well..i think buy 4D also wont be so "lucky".. im down with H1N1 postive since Tuesday and now being quarantin at home till end of this week.. so people is asking me.. so how's ur girl ? how's ur bb ? etc etc..
well.. missy has been staying with in laws since.. been missing her like mad.. mum is staying at sis's place since.. and i have no idea what will happen to my unborn child.. it's really beyond my control and my power and my ability to know what is going to happen and what will happen..
Im the fist in my company being contracted with h1N1.. and im famous in a day's time with boss's emails out to all with my name and all.. now who wnt know me in spore branch... i wonder.. people even call up my cols to ask how abt my bb and all...col said i can go back and write book liao..
Im wondering.. What's NEXT ? im all for it now.. what can be worst than what's i've been through in just a month's time ???
Life sucks ? it does.. first time in 32 years since i was born.. i really understand and FELT it deeply.. how life sucks... and i may be here today.. and gone to never land tmw .. who knows..
oh well.. i guess..as a buddhist.. i think i must have done something really bad in my past life that cause me to deserve all these... ok. i accept that. shall do more good this life so that next life i want to be a good breed dog that's being pampered and cared. just wag tail, bark and sleep and act cute. isnt't it good?
LGG is being quarntin at home too..now he is out to get me food. so i jst laze around..been detoxing the house with dettol and everythin..really find life is meaninless without missy around. so much time with nothing to do.. sigh.i want her back so badly !!
life can make someone so optimistic like myself to be looking more at the "negative" aspect of life.. wonder !
It has been ages since i had my diary written somewhere.. sometimes i feel like starting again but never get to do it.. now with the convenience of blog.. i may begin where i left off..
3 comments:
aiyo... so sorry to hear that! hang in there gurl! hope u get well soon! ((hugz))
Oohh... it must be a difficult time, hope you will get well soon... wishes from yokbee
hey! sorry to hear about your condition.
how is it getting on there now, are u feeling better?? how long more to home quarantine?
take care and get well soon.
drink more fluids, take more nutrients to build your immunity.
do keep us updated.
by the way cheer up, things will be brighter after this moment of darkness ya - time will tell.
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