GoIn LonDOn in 2012..

London will be the Hosting country for 2012 Olympic.. cool cool..Bravoooo !!!


Always been my dream to go to London...but till now i haven got the chance..sob sob..

My 6th Aunty n family live in London..she studied there n married there n run a restaurant there...

I almost went over to London to study after my O levels.. but my mum disagreed as she said if i go over, i'll be on my own n may be bullied by my aunty whom we heard from my other aunties.. she is very firce n always ask them to help her in her restaurant..so if i go there.. n help in her restaurant. how can i concentrate on studies.. that was wat my mum worried abt..

So in the end i din get to go n stay back in Melaka to study A levels.. I cried n blamed my parents for that.. cos i wanted so much to go else where to study especially can have chance to study in London..

anyway.. i guess many things in life are fated. So, if u r not fated to get something or not fated to go some where.. so u wont get it or wont get to go..

If you r fated to get something.. if dun want also u will get it..that's just life..

sigh.. anyway..im doing fine staying in S'pore..at least im graduated overseas too.. not very far .. just across the ocean..not that big ocean though..

Already in the mid of year 2005.. sigh.. looking back.. what have i achieved? what have i done that im proud of ? but if i ponder too much.. i'll get so demoralise..im still searching for that something that i want/can do.. i still think i haven done a lot..maybe i should adjust my life style...but i dunno how...

Scary to think that.. im actually goin to b 30 soon.. sob sob.. what have i done all these years ???? why am i still where i am ??? why im still cant achieve lots of my dreamssss.. when will i be reaching the level that i can be financially strong to buy anything i want.. go travel whenever i wish.. buy big houses...? why some people just dun have to put in too much effort n can get wat they want??

FATE !!!...

moTherhoOd..

as im approaching my 30s...frens my age starting to get married one by one.. married frens starting to walk into motherhood..

well.. where i am ? working hard to save money to go Europe.. haaaa.. well..i guess i will be doing wat my frens r doing.. get married n be parents..this seems to be something "RIGHT" to do ..

when young we study..finish study we look for job.. got job already.. look for bf.. got bf already get married.. get married liao have children.. have children liao.. thats' the end of our life to 'enjoy' life .. cos basically we will be working hard for our children's future.. when work n work n work.. we get older n older.. children grow up.. we will be deserted.. n the End.. so ironic..

but this cycle seems to be repeating generations after generations..

nowadays.. first question frens back home in home town is .. "when u getting married ?".. phewww.. stress like that.. some more see them bring children out.. n some have kids of 4 to 5 years old liao.. phewwww..

This bring me some tots.. why frens back home usually married younger ?? dun they need to put more time in their careers?? dun they want to climb higher in work-force ? most of my frens studying in s'pore still single..

maybe expectations is different? back home.. after studying.. they go back to hometown to work.. n then not much activities.. got bf oness.. married lor.. life back home more relax.. so romance can come easily.. maybe.. not too sure though..


BraVo to all my ladies frens..married or not.. stay cheerful n happy..

tenNis CraZe..

today i bought tennis racket.. Wilson Ultimate 1.. old model.. costs me $89.90 and a can of balls .. our boss recommended us to buy ncode model.. pheww $300+.. three of us. Jeff, Yong n i each get ourself cheaper model.. for beginner.. haaaa.. all same price..

Then Irene joined us.. so we had quite a fun game.. at least now our stroke is getting better.. at least not flying all over the place like last time..pheww.. tiring.. we shall have our weekly game next sun again.. Onzzz..

morning i went Yoga n did some treadmills.. so tonight i can see myself sleeping early.. i still have piles of clothes haven iron... ARggg.. tmw then iron lah.. will try to make do with whatever is hanging there.. anyway Monday.. no mood one..

mm.. i dunno wats wrong btw me n my col... he n i been quite ok since i joined .. he very friendly.. always buy food.. always helpful.. sometimes overwhelming.. n he likes attention.. sometimes he will pretend to be sick lah.. to be no mood lah. to be down lah.. just want people to like sayang him or wat.. i guess at first .. since im new. so im playing a long.. listen to whatever craps he said.. n frienly to him..

Then.. he started to call me dear as he said im his dear n the other lady col is his ger ger.. n he said he can sense that im someone he can be intimate.. in the sense he can hug .. he can put hands on shoulder.. while gerger can only b the one talking..already im trying to hint him that sorry lah.. im just ur lady col.. probably fren but not someone u can "INTIMATE" with...btw.. he is married..n he even told me he wanted to divorce lah.. wanted to this n that.. said will i want him if he is single? wah laoo.. gila.. so i told him.. im happily attached n love my bf very very much.. so this will not even come to my consideration.. so at some point he gave up.. not mentioning these anymore.. n said he patch things up with his wife.. then i asked him. so wat happen? now he is fine with his wife? he said cos the wife behave.. never drink.. n he starts to show how lovely they r.. show me their loving pictures.. deep down i feel like vomitting.. REALLY.. cos so bo liao..not that im interested..

one day.. he brought his camera in office.. not many people that time.. only him, me n yong.. he then said we take pictures.. i said ok lor.. only him n me.. he put his hands on my shoulder.. well.. ok lah.. since just to take pics.. after that he is like woahhh.. tell othr cols said .. " U believe that i dare to put my hands on LH's shoulder? " he is like showing off.. n try to show by putting his hands on my shoulder.. of course i tell him off.. i told him i dun do this ok.. this violets my principals... haaa.. he then said but that day u let me worrr.. wah laoo.. feel like slapping him..i already bo song with him at this point of time..


then he starts to call me during office hour.. when not his shift.. he will call me dear.. n ask me call him dear back.. of course i DIN..so irritating. then that day i beh tahan already.. i told him.. " can u do me a favour ? dun call me dear anymore.." he said ok .. then i said " i hope this is not offending.. as i thk im not comfortable being called dear or call u dear as u r my col .." he said "ok"

and for 2 days he din talk to me.. n he din chat in yahoo.. well.. i guess.. if he thinks he is trying to show he is not happy.. be with it.. i dun live by him..i dun get salary from him.. n my happiness not depending on him.. why should i care how he feels? deep down i think he is a bastard.. jerk.. phewww. despise this type of man.. pity his wife REALLY !!!!

i told Yong abt it..i hope my days wont be so tough.. as that jerk is boss's favourites..

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This WeEk..

fast... one week goin to be over again..this is is quite interesting as i have done quite a fair bit of things..i have presented the flow to a bunch of managers.. of course with the assistance of my boss.. and i have learnt to do the change report.. and best of all..boss wrote me the email below:

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Honestly good job done by you even though Yong/Henry not around and you do the follow up.
To me, after 3 months or so, I fine that you learn fast, speak and communicate well with all levels of staff.
True to the heart, I did not make a mistake in selection, even though making an effort to follow up with you on your employment.
Keep it UP. Thanks for the on-going good result and support.

"doing little thing good is toward doing big thing better"

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cool huh...heeee..i take this as encouragement for me to work.. at least feel motivated to work..

boss asked me to write down my contribution so far as he will compile it and ask out big boss to convert me to perm staff.. cool cool..

so.. i shall continue to KANBATE.. for my employment.. haaaa..

NighT saFAri @ GeYLanG..

Today we had tennis game ..thomas, jenna, Yong, Jeffrey and i.. we still crooked.. cant play well.. serving is ok.. but still not good in playing..

Thomas is picking up real fast.. he can serve even this is the first time he ever play tennis.. clap clap..

we had our 2 hours picking balls game.. cos most of the time pick balls..pheww.. anyway.. we r quite serious abt picking up.. so Yong n i will go n buy the racket..
after the game, we went geylang for dinner.. Thomas's suggestion. we had the famous taiwanese "mian sian", then eat tauhua, n "you tiao" n some taiwanese biscuits.. very very nice..no wonder people say food in geylang very nice..

then Thomas brought us all walk across the buildings where many prostitute r doing their business.. sometimes really dunno to pity them or wat.. b'cos of money those young gers have to wear sexily and line up along the road for man to pick.. some will go n pull the guy's hand...so the 2 guys more worried than us.. haaa..

still feel so "geli" cos.. many indian workers n old uncle approach those prostitute.. yeakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk... cannot imagine further..

anyway.. eye opening lah.. as we said this is our night safari Geylang tour.. haaa..

another weekend happily spent..:) i love my life..

B@sS n Me..

i think my boss favour me.. i think it's my sixth sense.. cos he treat me better and always treat me makan..bring me to meetings.. share opinions to me..

maybe cos his favourites--> Thomas is my buddy ? that's why i also become his favourite? haaa.. anyway, as long as he is ok with me im ok with him..

actually, i really find him a very unusual manager.. he always share his experiences.. sometimes he tends to repeat wat he already said .. wat to do 52 years old uncle.. but his motivation and drives really something i admire.. who can be so motivated in work n in life like he is ? i think most people at 52 already tot of retiring.. not so aggresive..quite rare to know someone like this.. so full of hope in life ..


eventhough he has the strange temper.. for 3 months im there.. this is happening twice i think.. n i heard sooo much bad things abt him.. how his staff dislike him.. how secretive he is.. n the way he always ask people to eat his left over.. n stuff... those r true actually.... anyway.. no one will NOT talk bad abt their boss.. so very normal..

However.. i find myself respect this guy..something abt him that make me respect him and loyal to him as his staff..

abt 9 more months to go..i shall continue to enjoy my days here.. a very unusual working experience..:))

WorK...

mm.. i think im beginning to love my job..im learning new things now.. i get to do hands on..get to try on script..get to execute 'change'.. meanwhile im helping boss to do the management staff.. charts, documentaion, draft email, power point.. i feel more useful day by day.. not too busy yet occupied.. heeee.. still can have coffee break and have fun..

Good good.. boss say wanna me to go swift course.. basic course.. mm.. he always say sending me to course but till now haven go any.. chehhh.. anyway, i think he is planning for it..hopefully i get to go.. make myself value added..

crazy abt tennis game..sunday we shall have our tennis day.. heee..

recently, a x-col online in yahoo.. get to chat with her.. find out that she is not balancing her life.. why i said that ? mm.. cos she just gave birth to a boy in feb and now she is back to work life..her baby is left in m'sia with her parents.. i tot she must be goin home very frequently.. since she definitely miss her baby ?
but seems like she is so occupied with her life.. like go to her MLM business thing, go exercise and so on rather than go home n spend time with her baby.. then i asked she wont miss her baby ? she said miss but busy..

haaaa.. maybe it is always easy to say than doing it.. i may think she is not that responsible as a mother.. just in charge of giving birth.. the rest dun care.. but when this is happening to myself..im not sure if i'll b like her ?

anyway..it is always hard to balance work n family.. wonder how our parents do it.. that's why they are forever the BEST !!

