it was raining then.. she said " i can take cab" she started to pack mand all..with tears and all.. i felt like i've done something so terible till she acted this way.. sosoososos dramatic.. remind me of my ROM day.. also another drama..

deep down i was thinking.. it was a pity that she din't become an actress..

i called my sis.. told her what happen, she asked me to calm my mum down. so no choice lah.. got to apologise .. which i still think i din do anything wrong.. but no choice lah...i cant beat her being a drama queen !!


sigh.. it is always difficult to handle human being.. i rather work with PC..at least not much emotion involved.

Worst come to wosrt, i just have to leave baby to maid alone when i go back to work. No point feeling down cos there is always a way out of everything !

Friend..

HL has been dissappearing for awhile.. dissappeared as in no news from her.. she used to call me very often when she is free during her freelance..

Seems like now she is doing pretty well with her assignment.. been travelling to countries for her work.

Yesterday, out of the blue.. she called me, i almost cant recognise her voice.. haaa.. well.. she called cos she wanna complaint abt her friend who did not extend her helpin hand when she most needed it...

well.. i guess, that's when you see how true friend a friend is. cos if they can only share good times and not bad times.. that is very testing..

She said she is not gonna befriend her..cos she said her friens just tell her " i cannot help, sorry" the sorry is said in a very sarcarstic manner.. HL just cannot take it.. and she said next time if her friend gonna ask her out to accompany her to do things, she will give back the same very sarcastic "sorry"..

haaa... dunno leh.. sometimes.. think back.. why always "remember" what your friend did to you.. that u r not happy with.. isn;t that making you tiring cos have to try to remember ?

this also remind me of myself.. i think maybe woman is more petty.. so we will just always keep in mind of things people did to us that we are not happy about. Should i be more generous in the sense to forget and forgive ?... i think time helps.. when time passes.. we will forgive.. as in forget.. we try...

life is so complicated but i learn as i grow.. grow older..

Sadness...

Today is a very sad day.. coupled with rainy day.. made it sadder..

I have never been felt so sad..really... but i'll get over it.. as everything will not be the same anymore ! i repeat.. NEVER will it be the same anymore..

But life goes on..i'll always be tough to pull through.. all the promises.. sweet talkings.. are soo fake to me now..

I felt that all my effort has gone to waste.. and i dun feel any motivation to be nice to anyone ..cos at the end this is what i get ! why make my life so difficult anf trying to make things perfect which ended up feeling so dissapointed over small little things but being so insensitive he is..he just dun get it all.. and im being the sensitive one feel so strongly over any small little details..

It should not go on like this.. which i agree..and i've decided not to let this affect my emotion..why should i.. i dun live by anyone.. im aftering happiness.. well.. maybe i've made the wrong choice.. which i myself have not realised until today...

no turning back.. not now.. but i know i will live out of it..for sure !

MERDEKA

Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka to all M'sian out there..

This will be the 50th year into independence..well..i dun have much feeling over national day anyway.. what is that got to do with my life ? not say i'll get extra bonus or something..

Recently, there is this m'sian chinese guy studying in taiwan been playing with M'sia anthem very 'creatively' muahhahaha.. he sounds a bit like one of the singer in Taiwan , the korean.. Li jiu zhe.. wonder wat is this guy's fate now..

Happy holidays to all in M'sia..

WaRm-Up

It has been weeks since the weather turned this hot !
I really cant bear it anymore! fan is blowing non stop at home.
Every lunch time is lingered with fear to go under the melting hot sun !

Especially pregnant woman, our body temperature increased. This is worsen by the weather ! gessss.. scary ! This reminds me of the global warming joke..

Last time people use to wear bigger and larger undies.. as it gets hotter, undergarment shrinks in size.. now, people wear super small g-strings..cos hot ! muahh..

Hopefully the weather will turn cooler..at least not the blazing hot sun as now. wasted all the water i drink.. cos evaporated to sweats.. and make me have to drink even more to keep hydrated ! Phew !!

Love is...

Love is when he looks at you quietly, smiling on his own, when ask him why is he looking and smiling, he said he loves you..

Love is when you are preggy, with Protruding abdomen, fat thigh, fat arm.. he still looks at you..says he loves you..

Love is when you are throwing temper.. he will calm you down by talking softly to you and reconcile by hugging and says we love each other

Love is when u are sleeping, he comes to you, kissing you, smelling you and says he loves you..

Love is when you injure your knee.. he will help you to rub oil and massage for you..

love is when i take care of him by cooking lots of nice food/bake all the nice things for him to eat... heeeee