TenNis MaNia...

Managed to sign-up on time for company tennis lesson.. hooo.. actually still hesitate whether to join or not.. then JF said will go with me.. then decided to sign up.. n drag Yong along.. give him chance to know JF.. ghaaa...

So we shall start our tennis this sat evening.. looking fwd to it.. cos long time never play tennis.. i hope i can still manage to at least hit few balls.. n not just pick balls..we dun need to buy tennis racket for the time being since beginner.. if they said MUST buy then i shall see how.. cos not worth buying if not playing often..waste money..

anyway.. JL been complaining.. said sat sacrifice for tennis.. n no time for him..so i guess i will learn for this 4 times.. then unless they have sunday class.. else wont join the subsequent lessons..i just wanna try learning.. not really need to b expert lah..

HomE sWEeT hOmE

Me going homeeeee.. home to Melaka.. yipeee.. so long never go home.. ever since started this new job never go home..miss home.. miss my mum.. miss yann yann.. miss chen chen.. miss my pink panther.. miss my pyjamas.. miss my mum's cooking.. miss everything back home..

anyway... i will also miss s'pore.. cos there r at least one person worth missing.. i started to sound like him now..


and im sure it's "san chi lao hu.. san chi lao hu.. bao de guai.." and not san chi lao su..

it's tiger not mice.. cos at least 6 people i asked said it's tiger not mice.. so im gonna see somone take off his clothes soon.. ghuaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

"tou diao !!! tou diao !!!.. " lalaaalalaa....

LoVe...

Cant really explain in words how falling in love is so wonderful...just feel so wanted.. feel so belonged to..feel so cozy.. so cared by.. so sayanged by.. haaa

Cant explain in words how falling in love will make u miss him so much.. think of him all the time..miss him all the time..

im always the "bad" one in this relationship.. cos i always like to say things that hurt him.. things like dun miss him.. dun want him.. want to stay single.. blahh....but im just teasing.. dun really mean it.. why i wanna do this ? mm.... cos maybe keep saying love .. miss.. after awhile will be bored.. so must say the opposite.. ghaaaaaaaa.....

wonder how long will i have the feeling of being in love..how long will this last? i guess.. romance will turn into relationship.. just like with our siblings.. cos so used to each other.. so.. eventually there will be no sparks?? no surprises... well... i dun have any surprises now though...

relationship needs both parties's effort to work out... so i guess.. i cant just hope or expect from him alone...but then still as gers.. naturally will expect more from the guy..

it is always so complicated when talk abt how to blossom a relationship.. what's more to maintain.. pheww..

where will i be in the next 5 years time.. what will i be doing ?? sounds like interview q..like my colleague said "LIFE IS SO BEUTIFUL " must say it loud n clear.. heee.. bunch of mad people there...

BoReD...

life starting to become very flatttt... monotonous... no colour....

why im so sian ?!? like wasting life like that.. go to work.. do nothing.. learn nothing..see nothing..after work.. come hoem.. do nothing..watch tv.. online.. do nothing much...

damn bored...dying like that.................................need some pepper.. some chilli.. some whatever..

wonder how will it feel like to travel alone to a foreign country...mm.. dunno y suddenly have this tots.. haaa..

im goin crazy soon....maybe i should continue to waste life.. sleep more..

CoOl piC

i gues this is the favourite pic of my col .. haaa..

First time i take pic look so "hiao" like that.. eeeeeee...

ShaNri-La D&D..

Great D&D and i had great fun.. the MC is really making everyone laugh non-stop..


As the only 2 gers in the team.. of course we are the centre of the cameras... ghaaaaa.. smile until frozen ..


the 4 buddies.. heee..

too bad.. our table no one got any prize.. not even game prize.. bad luck.. my boss n the dog both got something.. sigh.. why why why im so no luck.. first 3 prizes get tickets to go europe n egypt.. sob sob..

anyway.. great d&d.. fun !!!

ThE riGht MaN

Today JF and i online in office.. and as im trying to match make her with my colleague.. so i will on n off ask her abt how she thinks of him , got chatting or not.. n so on..