GoOD Life...;-)

i think im darn lucky.. cos my job is so relax now..haaa.. excpet for documentation , database restoration, some change and request to do.. basically im enjoying life..

for the whole of last week, almost every lunchim eating for free.. either it's vendor's treat or boss treat or Jeffrey's treat..n we always can have coffee break.

today again vendor's treat.. we had lunch at Jack's place..really pity the vendor.. but they need our deal.. they already got a lot though.. so my boss always find chance to get some free meals.

anyway.. makan is makan.. work still need to do.. after such a heavy lunch.. sleepy like hell.. even at 5pm my boss said.. very full hor..see lah.. eat so much n i have to do more exercise to balance.. sigh.. the consequence of enjoying food ..

im starting to learn how to do more CHANGE (work)..so.. CC not around i get the chance to learn.. good also.. heee.. we have been quite peaceful recently while CC not around.. else he is very noisy !!

Enjoying life....enjoy my work life.. really dunno where to find such job.. haaaa..

SunDaY....

Yesterday gathering had been a mistake for me..shouldn't have gone for it..cos it was bored and not interesting..people is trying to boast so much abt their career.. their whatever whatever..n talked until 3 plus in the morning..

so, i have to cancel badminton game cos cant wake up on time.. sigh..anyway, my sis n i went gym today.. we had our treadmill jogging.. and sauna. feel much better..and we have our chatting abt frens.. interesting to see how my sister share the same opinions as me .. heee.. eventhough we always argue n argue.. haaa

Today JL bought the $80 movies tickets for 10 tickets. nowadays watching movies in cinema is $9.50 per person. so now we only paying $8 per ticket. much more worth it..
we started with Mr & Mrs Smith. Good one.. brad Pitt still drop dead gorgeous.. so good looking.. Angelina Jolins still as sexy ever..man all nose bleed when see her..

Next movie is batman...waiting for my sis's company movie ticket.. $5.50 per ticket if get.. hoo..

another weekend spent.. happily.. :))

TenNis OveR..

4 weeks passed.. fast.. last lesson.. still we cannot play..dissapointing. anyway, company will still book court for us to play for free but we need to get tennis racket.. thk maybe get cheaper one .. anything under 100 bucks..

today went shopping with JL.. and he bought this Pig for me..i wanted him to buy for me actualy.. heee.. cos dun have anything that can remind him when he is not aound mah.. so this one is nicer.. cos can hug n o o with..



cute cute.. browsing around for other pig.. some too small to hug.. this one the size just nice .. hooo.. so now i have garfield, bear and pig pig to sleep with..he is so nice to hug.. soft and cosy..n looks so gentle..muak

later tonight will go out with master Lim they all for ml's farewell dinner..hopefully hanging till too late.. else tmw i sure cant get up on time for badminton game with cols..

pheww..next week i must rest.. else everyday including weekend i get up early.. like no rest..

GOIn bLInD..

It's been months since i wear contact lense.. after the conjunctivitis im very sensitive abt contact lense.. cured already but still feel uncomfortable when wear one...

I still have many daily softlens left over.. yest went exercise, so tot of clearing these stocks.. so i weat one pair.. nothing is wrong until when i try to remove them my right eyes lense broke.. probably cos my nail? but left side can b removed easily.

So i try harder to get it out.. n the lense broke into smaller pieces..chan liao lor.. i cant see any lense inside my eyes but i keep feeling like somthing inside when i blink my eyes..n the portion above my eye ball turn red.. worried that i'll get sore eyes again.. phewww..

today, decided to see doc cos still feel not comfortable..chan chan...
the stupid doc shine torch light to see also cant confirm. he said it could b i rub too hard that injured the eyes.. OR it could b that the lense stick inside the white portion of my eyes.. cos he said he can see a layer n red red.. so he refer me to see eyes specialist to confirm tmw.. sigh.. k lor.. no choice

told my mum.. expected.. get scolding.. sob sob.. she asked me to throw the lense away.. NEVER wear again..sigh.. k lor..

so i apply eye drops now.. hopefully tmw better..:(

NuA @ Home..

Decided to forgo the teaching offer..fax the reject letter to them..n i shall remain in IT for some time..

people ask me why in the first place apply this position. I tot of the following:

point 1: At some point in my life, i felt bottleneck in my career, i cant see
where i will b few years down the road.
point 2: Im eyeing at the stability in Government job.
point 3: I have this little passion for teaching n children.
point 4: Im currently on a contract job, i fear the possibility of have to look for
another job again. dread the process. so im hoping for a permanent job.
point 5: The Application for this position is easy. Online.


Why i reject now ? i tot of the following answers:

point 1: I guess after all im still comfortable in IT world ? at least im
comfortable in my current job now.
point 2: 3 years Bond involved. How if i really hate this job? I'll be miserable.
I've been bonded b4 so i understand how it felt to want to leave but cant
point 3: maybe i'll just teach something else ? instead of goin to formal
institution like this ? like SN they all said, maybe i should teach yoga one day, since i like this form of exercise. Do n teach something i like ?
point 4: I guess life is never so smooth sailing. If i dun get a perm job by next
year, i'll have to go through the job search again. only for the better i hope.
point 5: I din expect to get this offer so easily.< 10 min interview.
Point 6: No one thinks im suitable to be teacher :( even my mum who always wanted me to be teacher said "ARE YOU SURE?" cos all along i dun want to b teacher and suddenly i apply now...the feedback from people around me make me hesitate. Maybe afterall im not the type to be teacher?

So.. life goes on. Another decision made. Hopefully this is right.

Been feeling like this recently:

"like heart have sour feeling
Like thinking whether he miss or not..
Feeling like so miserable.."

heee..nice to know he miss.. love.. deeply.

I guess all women in love will want lots of attention from their guy ? im no exception. I may say nvm but still i hope he make the effort to find out abt how i feel.. that's why man always say dun understand woman.. cos we just want them to guess instead of telling them directly ?!?

Disaster RecoVery..

First time ever im participated in a DR.. so cool.. still system team are the busiest .. operational n network just do small little parts..

i getto try to run some startup script sin some countries.. and learn some file sending scripts..the rest of the time.. me,Tom, Yong.. eat(got buffet), talk.. and see people..and that's the most we do.. haaa.. n get money for that..

anyway.. we stayed till abt 5:30.. after that also feel tired cos too much of talking ? n eating? tom bought lots of tit-bits too.. stuff chocolates n sweet to me.. im gonna be one very fat woman soon !!!

tom been trying to recommend me to system team, haaa.. kind of him. so if i finish my contract .. i may have chance to join database or system team.. that's not a bad idea.

k..been updating pretty frequent lately..free mah.. hooo

MakAnIng..

Four Gers outing..so long never go out just the 4 of us..Suh's treat cos she was promoted recently.. great salary increment.. hoo.. she happy n we happy for her..

we have known each other since 1998 ( NTU first year )

Suh.. always the leader among us. she still is now. maybe cos she speaks louder? higher in volume.. haaa.. but she is the one who is very analytical. that's why she is a planner.she is too carefree to find a bf.. she said she wants to be free, wants to explore more life before she settles down.

JF..always have so much info from people around her..esp her col's private life.. phew.. she knows too much abt sex life.. haaaa.. wants to travel around the world.. now she wants to work in europe or japan.. she also thk having a bf will tie her down.. she said unless she found an expat who is willing to travel with her... she dun really like guy who is too guai.. we concluded guys she like would be like Raymond, TL those type.. who makes her laugh a lot and a bit "huai" type.. heee


ML..always the baby among us, cos she is like never grow up from her physical look.. always so 'natural'.. no make up.. no trendy clothes.. she only interested with people esp guy with high education, high rank, work in big company, all high high profile..i thk she is being too realistic..maybe what she is aftering is not wat im aftering..i'm choosing to be low-profile.. normal life.. so i feel there's a gap btw us.. haaaa..

anyway.. great to still keep in close contact with my these 3 frens..we may be heading to different directions of our life.. but always for the better i guess ..

May we still be frens n still be able to meet up and spend some chit-chat time in coffee bean in the next 5.. 10.. 20 years.

piccy taken.. Ml not included as she doesn't want to be taken

AnoTher WeEk..

Well..this week was a busier week..

mon-wed boss not suppose to be in, but he called back everyday.
Monday he called and asked why i din go tennis last sat..
Tuesday he called, asked ,me to meet with boss to discuss with our follow-ups
Wednesday, really big one.. power failure and he rushed back to office with slippers n hawaiin shorts...

so basically, i still see/hear him everyday..

Thursday.. his face like charcoal whole day.. cos of the power failure incidents.. he needs to report to boss and lots of explaining to do..

Friday.. he din sleep much cos early morning they have some hardware power source installation and he is worried to death..

so.. we worked according to his mood.. if sunny.. we all happier.. if cloudy we all worried too.. so his dog get scolding the most.. everyday stand in his office n let him scold.. ghaaaaa pity him... boss only do that to him n not to others.. so we all tot the problem must be himself not boss..

n this week, i got the offer letter..wonder why now i dun feel like teaching anymore..so i guess most likely i'll reject and reapply when i want to.. give myself a bit more time in IT ? i dunno.. so in dilemma...sigh..hate to make decisions

This sat MUSt go tennis cos boss been telling me more than 3 times .. must go tennis.. wonder y our attendance so important to him..anyway i've paid for it so i'll go.. not b'cos he asked me to..

shall meet up with suh, JF n Ml this sat for lunch.. will consult them abt the offer i got.. hopefully their advise will help me to decide..


sunday shall have DR, got to go back to work..they said not much to do.. just go there eat, watch movie and get money.. heeee

life here is too good to leave..

BoSS on-Leave fOr 3 dAyS.. lalalalalalla...

hooo.. isn't it the best 3 days of the whole week? the whole month actually.. boss on leave.. woah.. so shiok.. finally no one is "watching" me from my back.. no one is checking on wat im doing.. so at ease.. lalalalalallaa..

