mm..he said i made him sad...i made him feel like he din carry out his duty well as boyfriend..cos i still feel lonely..he wish he can spend more time with me.. but his work commitment does not allow him to..
Im not blaming him lah.. just that sometimes not in the mood.. n when think of it.. why he never think of taking me to somewhere new.. do something different.. i feel sian lor..
he said im becoming more n more demanding..i told him.. im not.. cos comparing to many gers.. im not demanding.. n i dun rely on him for everything..he knew that..
well.. after all we still love each other v much..must learn to be more comprimising ? k i will learn to b a good gf..more considerate; more understanding; less temper; less nonsence .. but then if everything too plain also will be boring wat..
so hard to find a balance for everything.. dun care lah.. so long we enjoy each other's company can liao..
why am i changing so fast..mood swing ? must be..
It has been ages since i had my diary written somewhere.. sometimes i feel like starting again but never get to do it.. now with the convenience of blog.. i may begin where i left off..
No comments:
Post a Comment