I think he is a nice guy.. as he dun smoke..not havoc type.. guai guai..good attitude..honest.. and homely..so i guess this is the type of man ger will want to keep.. and the kind of guy who will take care and "sayang" his gf those type..

but JF said he is not really the type she is looking for.. as she prefer someone more lively..but at the same time guai one.. can joke.. can have fun and with chemistry of course... true lah.. as i think my col a bit too wooden.. and i guess his chatting response is a bit not so "fun" heee.. but i keep telling JF that maybe she should meet him.. and make friends with him.. sometimes u can start to discover he can be quite fun too..

anyway... till now.. i still think he is a bit lack of words.. haaa.. i always go tea break with him.. n he will always tell me.. he hard to find gf.. cos he thinks he is too boring.. nothing to ask.. nothing to say.. n he said he wonders why some couples can have so much to talk abt.. can talk in the phones for hours... and why bf must everyday call the gf.. n so on...he even said he will start saving money n when old go old folks home.. sounded so sad..

i cant do anything though.. as i meant well to match make them.. but point forcing if it's not both sided..

same time.. im glad i've found him.. my right man..ohh.. so.. i still need a left man ? heeee.. muakk..

diLeMma....@_#

definitely not getting much satisfaction from my current job.. no technical skill picked up.. but been practising a lot on microsoft office..pheww...wasting my talent.. i can do better than just this ?

Today.. i've been helping boss to put "red dot" on all the countries on the world map for our company.. so search for the right world map.. look for the countries.. and get the capital..basically.. im feeling like im attending geography class today..

my programming still not error proof..email not working until the smtp access is given.. and nothing much i want to change from it.. no motivation !!

gotten the letter to go for interview this friday.. i'll definitely attend it.. already apply leave.. now im in dilemma.. how if i get through the interview and must start for this term in July if not mistaken..?!? i tot of completing my current contract and get the 13th month before i leave.... heee.. anyway.. they said the interview will be few rounds.. and they will ask lotssss of questions.. so if im interested must make sure im prepared !!.. well.. gotta think of a good reason why they should take me.. and show all my passion for this job.. haaaa...

Suh went for OBS interview today.. this is not something i'll ever considet as 'career' cos i dun have that much energy to do that... it's not only physical fitness but mental .. pheww.. im too old for this.. so if im into teaching.. im going to something that i can still see myself doing when im 40 or 50.. heeee..

gotta start to prepare for the interview.. else wasting my tiem to got for the interview.. All the best to myself

IdLe.. iDLe....

Sunday.. always so lazy on sunday.. always dun get to do anythign except.. eating n sleeping.. n online..

Today also lazy until cant climb down from bed.. cos raining.. so shiok to laze around..i slept most of my time on sunday zZzzzzzz.. making dreamssssss.... no dreams.. but just sleep with my garfield.. sleepp.. sleeppp

i just wake up from my marathon nap at 630pm.. sis they all got their dinner liao.. i too lazy to go down to buy dinner.. so cook my own simple dinner.. cook rice.. fried egg.. n that's my dinner for sunday.. with honey drink..

yesterday bought a new top.. camisole .. i tried out.. my sis keep saying i dun look good in that top.. she prefer the tube instead.. i keep feeling i look fat in the camisole..anyway.. shall see how this sat.. lazy to think.. cos it's sunday.. brain not working..

i read the whole comics of 'Garfield' today.. maybe that's why i'm so lazyyy.. cos he is influencing me.. very lazy cat..and me.. the lazy reader

Mother's Day

Mother's day this Sunday..me not goin home.. but will call home lah.. anyway..i cant remember when i 'actually' celebrating mother's day..liao..since came to s'pore.. seldom will specially go home just b'cos of this date..

i remembered making cards for my mum when i was in school.. haaa.. i think everyone have done that before? now.. big liao.. will just buy mum meal or things she like.. this year i buy mum new spec.. she happened to need a new pair.. so just nice.. heee..

Wishing all mothers a Happy Mother's day :) MUAkk.. a big kiss & HUZzzz for them all..

Cool Pic ..

NeW hobBy

I always wanted to keep fish.. gold fish maybe.. cos i like they way they look.. so cool...n beutiful.. but never easy to keep...

JL keeps fishes too.. some neon or whatever it is.. which i can never remember the name..

i never get started...mmm.

just now Adi was telling me his guppy is giving birth soon.. he is waiting anxiously for it.. i asked him to give me one or two of the guppy babies.. he said he can give me the guppy but not the baby cos baby harder to keep... and can even give me the tank with the pump.. i was thinking.. cool.. if i have these things .. maybe i will REALLY starts my hobby ? heeeee..

we shall meet next sat for dinner.. he will pop by my home with the equipment.. cool cool..looking fwd to this..

maybe after keeping the Guppy.. i will start with Gold fish.. the Ping-Pong ball look-alike fish.. ?? heeee.... hope my passion for fish will be long .. just like my passion for bead making.. now they r there in the container.. on the top of my cupboard.. collecting dust.. phewww....