But.. he still call back today and told me.."you din go tennis on sat ??" wah lao.. he is mad.. he said the coach told him.. he jokingly said this is our individual performance.. slap slap..

who cares.. how we all enjoy his absence.. work peacefully..comfortably.. haaaa..

Sat went tree top walk.. and got lost.. purposely din choose the long path we took the last time i went with suh they all.. tot choosing the normal path will lead us out.. who knows.. make us walk round the gold field and got stuck for so long.. n wasted my $10 cos i have no energy to go tennis after this super-long walk..

my mum & nephew gone home today.. sob sob.. miss them already.. here are some piccy taken while they r here..

(1) dinner at N.Y.D.C


(2) Tree top walk

TenNis MaNia...

Managed to sign-up on time for company tennis lesson.. hooo.. actually still hesitate whether to join or not.. then JF said will go with me.. then decided to sign up.. n drag Yong along.. give him chance to know JF.. ghaaa...

So we shall start our tennis this sat evening.. looking fwd to it.. cos long time never play tennis.. i hope i can still manage to at least hit few balls.. n not just pick balls..we dun need to buy tennis racket for the time being since beginner.. if they said MUST buy then i shall see how.. cos not worth buying if not playing often..waste money..

anyway.. JL been complaining.. said sat sacrifice for tennis.. n no time for him..so i guess i will learn for this 4 times.. then unless they have sunday class.. else wont join the subsequent lessons..i just wanna try learning.. not really need to b expert lah..

HomE sWEeT hOmE

Me going homeeeee.. home to Melaka.. yipeee.. so long never go home.. ever since started this new job never go home..miss home.. miss my mum.. miss yann yann.. miss chen chen.. miss my pink panther.. miss my pyjamas.. miss my mum's cooking.. miss everything back home..

anyway... i will also miss s'pore.. cos there r at least one person worth missing.. i started to sound like him now..


and im sure it's "san chi lao hu.. san chi lao hu.. bao de guai.." and not san chi lao su..

it's tiger not mice.. cos at least 6 people i asked said it's tiger not mice.. so im gonna see somone take off his clothes soon.. ghuaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

"tou diao !!! tou diao !!!.. " lalaaalalaa....

LoVe...

Cant really explain in words how falling in love is so wonderful...just feel so wanted.. feel so belonged to..feel so cozy.. so cared by.. so sayanged by.. haaa

Cant explain in words how falling in love will make u miss him so much.. think of him all the time..miss him all the time..

im always the "bad" one in this relationship.. cos i always like to say things that hurt him.. things like dun miss him.. dun want him.. want to stay single.. blahh....but im just teasing.. dun really mean it.. why i wanna do this ? mm.... cos maybe keep saying love .. miss.. after awhile will be bored.. so must say the opposite.. ghaaaaaaaa.....

wonder how long will i have the feeling of being in love..how long will this last? i guess.. romance will turn into relationship.. just like with our siblings.. cos so used to each other.. so.. eventually there will be no sparks?? no surprises... well... i dun have any surprises now though...

relationship needs both parties's effort to work out... so i guess.. i cant just hope or expect from him alone...but then still as gers.. naturally will expect more from the guy..

it is always so complicated when talk abt how to blossom a relationship.. what's more to maintain.. pheww..

where will i be in the next 5 years time.. what will i be doing ?? sounds like interview q..like my colleague said "LIFE IS SO BEUTIFUL " must say it loud n clear.. heee.. bunch of mad people there...

BoReD...

life starting to become very flatttt... monotonous... no colour....

why im so sian ?!? like wasting life like that.. go to work.. do nothing.. learn nothing..see nothing..after work.. come hoem.. do nothing..watch tv.. online.. do nothing much...

damn bored...dying like that.................................need some pepper.. some chilli.. some whatever..

wonder how will it feel like to travel alone to a foreign country...mm.. dunno y suddenly have this tots.. haaa..

im goin crazy soon....maybe i should continue to waste life.. sleep more..

CoOl piC

i gues this is the favourite pic of my col .. haaa..

First time i take pic look so "hiao" like that.. eeeeeee...

ShaNri-La D&D..

Great D&D and i had great fun.. the MC is really making everyone laugh non-stop..


As the only 2 gers in the team.. of course we are the centre of the cameras... ghaaaaa.. smile until frozen ..


the 4 buddies.. heee..

too bad.. our table no one got any prize.. not even game prize.. bad luck.. my boss n the dog both got something.. sigh.. why why why im so no luck.. first 3 prizes get tickets to go europe n egypt.. sob sob..

anyway.. great d&d.. fun !!!

ThE riGht MaN

Today JF and i online in office.. and as im trying to match make her with my colleague.. so i will on n off ask her abt how she thinks of him , got chatting or not.. n so on..

I think he is a nice guy.. as he dun smoke..not havoc type.. guai guai..good attitude..honest.. and homely..so i guess this is the type of man ger will want to keep.. and the kind of guy who will take care and "sayang" his gf those type..

but JF said he is not really the type she is looking for.. as she prefer someone more lively..but at the same time guai one.. can joke.. can have fun and with chemistry of course... true lah.. as i think my col a bit too wooden.. and i guess his chatting response is a bit not so "fun" heee.. but i keep telling JF that maybe she should meet him.. and make friends with him.. sometimes u can start to discover he can be quite fun too..

anyway... till now.. i still think he is a bit lack of words.. haaa.. i always go tea break with him.. n he will always tell me.. he hard to find gf.. cos he thinks he is too boring.. nothing to ask.. nothing to say.. n he said he wonders why some couples can have so much to talk abt.. can talk in the phones for hours... and why bf must everyday call the gf.. n so on...he even said he will start saving money n when old go old folks home.. sounded so sad..

i cant do anything though.. as i meant well to match make them.. but point forcing if it's not both sided..

same time.. im glad i've found him.. my right man..ohh.. so.. i still need a left man ? heeee.. muakk..

diLeMma....@_#

definitely not getting much satisfaction from my current job.. no technical skill picked up.. but been practising a lot on microsoft office..pheww...wasting my talent.. i can do better than just this ?

Today.. i've been helping boss to put "red dot" on all the countries on the world map for our company.. so search for the right world map.. look for the countries.. and get the capital..basically.. im feeling like im attending geography class today..

my programming still not error proof..email not working until the smtp access is given.. and nothing much i want to change from it.. no motivation !!

gotten the letter to go for interview this friday.. i'll definitely attend it.. already apply leave.. now im in dilemma.. how if i get through the interview and must start for this term in July if not mistaken..?!? i tot of completing my current contract and get the 13th month before i leave.... heee.. anyway.. they said the interview will be few rounds.. and they will ask lotssss of questions.. so if im interested must make sure im prepared !!.. well.. gotta think of a good reason why they should take me.. and show all my passion for this job.. haaaa...

Suh went for OBS interview today.. this is not something i'll ever considet as 'career' cos i dun have that much energy to do that... it's not only physical fitness but mental .. pheww.. im too old for this.. so if im into teaching.. im going to something that i can still see myself doing when im 40 or 50.. heeee..

gotta start to prepare for the interview.. else wasting my tiem to got for the interview.. All the best to myself

IdLe.. iDLe....

Sunday.. always so lazy on sunday.. always dun get to do anythign except.. eating n sleeping.. n online..

Today also lazy until cant climb down from bed.. cos raining.. so shiok to laze around..i slept most of my time on sunday zZzzzzzz.. making dreamssssss.... no dreams.. but just sleep with my garfield.. sleepp.. sleeppp

i just wake up from my marathon nap at 630pm.. sis they all got their dinner liao.. i too lazy to go down to buy dinner.. so cook my own simple dinner.. cook rice.. fried egg.. n that's my dinner for sunday.. with honey drink..

yesterday bought a new top.. camisole .. i tried out.. my sis keep saying i dun look good in that top.. she prefer the tube instead.. i keep feeling i look fat in the camisole..anyway.. shall see how this sat.. lazy to think.. cos it's sunday.. brain not working..

i read the whole comics of 'Garfield' today.. maybe that's why i'm so lazyyy.. cos he is influencing me.. very lazy cat..and me.. the lazy reader

Mother's Day

Mother's day this Sunday..me not goin home.. but will call home lah.. anyway..i cant remember when i 'actually' celebrating mother's day..liao..since came to s'pore.. seldom will specially go home just b'cos of this date..

i remembered making cards for my mum when i was in school.. haaa.. i think everyone have done that before? now.. big liao.. will just buy mum meal or things she like.. this year i buy mum new spec.. she happened to need a new pair.. so just nice.. heee..

Wishing all mothers a Happy Mother's day :) MUAkk.. a big kiss & HUZzzz for them all..

Cool Pic ..

NeW hobBy

I always wanted to keep fish.. gold fish maybe.. cos i like they way they look.. so cool...n beutiful.. but never easy to keep...

JL keeps fishes too.. some neon or whatever it is.. which i can never remember the name..

i never get started...mmm.

just now Adi was telling me his guppy is giving birth soon.. he is waiting anxiously for it.. i asked him to give me one or two of the guppy babies.. he said he can give me the guppy but not the baby cos baby harder to keep... and can even give me the tank with the pump.. i was thinking.. cool.. if i have these things .. maybe i will REALLY starts my hobby ? heeeee..

we shall meet next sat for dinner.. he will pop by my home with the equipment.. cool cool..looking fwd to this..

maybe after keeping the Guppy.. i will start with Gold fish.. the Ping-Pong ball look-alike fish.. ?? heeee.... hope my passion for fish will be long .. just like my passion for bead making.. now they r there in the container.. on the top of my cupboard.. collecting dust.. phewww....

D&D comiNg

What's up this month ?? what else.. Dinner & Dance.. yipeeee.. heard the theme is 'Peranakan' so.. now headache on what to wear.....sarung?? aiyoo..

dunno if my this skirt can make do..




i bought this skirt for Jen's wedding..only wear once.. cos i seldom wear long skirt.. so until now never wear again.. maybe can wear this instead... save money.. as for the top.. mm..shall see which goes with red..

settle for the time being.. heee

OffiCe PoliTiCs.. OpeN My EYesss

i really really experience what is 'office politics' now..
fighting behind each others back.. shooting emails.. talk sarcarticly..whenever have chance .. any other team making mistakes.. the manager will LAUGH n start to add salt to the wound.. smiling..

sigh.. when the department head 'fighting' people underneath them will become enemies too.. really victim....

