reminded me of the days when i was in the same exact dilemma. So wanted to leave home town to explore the somewhere out-there. But miss home terribly.
I can still recall how i was crying at night cos miss home so much and never been so lonely in my life. i was all on my own.
But things always get better after some time. I make friends. i start to enjoy my hostel life. i start to get used to the stressful exams. I start to join activities that i enjoy.
n now im stepping into another stage of my life. no more studies. n im never alone anymore.
Neeway, naturally i became the photographer of the night, help to take "family" photos. i felt like an outsider. mm.. I am wat. Gees.. confusing.
crabs is good. at home i used to eat the best part of the crabs. But u see when u r with someone else, the big claws have to give to junior member and senior member. So i eat the most leceh parts.. the small claws that take me whole night to chew n bite and i think i need to see dental soon. muahh..
Not sure why, i dun really enjoy eating with JL's family. always feel so awkward. Not much things to say. feel so not my place.
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