D&D comiNg

What's up this month ?? what else.. Dinner & Dance.. yipeeee.. heard the theme is 'Peranakan' so.. now headache on what to wear.....sarung?? aiyoo..

dunno if my this skirt can make do..




i bought this skirt for Jen's wedding..only wear once.. cos i seldom wear long skirt.. so until now never wear again.. maybe can wear this instead... save money.. as for the top.. mm..shall see which goes with red..

settle for the time being.. heee

OffiCe PoliTiCs.. OpeN My EYesss

i really really experience what is 'office politics' now..
fighting behind each others back.. shooting emails.. talk sarcarticly..whenever have chance .. any other team making mistakes.. the manager will LAUGH n start to add salt to the wound.. smiling..

sigh.. when the department head 'fighting' people underneath them will become enemies too.. really victim....

Today.. went to a new product briefing.. can see the head of few department.. talking also like smile in front.. but fight with sword behind.. teng teng teng..

another ridiculous thing my boss did..
he is eating biscuits.. thos with cream in bwt..he eat the side without the cream.. the creamy side he gave it to his "dog".. cos he said he dun want to eat sweet stuff.. OH MY GOD.. what he thinks his 'dog' is ??
BUT the worst is he also gave it to me.. say.. eat lah.. dun scare.. eat already can from temp become perm.. really cant believe what i heard.. really have such people !!!!!!!!!!!!

In the evening, a col bought swiss roll.. he eat a bit.. then gave the rest to his 'dog'.. so the dog eat all the 'left-over' ..mgr said nvm.. he work very hard so can afford to eat all sweet stuff !!!.. nothing to say abt him.. really..


sigh.... anyway..this is really eye-opening..wat a place to work.. n people here can live very well if they have god relationship with their bosses.. u need not be capable.. this is the living examples in this company.. sighhh.. must be clever to polish shoes.. then can go a long wayyy..

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Ganglion cysts

actually i've had this lump on the back of my wrist since i was in U.. but it is not painfull.. will dissapeare after awhile.. and after awhile it comes back.. so it's on n off kind of thing.. not painful.. so i din pay any attention to it..

Recently.. this lump came back..n it stays much much longer.. dissapears .. n comes back.. now still have it.. not painful..din know what it is.. until JL send me the link below:

http://www.bethisraelny.org/services/orthopedics/ganglio.html

Ohhhhh.........so this is it.. a Ganglion cysts .. luckily not cancerous..the cause of getting it is not known.. so if feel pain then must see doc.. i thk maybe i'll leave it first unless not comfortable..

Body getting older.. starts to have many many funny things coming.. sighh...TMW GO GYM WORK OUT !!!.. EXERCISE EXERCISE .!!

SundaY...

Another Free sunday... no more lesson on sundays.. so good.. been going for sundays class for 1 year plus... now suddenly sunday is like an extra off day for me.. so good... sleep till 10 am.. then wake up slowly.. take breakfast.. watch sunday tv programs that i usually wont get to watch.. heee.. what a luxury.. can even take a short nap.. how i love sunday..

anyway.. today i still need to figure out some work flow.. so draft out some plans in the morning.. will onyl on my pc in the evening..cos must relax mind first.. stress when come to work..

my sis came back from Melaka and show me the photos taken from home.. they celebrated mum's birthday.. sob sob.. i din join.. they din tell me !!!!!!!!!!.. bad sister !!.. chen chen is getting bigger.. very strong boy.. looks much bigger than i can remember during cny.. cutey cutey.. i guess i will go home soon too..heee..

Sue is starting her new job tmw.. happy for her.. and she said she is nervous.. i think all of us will have this feeling when goin to a new environment. cos we dunno what is there waiting for us.. and what they expect from us.. can we handle?? will we like the place? will we like the colleagues? will we....???.. sigh.. i've been through that 1 month back.. now im fine with the work place.. try to do as much as i can to IMPRESS the boss.. haaaa.. at the same time try to balance my life with my work.. cos i notice that i start to bring work to do at home.. DAILY.. even on sunday.. cos i cant really thk properly in work place.. maybe cos no proper seat.. all sharing the tables.. how nice if i can the individual cubicles like my old work place.. so comfortable..

well.. we never get everything we want... have a bit of here n there.. good enough lah..so fast.. this weekend im getting my second pay .. hooo.. time fliessss...

BukiT tiMaH-inG

Did not exercise for the past 5 weekdays.. so decided to do some exercise this weekend..decided to go BUKIT TIMAH.. heeee...last week MacRichie.. this week bukit timah..very on..

we din go early.. went there after lunch..we had chicken rice.. forgotten the name of the shop.. JL said this is the famous chicken rice during his parents day..not too bad actually..during lunch it was raining..but timing was good.. cos after we finished.. rain stopped.. so off we went to concur the summit of Bk Timah..

quite easy at the beginning.. less than 5 minutes walk, there will be a resting hut..but when we started the super steep slope.. we both out-of-breath..JL still ok.. i'm like old-lady.. so tiring.. imagine if i climb Kinabalu like this.. phewwww...

anyway.. we reached the summit in less than 10 mins.. nothing much there to see...no nice scenary.. both sweat n smelly.. n we went Orchard after that..