Today.. went to a new product briefing.. can see the head of few department.. talking also like smile in front.. but fight with sword behind.. teng teng teng..

another ridiculous thing my boss did..
he is eating biscuits.. thos with cream in bwt..he eat the side without the cream.. the creamy side he gave it to his "dog".. cos he said he dun want to eat sweet stuff.. OH MY GOD.. what he thinks his 'dog' is ??
BUT the worst is he also gave it to me.. say.. eat lah.. dun scare.. eat already can from temp become perm.. really cant believe what i heard.. really have such people !!!!!!!!!!!!

In the evening, a col bought swiss roll.. he eat a bit.. then gave the rest to his 'dog'.. so the dog eat all the 'left-over' ..mgr said nvm.. he work very hard so can afford to eat all sweet stuff !!!.. nothing to say abt him.. really..


sigh.... anyway..this is really eye-opening..wat a place to work.. n people here can live very well if they have god relationship with their bosses.. u need not be capable.. this is the living examples in this company.. sighhh.. must be clever to polish shoes.. then can go a long wayyy..

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Ganglion cysts

actually i've had this lump on the back of my wrist since i was in U.. but it is not painfull.. will dissapeare after awhile.. and after awhile it comes back.. so it's on n off kind of thing.. not painful.. so i din pay any attention to it..

Recently.. this lump came back..n it stays much much longer.. dissapears .. n comes back.. now still have it.. not painful..din know what it is.. until JL send me the link below:

http://www.bethisraelny.org/services/orthopedics/ganglio.html

Ohhhhh.........so this is it.. a Ganglion cysts .. luckily not cancerous..the cause of getting it is not known.. so if feel pain then must see doc.. i thk maybe i'll leave it first unless not comfortable..

Body getting older.. starts to have many many funny things coming.. sighh...TMW GO GYM WORK OUT !!!.. EXERCISE EXERCISE .!!

SundaY...

Another Free sunday... no more lesson on sundays.. so good.. been going for sundays class for 1 year plus... now suddenly sunday is like an extra off day for me.. so good... sleep till 10 am.. then wake up slowly.. take breakfast.. watch sunday tv programs that i usually wont get to watch.. heee.. what a luxury.. can even take a short nap.. how i love sunday..

anyway.. today i still need to figure out some work flow.. so draft out some plans in the morning.. will onyl on my pc in the evening..cos must relax mind first.. stress when come to work..

my sis came back from Melaka and show me the photos taken from home.. they celebrated mum's birthday.. sob sob.. i din join.. they din tell me !!!!!!!!!!.. bad sister !!.. chen chen is getting bigger.. very strong boy.. looks much bigger than i can remember during cny.. cutey cutey.. i guess i will go home soon too..heee..

Sue is starting her new job tmw.. happy for her.. and she said she is nervous.. i think all of us will have this feeling when goin to a new environment. cos we dunno what is there waiting for us.. and what they expect from us.. can we handle?? will we like the place? will we like the colleagues? will we....???.. sigh.. i've been through that 1 month back.. now im fine with the work place.. try to do as much as i can to IMPRESS the boss.. haaaa.. at the same time try to balance my life with my work.. cos i notice that i start to bring work to do at home.. DAILY.. even on sunday.. cos i cant really thk properly in work place.. maybe cos no proper seat.. all sharing the tables.. how nice if i can the individual cubicles like my old work place.. so comfortable..

well.. we never get everything we want... have a bit of here n there.. good enough lah..so fast.. this weekend im getting my second pay .. hooo.. time fliessss...

BukiT tiMaH-inG

Did not exercise for the past 5 weekdays.. so decided to do some exercise this weekend..decided to go BUKIT TIMAH.. heeee...last week MacRichie.. this week bukit timah..very on..

we din go early.. went there after lunch..we had chicken rice.. forgotten the name of the shop.. JL said this is the famous chicken rice during his parents day..not too bad actually..during lunch it was raining..but timing was good.. cos after we finished.. rain stopped.. so off we went to concur the summit of Bk Timah..

quite easy at the beginning.. less than 5 minutes walk, there will be a resting hut..but when we started the super steep slope.. we both out-of-breath..JL still ok.. i'm like old-lady.. so tiring.. imagine if i climb Kinabalu like this.. phewwww...

anyway.. we reached the summit in less than 10 mins.. nothing much there to see...no nice scenary.. both sweat n smelly.. n we went Orchard after that..

Bought 3 bright colour t-shirts, dark pink, pink & green. Finally i bought green shirt, i wanted to buy for so long.. cos i always see people wear.. look nice..so decided to buy..always see ah Yong & Tom wearing bright colour shirts to work.. make me also want to add some colour in my wardrobe..

tired day but fun cos spend time with JL & visited bk. Timah.. n bought my colourful shirts.. fulfilling day.. heeee..

MacRichiE TrEe ToP wALk

Yesterday.. need to pass the cold wear to suh.. so i decided to join them to the tree top walk.. got up at 7am.. and meet them at bb nearly 8am.. rush like mad..met jia, suh, n Kenny.. then take bus 852 to Macrichie and join ML, EE & CH.. too bad the other CH din come.. else.. we have "show" to see.. heee.. we r suspecting ML + the other CH have thing.. heee.. just from the way she talk to him via phone.. so soft.. n gentle.. n smile smile smile.. ahem.. n the other CH so helpful to her.. n they almost on phone everyday ?? he even visited her home n had her mum's cooking.. woahh.. that's fast.. heeeee..

We r like chatching up each other's.. talk n talk.. luckily the joruney not too tough.. mostly down slope.. heee.. but we walked for 3 hours altogether.. the tree top walk was not bad at all.. quite scary.. especially when it is shaking..heee..
too bad JL not here.. anyway.. we may come next week.. heee.. but not so early.. make it later... can sleep moreeee...









so this thursday JF they all gonna go n take the challenge of climbing KK .. wish them luck.. im looking fwd to their juicy news.. abt ML+the other CH of their sunrise storiessss.. abt Kenny + "we shall see who".. heeeee.... and of course the beutiful pictures of KK..


when will i go ?? sob sob... nvm there is always next time..

WorKinG LiFe..

another week ending.. Tmw FRIDAY .. Yipeeee..how im looking fwd to this day....so what have i done this week ??? must always revise my work.. else i'll end up like doing nothing..

(1) submit power point slides
(2) relabel the weekly tapes
(3) attend meetings with boss and draw the flow he requested.. felt like
secretary .. really..
(4) meeting vendor tmw..
(5) tmw got to start relabel the monthly tapes.. stupid team lead ask to do..
felt like labour..dirty jobs..
(6) thking of the signboard for servers.. main door and pantry.. found out no colour
printer.. so how to beutify ??? $%#%$#$$
(7) tot of goin paper less.. no checklist for operators.. but this need a hell lot
of work.. programming...so must thk properly.. col said must write proposal for
bosss to show him how effective this is..
.... other than that.. im just cont to beutify my flow charts.. so now im damn good at drawing flow chart... phewwww


2 more weeks then will have money flowing in my account.. heee.. quicker quicker.. cant wait also.. only motivation now..

JF was saying that she is bored with her job.. wanna get a job that will have chance to move about.. go overseas n stuff.. sigh.. when really get this type of job also tired.. anyway.. we worked for less than 5 years already so sick of our job and working life.. imagine those who worked for 30 years.. salute salute them... no wonder low morale.. no motivation.. sighh...

i guess.. now.. other than work. i need to see other side of my life.. maybe i should start to thk seriously abt when should i get married and when should i have kids.. but when talk abt this.. remind me of today's newspaper..

" have job, no baby... Have baby no job "... VERY TRUE..

when the mgr interviewed for my current position.. he asked me..
"u r not getting married right ? "

i wonder if he will still hire me if i said yes ??
what's more.. if we woman r getting pregnant ?
lesser chances to get a job? or keep a job.??
that's why i thought of teaching... cos then will have all the time to have family planning.. haaaaa.. cos government job ..can have full 3 months maternity leave.. ghuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

anyway.. shall try try try to complete this one year here and see how it goes.. hopefully i'll gain as much as possible for my next job.. whatever it is..

Suddenly.. i tot of holidays already....mm... long time never go places with nice beaches.....dreaming...

frens in BNP

i think one best thing abt joining BNP is i get to know few people which i think is quite fun else the rest all uncles.. married man.. sian..

we took a few photos some time back.. here they r





Yummy yummy.. it's a col's birthday..

n these pics r taken when have dinner with Bk & Adi in Tony Romas..




now then realised, i din take pic with Adi... next time shall take..

miS-UnderStaNdiNg

nothing special is happening except from work...no special functions or jokes..
oh.. except .. one thing ...

It goes like this..Gis wanted to attend some web design classes which i suggested to 'sell' to her for 300 bucks..If she were to sign up these classes alone, it will cost her more than 700 dollars.. since mine is in a package so i anyhow quote lah..

Before i left x-company.. we had lunch with BK.. Bk & Gis both din bring enough money so i lend them..

After some time.. when im about to leave the company...Gis n i were on msn.. i think she was saying that she still owe me money.. i tot she meant the lunch so i told her no need lah.. but she tot i meant the course fees.... she even said will treat me nydc..i was like woahh.. so good ??

actually it's chicken talk to duck..

This Sunday.. she online.. so i told her abt the courses.. courses already transferred to her. she can register for the available classes now.. n ask her if she is goin to transfer the money through atm to me ?

she was shock cos she said she tot i said no need to pay last time!!!
HOOOOOOOOOO.. i then told her....i'm not that stupid right ? $300 wohhh.. $3 maybe lah...what a misunderstanding....

anyway.. she will transfer the money to me.. have yet to receive by now..

sigh.. next time really must clear some things before proceed.. else confuse and many both party not happy..

ApRiL FoOL..

It's been weeks since i last writing in blog.. lazy .. super lazy.. always come home.. online.. do work.. draw flow charts lah.. do documentation lah.. and lazy yo write..

Guess what.. I've survived through.. April already.. and i've got first salary already.. haaa.. Magic.. wonder how i can live through the days..

