Sunday, December 19, 2004

eNDINg OF aNOTHeR weekEND..

Second last lessson for ccnp( multilayer switching )..tot today will b the last.. sighh mnext week still have 3 chapters to cover...if only he concentrate in his teaching we have long completed the course.. wat a lazy instructor he is..

yesterday went to shop for x'mas gift... bought something which i think if quite nice n useful.. but today T told me the gift i bought has been voted as the most unwelcome x'mas gift on radio ??? i hope they like it.. cos bought already..

Sigh.. what a weekend.. been feeling troubled over the stupid case.. sob sob..K was telling me that he fed up with his job too.. overloaded with work n stuff.. n telling me no point agitated over work..some how he is right.. but i jst cant control my mind from feeling so down over it..

JL was telling me to face it..must b professional over our job.. yeas..this is it.. this is why i've been feeling so guilty n sinful over this case.. cos i felt that i've not done well in this part with that customer.. i got agitated by his tone... can u believe it?? deep down i heard " who cares.. i've resigned.. go ahead complaint me ".. tt's why i have been blaming myself for leaving the cust jst like that...

No..must start to clear my head.. i want to stay n keep my professionalism even the last day as long as i'm still supporting the customer.. i hope i do this.. n hopefully not having another cust who will make me losing this...

feeling better after spilling out.... thanks to my frens who is listening.. Muak.. love u all..


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