Bought 3 bright colour t-shirts, dark pink, pink & green. Finally i bought green shirt, i wanted to buy for so long.. cos i always see people wear.. look nice..so decided to buy..always see ah Yong & Tom wearing bright colour shirts to work.. make me also want to add some colour in my wardrobe..

tired day but fun cos spend time with JL & visited bk. Timah.. n bought my colourful shirts.. fulfilling day.. heeee..

MacRichiE TrEe ToP wALk

Yesterday.. need to pass the cold wear to suh.. so i decided to join them to the tree top walk.. got up at 7am.. and meet them at bb nearly 8am.. rush like mad..met jia, suh, n Kenny.. then take bus 852 to Macrichie and join ML, EE & CH.. too bad the other CH din come.. else.. we have "show" to see.. heee.. we r suspecting ML + the other CH have thing.. heee.. just from the way she talk to him via phone.. so soft.. n gentle.. n smile smile smile.. ahem.. n the other CH so helpful to her.. n they almost on phone everyday ?? he even visited her home n had her mum's cooking.. woahh.. that's fast.. heeeee..

We r like chatching up each other's.. talk n talk.. luckily the joruney not too tough.. mostly down slope.. heee.. but we walked for 3 hours altogether.. the tree top walk was not bad at all.. quite scary.. especially when it is shaking..heee..
too bad JL not here.. anyway.. we may come next week.. heee.. but not so early.. make it later... can sleep moreeee...









so this thursday JF they all gonna go n take the challenge of climbing KK .. wish them luck.. im looking fwd to their juicy news.. abt ML+the other CH of their sunrise storiessss.. abt Kenny + "we shall see who".. heeeee.... and of course the beutiful pictures of KK..


when will i go ?? sob sob... nvm there is always next time..

WorKinG LiFe..

another week ending.. Tmw FRIDAY .. Yipeeee..how im looking fwd to this day....so what have i done this week ??? must always revise my work.. else i'll end up like doing nothing..

(1) submit power point slides
(2) relabel the weekly tapes
(3) attend meetings with boss and draw the flow he requested.. felt like
secretary .. really..
(4) meeting vendor tmw..
(5) tmw got to start relabel the monthly tapes.. stupid team lead ask to do..
felt like labour..dirty jobs..
(6) thking of the signboard for servers.. main door and pantry.. found out no colour
printer.. so how to beutify ??? $%#%$#$$
(7) tot of goin paper less.. no checklist for operators.. but this need a hell lot
of work.. programming...so must thk properly.. col said must write proposal for
bosss to show him how effective this is..
.... other than that.. im just cont to beutify my flow charts.. so now im damn good at drawing flow chart... phewwww


2 more weeks then will have money flowing in my account.. heee.. quicker quicker.. cant wait also.. only motivation now..

JF was saying that she is bored with her job.. wanna get a job that will have chance to move about.. go overseas n stuff.. sigh.. when really get this type of job also tired.. anyway.. we worked for less than 5 years already so sick of our job and working life.. imagine those who worked for 30 years.. salute salute them... no wonder low morale.. no motivation.. sighh...

i guess.. now.. other than work. i need to see other side of my life.. maybe i should start to thk seriously abt when should i get married and when should i have kids.. but when talk abt this.. remind me of today's newspaper..

" have job, no baby... Have baby no job "... VERY TRUE..

when the mgr interviewed for my current position.. he asked me..
"u r not getting married right ? "

i wonder if he will still hire me if i said yes ??
what's more.. if we woman r getting pregnant ?
lesser chances to get a job? or keep a job.??
that's why i thought of teaching... cos then will have all the time to have family planning.. haaaaa.. cos government job ..can have full 3 months maternity leave.. ghuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

anyway.. shall try try try to complete this one year here and see how it goes.. hopefully i'll gain as much as possible for my next job.. whatever it is..

Suddenly.. i tot of holidays already....mm... long time never go places with nice beaches.....dreaming...

frens in BNP

i think one best thing abt joining BNP is i get to know few people which i think is quite fun else the rest all uncles.. married man.. sian..

we took a few photos some time back.. here they r





Yummy yummy.. it's a col's birthday..

n these pics r taken when have dinner with Bk & Adi in Tony Romas..




now then realised, i din take pic with Adi... next time shall take..