Anyway... Boss still keep pressing me.. say me U grad..qualified, should b brainy.. so must always thk of ideassss.. new ideasssss... like how to beutify the data centre.. make it look professional.. make it look interesting... how to draw nice flow charts.. to impress his boss.. i feel like designer now

im like changing field.. doing something so different.. sian.. and see some "DOG" follower who always tag along with bosss.. beh tahan.. how this people do it ? despise him really..really eye opening.. to see really have people "polish boss shoes" until like that.. SALUTE

I haven go gym for nearly 2 weeks... so lazy.. wonder why im getting sooo lazy for everything..old liao ? sighhh..need lot of motivation..

Today. spend morning time to do the stupid tapes.. print barcode.. paste barcode.. then send the flow charts to bosss.. expected. he said he wants detail flow.. %$#$.. then spent the other half of the day draw the escalation flow.. they already have still ask me to do.. like different version. stupid monkey.. waste my talent..
boss still ask me to see if can design this n that..said can put some cartoon pictures.. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. professional ??


complaints.. complaints... phewwww... no choice.. cos im human..

neway.. i guess i'll give myself 1 more month.. or maybe 2 more.. then at least i can enjoy the D&D.. haaa.a. if not good.. i shall start looking for other jobs... lallalalala.. well.. there is always hope.. now just try out this new job scope..

EnD of SeConD WeEk..

seond week already.. so what have i done ? i've met up with all the 14 people in my department..start to do slides for my departmetn as mgr wants a proper/updates slides that he can use for presentation.. and need to update departmenr documentation..

actually not much i've done..a bit eng eng.. cos support job the others do liao..
... dunno leh.. i still think i haven prove anything to the mgr of my ability to work ? like so lost still..maybe just do those documentation first then see how it goes.. they said im mgr's secretary.. phewww.. siannn

Buddy up with Thomas, Yong, Jenna.. they r nice people.. we even plan to go bangkok in July.. they really fun one.. both Thomas & jenna married but still so on !! but nice lah.. cos make the work interesting.. not so bored..

after 2 weeks there.. start to know how the people work.. n how mgr work.. he is those speak according to people one.. and got mood also..

Anyway..quite ok so far.. hope i can show to mgr that im worth staying lor.. else also sian.. no motivation..

next week pay day.. heeeee.. pay is the only drive for me now..

SecOnd WeEk

This morning ..met my French boss.. hoo.. nice eyes.. transparent.. cute.. ghaaaa...

Today i've learnt few things..restoration from few applications.. learnt all from Yong.. he's been very helpful indeed...

3pm...Thomas chio us down for coffee break.. haaa.. good life.. listened to other colleague gossiping abt other colleagues.. guys also lots of gossips..tsk tsk tsk..

i've been doing daily support.. i guess this is not enough.. as my main role is to enhance the existing process...?!?..whenever thk of this.. make me stress.. i'll try try try to do my best lah....no stress then can produce better work ? we will see..

Anyway..nothing much to write here..tmw maybe go shopping with my sis.. wanna look for bag..

4 more days to weekend.. so looking fwd to it already.. sigh.. am i really that tired of working life????

No WorK daY

SaTurdaY.. no work.. yipeee.. never go work-out today cos lazy.. clean house.. iron a full basket of clothes..then go out with JL...

Wanted to buy working bag.. cos the one im using, the strap started to peel off...but never see any one that im tempted to buy..no nice clothes that i feel like buying too...

went to IT show.. soooooo tempted to get the ipod shuffle.. $178 for 512Mbytes.. but after thinking through.. compare this n that.. never buy.. sigh...nvm.. wait first see if the price will drop a bit.. heee..

JL asked to join his family's bbq in the evening ..her aunty is goin back to US.. so they have a bbq..feel weird at first....but ok lah.. quite a nice family..friendly and im just eating.. n no need to do other things.. haaaa.. being served.. so good..heee.. super hot day .. plus bbq.. make us sweat n sweat.. phewwww...

Suh is having exam soon.. saw her online..wish her luck.. i hope i dun have to take anymore exams... super stress..

and one more day.. then im back to work.. May this week a better week than last week.. :)

5th Day n IT's FRIDAY baby @_@

hoo.... hoo..hooo.. friday.. friday.. so fast.. 1 week already.. cant believe it.. and im still alive !!!!.. this is the best part !!

next week my job has been arranged as team lead is on leave for a week... perm staff have 24 days of leave.. so envy.. today manager told me.. he will convert me to perm.. now work as contract first...mm.. dunno if he say this just to motivate me or what.. anyway.. i'll try to stay lah.. unless i can take the pressure..then i go wipe pc...become cleaning lady.. no need to use much brain..

So.. what i did today ?
morning went to tampines office.. at 1030 .. travel down to Tung centre for compliance briefing.. then visit Jason and he brought me to third floor to see the etrali voice recoding tape... all the bank phone transacntion r recorded here.. VERY critical n cant afford to lost any data.. pheww.. scared to even touch it..

After lunch.. went back office.. boss crack a joke.. said the lady auditor called him said she cant access the door.. and he tot i called.. he jokingly ask me to buy coffee for him then surely can access the door..the lady auditor was so puzzled why ask her to buy coffee...haaaa.. gila bosss..50+ but look like late 30s.. dark.. tall.. fit.. and quite ok looking lah.. must have done something.. else how he maintain... even my team lead who is 30+ look older than him.. ghaaaa..

after that..attend a new application briefing..some new software will be added on this weekend.. bosss wanna me to pick up this too.. i've got many to read up.. eyes wanna drop...but today din do anything much actually...

After work.. came home..tired...so...enjoy weekend and work again next week ..gotta start work seriously liao.. now still like learning stage.. haven put in gear like that...!!

I hope 1 month later i'll be saying... im looking fwd to go to work..heeee..

4th day @ work...:)

Glad to see my own blog is getting relaxer each day.. heee.. meaning i'm getting used to my working environment...

today manage to get the access GUI up.. actually very easy.. there is a autoform to convert the databases to GUI in access.. phew.. n i've wasted so many days to do it manually.. so stupid.. anyway.. at least i learnt something now.. Team Lead is ok with the GUI but he actually want this to be shared on lotus note database as "shared file" so that other department can just fill up the form and we dun have to do the manual key in.. so.. i have to learn how to do it in lotus note.. when then i can stop doing this.. siaoo

And im suppos to get the barcode vendor to design the inventory software for us.. where to find.. still searching.. phew..

today i started taking my first ticket.. doing oracle database restoration on AIX.. heee.. Yong has been a great help.. he is really patient in explaining things.. so i guess i will go to him whenever i need help.. :))

Feel so lucky cos JL has always been there to support me..without him.. i really dunno if i can pull through...thankful to have him..



what else to say.. continue to thk of how to improve improve improve.. enhance enhance enhance.. my brain cell is more active now..heeee..

ThiR-Day @ work..

mm.. fast... 3rd day already.. n u know what.. mgr on leave today.. Yipeeee...

Team Lead wanted to have these few things automated:
(1) capture unikix start time daily and persent into statistic (graph)
(2) tape scanning method is very manuak and hard to verify whether the right tape is
being placed into the safe..

mm.. what can we do with the 2 ??? for (1) i think instead of manually keying in the time for the 13 servers into excel and display on graph.. we can use macro to ease the process? sucks.. i have to try to do this again...

The excel macro done yesterday for room access.. is not so good though.. they r using access form instead.. so i thk i will continue from there..

Today went to project mgt training.. seems like some poepl is not happy with some people ... the way C talk to team lead is full of sarcatism.. must be careful with this guy.. as he talk bad abt other colleague behind their back..

next week team lead will go on leave for a week.. sob sob.. hopefully i can survive without him..i really thk he is so nice..and helpful..

today my insurance agent sms me abt a temp job.. woah.. din expect her to be so responsive n helpful.. last time i met her i told her i've resigned and haven got job.. if she have any lubang must tell me.. haaaa.. she is sweet lah..

2 more days to go.. quick quick quick....

SeConD Day @ woRk

ReaLLY cant or Din sleep much/well cos keep getting up in the middle of night.. and once wake up.. will thk of how to do the macro.. sucks.. really stress..

a bit scared to want to go to work.. cos dunno what will happen again.. keep thking thiking.. and i finally came out with the work flow chart.. seems like they dun have this properly done on the intranet .. so maybe i can suggest this to manager.. else he must have tot im not contributing?? stress stresss..

So.. talked to Team lead on this n the operator.. they dun really need a proper guideline or work flow.. as they r so experience and know what to do and how to go abt when encounter problems with the applications.. but for new come like me.. no workflow will be a bit of a confusion...so i brought this up to mgr.. n he seems to welcome this idea.. and what else.. i have to do it lor.. phewwww

so altogether abt 10 applications.. each applications supporting various countries.. i thk i shall start with small one first.. get an idea how to do it first.. pheww...

the rest of the day im doing the macro.. surprisingly even the programmer who created the intrate dunno macro.. siaooo.. anyway.. my progress is quite ok.. im left with the date.. the rest mostly done.. hopefully tmw can let team lead use.. i took 3 days to come out with this..

lunch with Ros.. heee.. she is not really like her picture.. she look younger.. but very stylish.. one hand red finger nails.. another hand green finger nails.. haaaa... she is mad abt korean man..

Anyway.. today is better than yest.. hopefully one day is better than the day before.. and i can survive till next year...

Continue to KANBATE !!!

FiRsT dAy at WorK

StreSS StreSS.. first day at work at already the manager chase me for enhancement enhancement enhancement.. changes changes changes.. improvement improvement improvement...siaoooo..so many applications.. so many processes .. so many documents to read.. unless im super fast learner.. else i thk 1 month also cant come out with anything ..

Jeffrey been very helpful.. patiently answering all the question/doubts i have.. and teammates r ok.. some very cool but when talk to them they r very nice people..

lunch with manager & Jeffrey today.. manager's treat..i really thk this manager likes to talk.. as he talk non-stop.. abt everything.. from handphone till actor Li nan Sing.. phew.. no wonder he is manager.. and he takes mrt to work.. never drive.. surprising.. he starts at 8am and go home after 8pm.. daily.. never fail.. phewww.. guess what.. my team mates too.. i left abt 630 no one leave yet.. dun care.. first day to work.. must not stay too late..

i will have very busy work days from now on.. now then i understand the life of being busy all time on work..n how we appreciate weekends... im looking fwd to weekends already.. still so long .. so far away..

Tonight must come out with the excel+access for Jeffrey.. so long never do this.. really need to read up ..

KANBATEEEE !!!!

TimE to PaY D' GoveRnMenT

received IR8A form yesterady.. so it's time to fill up the IRAS thing.. hopefully wont get tax too high.. last year i deducted my course fees and got some income tax relief.. this year i claimed again.. full claim.. cos this year i paid whole year ghaaaa.. hope this will help to relief the tax payment too..

Tmw first day to work..so looking fwd to it and at the same time quite nervous.. Thomas kept saying i sure cant sleep.. im telling him.. i surely can sleep early.. cos i can sleep a lot..

my table still messy .. the same mess since few months back.. i really really want to tify up.. but just could not find any place to put all the papers.. stuff.. hope i have a more organise cuboard or something.. make me thk of IKEA..storage.. haaa

Suh online.. our conversations goes like this..

--snip--
sn1.rm : another yr past...cham..like still haven't find my aim in life..
Mico : no aim ?
Mico : got.. ur exam
Mico : no need big big aim.. small small aim also aim
Mico : climb gunung kinabalu also aim
Mico : n also.. get a bf also aim.. haaaa
sn1.rm : those are just some little things...but really dunno wat i really want to achieve...
Mico : heee.. slowly slowly
sn1.rm : may be must get out of here after finish my 3 yr bond...
sn1.rm : must go for a change in environment
Mico : chg a job
sn1.rm : not good enought also...must change a job that have overseas posting...work else where gained overseas work experience...then it's refreshing
Mico : last time i tot of it.. but now old liao.. dun have this motivation anymore
Mico : maybe when jst come out from U will have this thiking
sn1.rm : tat's becoz u r quite tied down now
Mico : that's not the reason lah
Mico : i really feel hard to be working alone far away.. cos when sick really chan lor..
sn1.rm : i'm used to it already lor..after so many yrs here..now u staying with family so that's really a point
Mico : yeah lor.. so used to have people around ..

--end of conv, as she went bathing--

mmm... last time ml used to say wanted to go australia to work.. i wanted to go overseas to work too.. but after working for nearly 3 years.. really dun have that strong motivation anymore..lost it liao..anyway.. i've found my life here.. so i guess i will be here for many years to come.. hope my friend found her aim in life too...

CeLeBraTion

I'm Healthy.. la la la .. completed the medical check-up..normal & healthy.. now come home n prepare myself for the next up coming challenge .. MONDAY.. heee



Ros (my NNM customer) works in tampines too.. her work place is just the next building from telepark.. she is in bank too..woah... last time she worked near harbourlink.. we never meet for lunch.. this time round we xchg handphone.. will go out for lunch together.. we r destined to b frens? haaa.a we shall see

Since im starting my job on monday.. so i wont go for Bee Bee's wedding lunch.. cos it'll be too rush for me to come back to s'pore after the lunch session ( probably will end around 6pm or so ).. and i dun want to tire myself over the long bus journey..so called her up and tell her.. she sounded dissapointed but no choice lor.. anyway i will still give full ang pow even i cant make it.. heeee...

JL came across this article
http://www.senseimichael.com/FinEd/MLM.htm

mmm... yeah this is why many people hesitated to go into the MLM.. maybe i should send it to SS ..

AntiCipaTiOn

Today went to the training.. on HP Proliant monitoring software ( SIM ).. met up with my teamates Jeffrey ( Team lead ) and Operators team ( Thomas & Jason ), 2 other colleague from NT team as well.. they are friendly and easy going.. we can chat and joke without any problem.. glad that this if going well on the first meeting..

They were telling me how fortunate i am to get into BNP.. cos it's really hard to get in.. Thomas said he went through 5 interviews with panel of interviewers 6 years back.. n when i told him i went through 3 times.. he said im damn lucky.. haaaa.. and i got lots of information from jeffrey, the team lead on the job that im going to do.. he is hong konger.. being transferred from HK to s'pore.. happened that i just came back fro HK trip.. so we have lots to talk abt HK.. what a coincidence.. he is very polite.. n somehow i sense a bit og "jackson" in him.. haaa.. i'll be working closely with him.. so must make sure we can get along well.. i thk should not be a problem..

i need to help to enhance our operational internal websites.. come up with inventory design idea.. and they r using access for that.. meanwhile i need to learn how to use macro in excel.. woah.. these r really non-teachinical work for me.. i've done these before but not really good at it.. seems like i need to go through the book i've got/learnt from informatics to refresh... phewww..

from Jeffrey they get to travel to South East Asia.. Japan, HK, India.. cos when new installation, need to go down to check n ensure everything is working fine.. heee.e. hopefully my turn will come.. waiting eagerly..

after the training, went down to HR.. sign employment agreement..and lots of other contracts.. to read and to sign.. tmw will do medical check up.. and my claim for medical is unlimited.. woahhhhhhhhhhh... but no dental cos contract :(

anyway.. i shall try to work hard n provide good quality work.. hopefully have chance to convert to perm.. then better benefits.. haa hoo haa hoo

FinaLLy i"m lanDed SomeWHEre

after yest interview with Paribas HR.. this morning Thatz agent called said Paribas got back to them that they r offering me the job with the package ...

Woah.. to my surprise.. the salary is 100 higher than the price i asked for.. kekek..not too bad.. have leave.. have mc.. n have completion bonus..afternoon, manager called.. congratulated me.. and ask me to attend training with 3 other colleagues thurs & fri.. so fast.. haven even sign the contract

Afternoon went down to job agency to sign the agreement .. this is to ensure that i work at least 3 months.. else i have to compensate.. tmw will meet up with company HR to sign contract and do medical check up.. not sure where the check up will be.. since she said go down to company n do medical check up ?? well.. will see tmw then..

All coming so quickly.. Thrilled.. got into this big company.. not so bad and most of all i like the manager.. at least for now.. he seems to be someone who can talk n easy to get along.. cos he is very casual.. still have lots of time for me to find out more abt him, abt the new colleagues.. abt the new working environment.. abt the new job.. so looking fwd to it.. new life starts.. Yipeeee

Adi will be going to Ciba.. and the salary is pretty good.. so attractive.. but of course there r much more to do than in Solution Centre.. so i told him.. we shall have changes in our career.. to better.. always better.. different challenge...

still so happy for getting this job.. no need to job search for the next 1 year.. at least.. heeeeeee...

Life is full of hopesss.. Must thank to my family n frens who supported me and encourage me all this while.. Love u all so much ..

SS is selling hard to me abt her multi level marketing..anyway.. shall meet her this sunday and see how it goes.. my sis is objecting.. as she ever experience in this before and said not really working out ..


by the way.. sue is changing her blog url so often.. make me dizzy.. heee..but i have always get updated on the new url .. like read newspaper.. without fail to visit her blog.. heee..Dun give up blogging lorrr..

PAriBAsing

Third interview.. today with HR.. seems like their package is quite attractive.. well.. she said still need to do some admin stuff and will contact me within this week.. nice lady.. hopefully hear from her soon..

Anyway.. gotten news that Adi will go for second interview to Ciba.. All the best to him..:)

And another news.. that SOB will stay put for another year as company counter offer him ? heard nearly 3k and dunno what bonus 3.6.. ghaaaa.. oppss.. should i reveal this figures? heeee.. anyway.. good for him..

i was asked why company never counter offer me ? i guess that SOB n mgt good fren.. that lady boss like him.. and maybe heard he din get any interviews at all whithin the 3 months so counter offer him ? anyway.. if they counter offer me . i will not accept too.. cos i dun want to be "HELPDESK" forever.. sounded so low class to outsider.. and i thk im ready for some changes.. new challenge outside..

meanwhile.. i shall wait for paribas while looking for other potential job..tired of searching actually..Gis finally got her first interview.. happy for her..hope she gets what she wants..

tmw will go work out again.. so.. no-work.. but work out.. keep fit fit.. haaaaa.. healthy life style.. not bad too

SatuRday

today met up with the 3 gals TOGETHER.. finally.. we really seldom meet together these days.. usually one will absent..and of course this time round we have JL with me..

we din stay too long for lunch as people r waiting eagerly for our seats.. this is my b'day treat..hee.. our traditions.. once a year we ( suh, jia, ml ) get a free meal.. last time it is the b'day ger treat.. after awhile.. we switched it.. the b'day ger get a treat cos we always headache on what to buy for b'day gift.. so this is easier..

we then met up with ml for drink around 3pm.. she was promoted..glad for her.. and we happy too as we get to eat mud pie at coffee club.. ghaaaa.. and of course when 4 of us gathered .. we have so much to talk abt... especially teasing ml..Chee Huei seems so helpful n interested with ml..but he is the arrogant man in suh njia's eyes.. since he is not so "suai" so not surprisingly i din notice him.. heeee..

he used to try to woo Jia but obviously cant make it.. now ml may be his target.. he seems so helpful to her..and from what i heard they both have so much to talk abt.. they ignore everybody in the morning walk..engross in their conversations.. interesting.. looking forward to more juicy news from their KK trip..

JL was saying that we talked so fast and the speed we take turn to talk really impressive.. haaaaa.. well.. gers mah..he only cathes bits of what we said.. normal.. cos nobody will understand exactly what 4 of us are talking abt since U.. only we know what we r talking abt.. this is Ger's talk.. err.. i mean now ladies' talk

arrange to meet JL's fren Ivan (D' teacher).. wanna intro to Jia n Suh.. but Jia backup last minute.. $#$$$&&%.. and left JL & i..we can feel the awkwardness from Ivan.. JL is trying to create topic to talk to him.. but he seems so cool.. maybe he felt like being "light-bulb" .. anyway.. we had dinner together.. n he ordered the super spicy Thai noodles.. really funny.. cos he eat n sweat..beads of sweat kept flowing ..make me laughed n got chocked.. heeeee.
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Jl n i tot.. mm.. maybe he kek-sim cos never get to meet jia they all.. kena "chi-ji".. haaaaaaaaa

he left us alone after dinner..said wanna buy gift for his colleague.. JL n I feel so paiseh .. sigh... saw Jia's blog.. she said paiseh wanna meet.. like match making.. anyway.. this is not really match making lah.. just know more fren lor.. like i ask kenny join them like that...anyway.. they not fated ( Ivan & Jia both said this...) maybe have fate like that.. haaa

End of one week holidays for me n JL..he will be back to work.. n i will see if i will get a job..life goes on

FedeX no More

sob sob sob.. no news till today means no liao lor.. nvm lah.. keep looking worst come to worst take the bank job..

anyway.. im enjoying my leave.. one week already..never work.. what a luxury i have.. woahhh.. so shiok.. kkeke.... what else to do.. sleep.. pat tor lor..

mum went home today.. cos her 'lao po ping' cant keep long.. so she want to go home n distribute to relatives n frens lor..feel sad whenever my mum is leaving..no more home cooked food..

tmw will go out with JF, SN.. wanted to intro JL's fren to them.. heee.. no other special intention.. just know one more fren.. since JL needs to pass things to him..so 'sun bian' lor..

Visited Vee website.. really dunno how to describe him.. his head is full with equations.. maybe that's why he is phd ? he even dream of equation.. phew.. magic..

nothing much interesting is happening..

22nd Feb

Baripas sms me again.. asked me to see him in the evening..i was not feeling that well.. tried to push to thursday but he said best today.. so no choice.. went down to meet him all the way at tampines..

JL went with me since he is on leave..

Basically, it's the same thing he told me the last time..but this time round he showed methe work place and he said he seldom call people.. n i was lucky cos he sms me even when i din get back to him after the previous interview..chehh... but the job is operational support.. not something im looking for...

Irene said Fedex's outcome will only know by end of this week.. i dun want to give too much hope on this else i will disappointed more..

i will still apply for others while see how it goes here..

BacK frOm HonG kOnG

Nice photo huh.. taken from victoria peak.. 5 deg then.. almost frozen out there..this is a trip that i really felt the cold-ness.. super cold.. overall is 9deg - 13deg everybody in winter clothes..

I think the weather too cold plus the food i eat ( i dun really enjoy their food ).. i was sick on the last day.. really sick that i throw up so many times before going to HK airport.. on the plane..till back home..that was the worst experience i have had..still shaking thking back.. luckily im ok now.. phew.. still Singapore the best.. how i love the HEAT

Went to victoria peak, ocean park, teddy bear's world, ladies market, temple street..where else.. wong tai sin temple..

went to evenue of stars and taken this back for Adi ( Maggie Cheung ) i cant bring her back but at least got her palm prints


Gotten the coca-cola deco for JF, post the pic for her to see here


Gotten my right hand wax for JL.. heee..

bought "Lao Kong Ping" for Suh.. since she doesn't want "Lao Po Ping".. and many more other small sourveniours..from ocean park.. and from ladies market.

Food wise..i dun really enjoy and dun really think very nice as others used to tell me.

Bo Lo pao


Nai Cha


for me, they r so-so.. not so fantastic..my sis love the "nai cha".. cos it's thick

Porridge + yao cha guai


Desert : bird nest's mango pudding


soya bean + chu chiong fan ( with peanut powder )


the ever famous milk or something like taufu fa but not really taufu fa



At Ocean park, get to see panda ( jiajia & Ann Ann), dolphin's performance, sea lion, many type of gold fishes ..

me wrapped like "bak-chang" cos super cold..it's 9 deg by then..



overall, i will rate this trip 6/10.. i dun really enjoy the people, the food there.. shopping is ok.. but i think people there are not so polite in a way.. but it's the experience that counts..

now, back home.. back to reality.. time to get down to earth and of course back to my job search.. heee..

17th Feb 2005

tmw will be my last day in acacia.. but i dun feel sad at all leh.. maybe cos im going HK.. so excited over it..

but too bad im down with flu.. still feel a bit of headache. my mum been making so much "liang cha" for me ... now feel a bit better.. hopefully i wont be sick when in HK.. choiiiiiiiiii

i will definitely take lots of picture from HK..i haven finish packing.. got to pack now.. till im back :))

Interviews on 15th Feb

ok.. after the lover dovey night.. back to business..

Today im on leave.. went for 2 interviews..
MORNING ==> BNS Baripas

the job stated is "SYS ADMIN" but he explained to me it's actually operational jobs.. monitor status.. documentation.. blahh.. no chance to hands-on and salary cant be adding my incentive.. only base on my basic ?? what the heck.. i'm TOO qualified for this tasks man.. i'll be NO-VALUE of i take this job.. this will not add anything useful or helpful in my resume !!

he asked me to thk abt it.. and asked me to call him.. today (17-2) he sms me.. ask me abt the status.. and i feel so sad.. cos no offer from other job that i like.. but job i dun want come to me..

i told him im down with fever.. if he is fine we can meet up next week to discuss abt this job.. but he never reply my sms.. anyway.. i dun care lah.. decided to look for the one i want n will have drive to work on


AFTERNOON ==> Federal Express
we had 2 hours interview.. talked so much.. the techinical mgr tested me on the techinical portion.. want me to write commands and on oracle concept.. draw the tbls and how to put the tbls into separate disks..

i really hope i get this job.. this is exactly what i want to do but till now.. no news yet.. sadddd.. Irene said not so fast.. i guess.. i cant wait .. i will continue looking for others then.. no choice..

Gis is saying we r in the same boat.. she din even get any interviews till now.. but me.. i got interviews but no proper job offer yet.. also frust.. lost confidence like that.. siannnn

but i guess have to keep on searching.. esp in my field.. i'm fighting job with guys.. wish me luck

Valentine's Day 2005

Second year spending with JL.. 14/2 fall on Monday.. too bad i have to work but JL on leave.. so good..

we went to Swensen as JL called up to reserve seats 2 days back.. but we still have to queue to get seat.. later on then we realise that actually our seats are reserved.. should just come in without queuing... we have to take the valentine's dinner set $65 .. pheww.. after service charges n tax.. it's 70 + really ex.. but today im not the one footing the bill.. heeee.. poor JL..

we get this ice-cream cake


one set of female-male glasses and spa voucher ( to be collected ) actually come to thk of it.. quite worth it.. haaa

the whole restaurants are couples.. so i was telling JL.. if come with frens will definitely feel so out of place... cos all the lovey dovey couples.. but very nice when u r with ur darling ..

i din prepare any gift for JL cos i really dun have time to go shopping or make anything.. came back on sunday.. so tired already.. some more during cny so busy go here n there...port dickson shopping centre really not shooping centre.. more like store for food only.. but i saw roses in some shops.. and i noticed one of the shop displaying the meaning of what does eac stalk of roses mean..

eight means ==> sorry ...

anyway.. another year of Valentine's.. looking forward for the next ? heeee..

Happy Velentine's day to all.. happy friendship days to all

CNY updates

it's almost a week after cny holidays.. tomorrow will be my last day to work but still i need to handle cases.. most of all NNM cases.. suckssssss..

Anyway.. JF reminded me that i haven update blog .. yeah i wanted to but no time to upload pictures.. n to online at home.. no time and not convenient to blog during work.. cos people keep coming to my cubicle.. esp Darren , our new colleague.. who will be going to Karachi, Pakistan this sunday.. wonder what the management is thking .. how can they send someone so new to the job to oversea posting..wish him lukc .. hope this is a good experience for him though ..

anyway.. my family and i went to port Dickson during cny.. went swimming n swimming n swimming.. and of course eat n eat n eat cos no other thing to do in PD.. very ulu place.. took lots of photos .. esp Terence's soo adorable.. but he is not that freindly as his brother..cos he only stick to few people he close with.. maybe he din see me that often that he doesn't really want to let me hug.. sovb sob.. nvm i make him my model.. shoot all his action..

this photo really precious.. cos he dun always give this smiles...


The best part of this new year is that i get to meet up with MHG's frens.. Karen, John, Alex.. my buddies..of course other gammarians.. like Steve, Dharm, Shek Fung, Owen, Pearly.. and the rest.. Damian was looking really good now.. all the chubbiness gone within these few years.. and he has very chio gf..
and Alex has put on sooo much weigh.. phew.. really like fat uncle..Karen is just the opposite.. she is much slimmer from the last time i seen her..while the rest almost the same..


Gammarians


Karen+fatty Alex+me


Damian (suai ge)+Alex



Then, met up with NGHS's fren like Jenny (newly married) and Jee Mei (jst had baby boy), the rest cant make it.. YB is busy distributing hwe wedding card.. phew.. stress man... all getting married..

Me + Jenny


Quite nice as i get to meet up with my frens of many years.. nice to know their updates.. their whereabouts.. and also catch up with their life..hopefully next year i'll be seeing them too :)

ConVERsatiON with KEnNY

This Kenny So Funny..SO must write down what we have been communicating today..

Got a case on attention light blinking.. and cust claimed it's software but we know it's hardware related .. so i ask call management to transfer to h/w and Mr Kenny sonork comes..

KK: wey..hos u so sure it's hw issue?
KK: attention light blinking doesn't mean hw issue
KK: just need our 'attention'
KK: if there is 'red' light then it's h/w issue
LH: attention light can be h/w or s/w.. but higher chances is h/w
KK: customer said s/w issue leh
LH: u not first day working here right ?
LH: if u want .. come n talk to jackson
KK: customer said s/w issue leh
KK: anyway, is David turn to take the case..u talk to him lar
LH: no need cos he is "awake" enough to underatand it's h/w job
KK: since u r so confident, let bet whether it's h/w or s/w issue...kekkekkek
LH: please.. i'm not so bo liao
LH: anyway.. if u r happy go n follow up on the case
LH: n pls dun sonork me again.. U IRRITATE ME AGAIN
KK: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!
KK: u r very aggressive...kekekkekekkekke

$#%^$%&^.. im complaining to JH.. JH said he is a pusher !! Grr.. so bo liao.. anyway.. mazy to entertaint him lah..

Then during lunch time, he sonorked again..
KK: frankly speaking, i will miss u once u leave the company
LH: yeah yeah of course u will cos no one for u to tease
KK: aiyah...it's true from my heart lah...
LH: i thk i wont miss u lah..
LH: but do keep in touch
KK: i just like to kacau u only mah...
LH: next time i see u at food court i wont call u
LH: but i will sms u..
LH: ghaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
KK: i will miss u loh....nobody can have fun with me except u loh...
LH: u never try with others
KK: I'm very 'chuan yi - sincere to one person' one..
LH: dun make me puke
LH: enjoy ur KK trip
KK: eh...do u ever see I kacau other people?
KK: i only like to kacau u
LH: u must let me know if u chg ur phone.. cos i will DEFINITELY send u a invitation card for my wedding.. ghaaaaa
LH: cos i got response mah.. i play a long..
KK: errrrr....wedding huh? i'm will be very down if i know u have wedding
LH: faint

Then he went off to lunch liao... Kenny always so cute.. so tall but always liek small kids..

CeNtiPEdE ScaReD !!

This morning really got a scared .. I was bathing ..preparing to go to class.. and i almost cant believed a CENTUPEDE was crawling up from the hole (through the cover, with small holes) where the water flow out from the bathroom..

I haven started bathing.. but took off clothes.. started the shower and saw this black creature crawled out..quite long one.. almost 10cm i think.. something like this picture below..dark brown and lots of leg




i was shouting like "siao cha bo" !! managed to grab a towel and rush out of the bath room !!! luckily no one at home.. phewww..Quickly went to get the "ShieldTox" from store room.. then quickly go back to bath room to spray that ugly thing.. it tried to escape.. went to toilet as the toilet n bathroom was beside each other with a hole in between.. i chased him over to the toilet n SPRAY !!! SPRAY !! SPRAY !! as this is the only weapon i have.. can see the whole toilet was so smokey.. maybe i sprayed too much..

This seems to work.. the centipede started to slow down.. like drunk.. quickly use the bottle of the shieldtox to hit it to death !!!.. i really hit very hard .. until it broke into 2.. a bit cruel.. but no choice.. really scared and felt so "geli" cos the way it crawl.. yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...and flushed it back down to the hole where it came up from

Cant imagine if i got bitten.. maybe will go unconscious .. especially when no one at home.. so dangerous..

My sis saw on few months back .. it crawled up from the same place ..from bathroom.. we complained to Town Council and they promised to do something about it.. i think they din do enough to clear the insects.. there must be some hole/hidden place for these centipedes somewhere near the pipes.. else why they keep coming.. we stayed at the highest floor.. i think maybe the saw lights from top and crawl up ?? yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. still cant get rid of the "geli-ing" feeling.. Must again write/call to town council to complaint liao.. lousy follow up.. always must call so many times.. really dunno what's the money paid to them each month for..

Phewww...so im considered lucky today ? heee.. later call home n tell my mum.. she always have ways to deal with things happening at home.. that's why Mother is always the greated :0) Muaksss..

TiBeT ThiS yeAr?

Today went work-out, after that met HL for lunch at Orchard.. went to borrow some books for HK trip and got one book on guidance for interview..i think i need to brush up on my interviewing skill.. i always get interview but never get the job...sighh

HL n her fren (who went to India with HL) cant recall her name..very religious lady who is a vegetarian.. really saluting those people who decided to be vegetarian for lifetime.. how to live ?? no chicken.. no pork.. i think i'll never become a vegetarin for lifetime...i'll be very miserable..i need meat !!

HL's fren was jobless now.. i told her i'm joining her soon....we took free shuttle bus from orchard to Great World City ..walk walk see see..and fill up a citibank survey and get free Coffee Bean coffee...heee.. just what we wanted.. cos very sleepy after lunch...

After hanging out in GWC,we took free shuttle bus again.. HL was telling me to keep track of those free shuttle bus schedule... cos when jobless.. must save money.. so take more free shuttle Bus.. :((((

HL and her fren will go travel again to china..we went to people's park to check out the tour package..after their china trip discussion with the staff.. we were attracted to the Tibet+Nepal trip they offer.... HL said we can plan to go in August or so...mmmm... really tempting... but this will be around SGD3k .. now haven got job.. dun want to promise first..

Hopefully this year i can go tibet..i think my sis will b interested too...mmm...mmmm....

Quickly get a job.. quickly quickly !!

LefT HoMe ALoNe AgAin...:(

cny coming..everybody is going back home to their home town.. so sad.. i cant go home yet and left alone at home AGAIN.. so left-out..like nobody around liao..so sad feeling..

saturaday.. sunday... monday evening then can go home..like years..home sweet home..


now.. i miss my mum.. miss my brother.. miss my nephews.. n miss my dad, who may be watching us from up there..Time flies.. another year..

Hope all our wishes come true.. and hope we have a better year.. make 2005 our year !! World peace !!

FeDeXinG

Just now HR told me Fedex selected me to go interview on 15th Feb..Woahh.. overwhelming.. cos when i dun expect any opportunity and one comes..aren't i lucky?

Well this job is a 6 months contract at kaki bukit..a bit far but good place to pick up my oracle n unix skill...and salary may be good.. hooo..

So i shall cancel my leave tmw and take on 15th Feb instead..lalala..timing just nice.. after i come back from cny.. and after Valentines..heee..mm...Valentines..

Shall try my VERY best to get this job.. HARD SELL myself..must quickly pick up my oracle knowledge.. forgotten almost all..

come to thk of it.. if i get this job.. i'll be working in the same area as Thomas.. haaa.. what a small world.. as he just got a job in Hitachi at kaki bukit..

Me On LeaVe :)

Clearing the 10.5 days of leave.. today n tmw..if KH let me take Monday then i can go home liao.. but sunday have class..aiya..so does not make any difference..

KH said he will be on leave from 4th till 20th Feb..i heard he will be back to Taiwan (his wife is Taiwanese).. Yipeee.. we will have no 'government' for these period.. anyway i wont be long in Acacia ...so wont affect much..

JF is saying she likes the pig in Sue's blog


I told her i saw this pig in Bugis last time.. they have 2 sizes..small n big.. small one is $5 if not mistaken.. this pig remind me of what JL said.. when squeeze on it..it felt like squeezing breast.. ghaaaaaaa... actually quite true.. huaaaaa...

JF kept saying i hum sup.. then she said the pig's nose is the nipple then.. mm..dunno who hum sup.. she said her colleague also said the pig looks like breast.. a bunch of hum sup gui.

I think Sue sure faint to know that her cutey pink piggy become our breast-talk..

Today no work.. help Irene to compile the restaurant for company dinner in 19th Feb.. i wont be around to attend.. miss it..last time n miss it..

later go facial.. new year coming..must mei mei..heee..but surely come back with more pimples..must really control not to eat too much.. my mum make lots of pastries.. her FAMOUS pineapple tarts..woahh..cant wait..my brother finished eating one whole container already..super pig.. now my mum has to make more..

Tmwon leave too.. maybe go n borrow the book for HK trip.. start to plan for itenery.. the one i borrowed last week..not good.. never give much useful guidance or tips.

now..i really no mood to think of job search.. i think i'll be jobless for awhile like that.. see how lah...siann..

JL's unlucky Wednesday...

Usually JL will sms in the morning..his sms will reach before i reach office as he starts work earlier..

Today, his sms din arrive after i reached office.. tot he is not feeling well as he said he is giddy yesterday after work.. work too hard liao.. always OT until 730 or so.. so Ke lian..who says government job eng eng one ?

Let me blog his "unlucky Wednesday"..

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today me really dunno why so unlucky.... so must write a blog....

I left my house earlier by 15 mins.....expecting to reach office around 8am....normally I reach around 8.10am.

so I walked to bus stop wait for bus....wah...bus take 20 mins to come leh....normally 10 mins....then when the bus came....wah 2 same bus number came at same time and first bus so crowded....

I reach mrt, buy teh-o....then buy vegetarian bee hoon...told the uncle: "bee hoon and mee ...."can can" (means "mix" in chinese) and add a tau kwa....I took out $2....then u know what?

he went to take bee hoon, mee, vegetables, vege char siu, vege pig intestines, vege fried cripsy things and still reaching out to take tau kwa for me....wah I quickly stopped him ....tell him I dun want tau kwa liao.... I say I only want bee hoon mix with mee and tau kwa...... wah....he scoop so much....he tot I buying for 2 people to eat ar?

then he apologised to me.... he tot I asked for all this...and he charged me $2.....quite worth it lah....considering...normally like dat cost around $2.50 to $3.....but still....I think he dreaming?

then I reached Eunos mrt station late liao...cos after all the delay here and there.... so got to rush for train.....wah....train also so packed.....until I need to rush to the first carriage right at the front..... squeeze with all....

now reach office....open the teh-o....discovered the teh-o leaked out of the plastic bag and into the second red plastic bag outside....now only left half pack to drink...sob sob...

then my mentor say meeting at 9am....crazy rite?....everyday meeting?....very soon my job scope become "expert at attending meetings"?....like dat where got time to do my work?....by the time meeting ended....must write minutes....do my work....again must stay OT.....sian....

k....now after lor li lor so.....must go back wrestle with the work again.... MEETING.....ZZZzzzzZZZZ

tata

muaks....miss and love u ...

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So Ke Lian...

N.Y.D.C Dates

Last time when we had dinner with Ken at Coffee Club we sort of mentioned that we will go NYDC next time to eat mudpie.. and maybe that is why Ken keep asking us to go to NYDC.. this time round it would be Wayne's treat..

So suspicious.. why suddenly wanna treat ? too rich ar? Gis n i were bombarding Ken with these q.. why he wanna treat huh ? why keep wanting to meet us and have dinner? so on? i have bf liao wor.. not interested with Wayne.. haaaa..



Anyway, we have been rejected him for the umpteenth time.. excuses given so far

" we have gym sessions..
going out with frens..
not in s'pore..
got classs..
got flea market..
blahh.. "

But Ken never give up.. said.. u both cant be forever busy what.. after gym still can meet? blahh....

tired of arguing.. happen to be on leave this thursday n friday... so give in.. we shall meet and let Wayne treat... since he is so eager to treat us.. Gis n i were discussing today.. maybe they want to do this.. Ken treat, Wayne treat.. then our turn..

ok lor.. we go makan at hawker centre.. or treat then McD ice-cream cone.. haaaaa..


Today quite busy.. many omniback cases.. and the 2 newbie starting to pick up with cases.. good for them n good for JH..

JF is busy teasing Kenny.. n Kenny is busy entertaining her with all the
make-believe words of his.. i told JF..she still new to him.. that's why she believed to what he said.. he is good at making people believe but actually he knows nothing.. ghaaaa.. it's true actually

Today called up the GMP guy.. it's the Unix adm job coursemate Danny recommended.. but seems like when GMP heard ACACIA they know they cant take unless resigned for 6 months.. well.. i guess it's all Lance's fault.. create the problem by joining GMP and work for HP less than 6 months after he left Acacia..

today applied on unix adm job via online.. no phonecalls.. no email.. sob sob.. dunno when i can get a reply.. and get a job.. anyway i really dun have mood to think abt job search now.. maybe cny is coming.. excited..